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LEVI.
“ I can assure you I feel worse. Should take a look in the mirror though, you’re not looking much BETTER. ”
“ that’s gotta be one of the WORST things i’ve heard all week –– – here i was, about to try to chat up a nurse. ”
SOFIA.
‘ I understand it might seem ridiculous —- —- but I really think this is for the greater good. ’
“ a majority of the GREATER GOOD is in here with us coughing up a damn lung –– – if the threat was real enough we’d all have bullets in our skulls right now. ”
“ you look like SHIT –– – no offense. ” (@iudiciums)
“ you know what i think? i think this is all BULLSHIT –– i cough a little, sneeze a little, and the next thing i know my ass is in QUARANTINE. jesus, give me a tissue and i’ll be fine, y’know? ” ( @fidcm )
pippa.
She was quiet as he held her, the only noise elicited from her shaking form quiet sniffles and the occasional shaky breath. ‘ Don’t, ’ She finally muttered, shaking her head and tearing away from him —- suddenly, abruptly. ‘ Don’t STAND THERE, making me feel terrible for … for hurting. Don’t cry, don’t hold me, don’t call me baby. LET ME LEAVE. ’ Her voice was angry now, scathing, though tears still streaked across olive features. ‘ Let me let you go. Please, Joseph. PLEASE. Let me go. Let me be sad so I can be happy again! ’
he wasn’t given much time to react as she pulled away, arms stuck in an outstretched position as if he were silently beckoning her back. whatever was going on her mind remained an enigma, it was a puzzle he desperately wanted to solve, but a part of him had the false belief that everything would be okay so long as if she was in her arms. “ i hurt when YOU hurt, pippa, and i’m not capable of just letting you ... suffer. why won’t you let me help you? ” joseph didn’t mean to raise his voice, though his confusion and borderline frustration was getting the best of him.
pippa.
‘ I’m just not, ’ Her voice was low, barely a whisper — and a far cry from her usual brash personality. On the final word she mumbled, it broke, and she felt the sting of warm tears pooling in her eyes. She was MISERABLE. She hated feeling like the weight of the world was on her shoulders, like there was no good reason for her to carry it anymore. She wanted to crumble underneath it, let herself be crushed into oblivion just so the emptiness would STOP. And she felt if she remained close to him, some of the weight would be lifted —- it always did. When she was with him, when she was with Kevin, some of the pressure she felt —– for what, she didn’t know —– was alleviated. But she’d decided if must have gone to them. And she couldn’t do that to the only people she loved. ‘ I’m not happy. Nothing can make me happy, please, please, please —— don’t try. Don’t. It’s not going to work. I don’t want you to have to try, ’ By now, the younger was shaking like a leaf, tears streaming down tanned cheeks. She wasn’t sure why she was in such pain, but she knew one thing —- —- she hated feeling so DELICATE, so broken.
he couldn’t help but feel like an idiot; how could he NOT know that pippa was feeling this way? how could he have been so blind to the fact that she was silently suffering while he just assumed everything was as it should’ve been in their relationship. and for that, he blamed himself –– so much so that a tight knot began to form in the pit of his stomach and the words catching in his throat. joseph’s hand still remained on pippa’s cheek, this time wiping away the tears that escaped her eyes, paying no mind to the ones stinging his. she had been the only person he felt for; sure, there were people here and there that held some sort of sentiment with him, but nothing compared to HER. joseph had always cared about her –– of course this practically familial love grew into a romantic one –– but the compassion and never ending worry had forever been set in stone. with these feelings in mind, it absolutely SHATTERED him to see the girl upset and he felt as if it were his responsibility to try to fix whatever was broken. “ but i want to try, baby, please ... ” there was a certain desperation in his voice that caused goosebumps to form on his own skin, surprised at how hurt he sounded. it wasn’t very fair to her, joseph thought, to be as wounded as he was when she’d been upset for so long. the older’s next move was to take pippa into his embrace, wrapping his arms around her tightly as if he were trying to cease her shaking. “ please don’t be sad –– – you’re such a beautiful and smart girl, i love you so much .. please don’t be sad. ”
pippa.
‘ ‘Cause I’m not happy, Joseph. I’m not … happy with anything, it’s not you. And I think, maybe if I had a reason for not being happy, I could … I could get over it quicker. Don’t … don’t try and convince me I’m wrong, or to stay because I won’t. I can’t. ’
“ why aren’t you happy? i can make you happy –– – baby, let me make you happy. tell me what i can do and i’ll do it just ... talk to me. i love you, okay? please let me at least try. ”
pippa.
‘ I … I think we should, maybe — uh, TAKE A BREAK. ’
“ what? ––– – WHY? ”
pippa.
@estradcs
‘ JOSEPH? I … I need to talk to you. About US. ’
“ i don’t know if i like the sound of that –– – what’s going on, baby girl? ”
elliot.
‘ Fine, then. Joseph. My question still STANDS. ’
“ i’m just trying to have a little friendly conversation, s’nothing wrong with that, right? ”
elliot.
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‘ Do you NEED something, or are you just bothering me in your free time, Mr. Estrada? ’
“ Mr. Estrada? Please –– – call me Joseph. ”
(symbol) did uk ur gf wants to kill herself. guess ur dick ain't that fire.
“ No –– – are you being serious? No- she’d talk to me .. Jesus FUCK .. that’s not something –– that’s not something you joke about. ”
❖ top 5 ppl you'd like to be friends w
“ God, is there even anyone around that’s close to my age? –– – Excluding Gilford. I’m going to go with Ed, Levi, Zach, I wish Sadhika and I could get along, and .. Ziba, ‘cause she seems like she could kick my ass. ”
❖ got any kinks besides girls younger than you?
“ –– – Would now be a bad time to bring up the daddy kink thing or … ? ”
Joseph feigned a wince as her fists hit his back, his free hand reaching behind him in an attempt to swat her hands. “ Chill it, King Kong, ” A genuine grunt this time as her writhing stopped, however a chuckle followed soon after. “ Then I’m afraid I can’t let you down –– don’t hate the player, hate the game. ”
@fvrors
“ I will GLADLY put you down as soon as I hear an apology –– and you might wanna hurry up on that, you’re heavier than you used to be. ” He said with a grin, acting nearly as if he were going to drop her but she remained steady over his shoulder.
pippa.
Laughing, the dark haired girl leaned in closely to the elder, pressing her lips to his, a smile tracing her lips as she pulled away. ‘ Nah, ’ she murmured, moving her hand to press against his cheek before kissing him once more. ‘ I think you’re pretty irreplaceable. ’
Thumbs aimlessly rubbed circles into her sides at the first kiss, the smile on her lips stamping the expression onto his. “ Are you sure? There’s no shortage of tall, blonde white guys –– ” Now it was him that sought out her kiss, taking a break from his sentence for a quick lip lock; “ I can’t promise they’d love you like I would, though. ”