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[esukos]

hello! I’m sera (esuko is also ok!) she/her/they/them👌🏻

corp*rate görl by day, binghe on the brain by night 😩🔥 I try to do the art in my spare time.

mainly posting: danmei: svsss, qjj, tmsf 💖 others: jjba

note: please be 18+ if you follow me! I will draw *anything* (地雷なし), including gore, dead dove etc. if the void calls. I will try my best to tag appropriately, but please be aware nonetheless!!

will post fandom (mostly danmei) art, studies, and hopefully original art in the future 🤧

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[allpiesforourown]

pov youre shen jiu and your darling head disciple shen yuan is entering the immortal alliance conference and when you see him team up with that bastard luo binghe who runs after him calling him "shen shixiong" you cant do anything about it.

you also cant do anything when the spirit eagles broadcast to everyone who luo binghe clings to shen yuan at every opportunity. he says "shixiong I'm cold..." until shen yuan gets under the blanket with him and shares his body heat by cuddling him the rest of the night. the spirit eagles show them having their meals together, shen yuan wiping the sauce off the side of binghes face with his handkerchief. them fighting side by side against monsters perfectly in sync with each other.

the immortal masters around you are shipping them. your favourite and least favourite students are everyones it couple. somehow the two of them together have dominated the leaderboards too.

so when everyone finds out shen yuans beloved shidi perished at the hands of the demons, theyre moved to tears on shen yuans behalf. the young man is trying to be so strong about the whole thing. endless gifts are sent to qing jing and shen jiu has to throw them all out. doesn't get rid of shen yuans reputation as a mourning widow whose love everyone saw first hand with each headpat in the arena. theyre the cultivation world's first tragic yaoi.

[allpiesforourown]

Luo Binghe coming out of the abyss ecstatic to find there's bingyuan rpf for him to read only to have that joy immediately stolen away when someone tells him "the major sects have been sending suitors to shen yuan to help him move on. Gongyi Xiao is one of the only men he'll accept onto the peak."

[meltedmush]

Endless Abyss

[piosplayhouse]

Scum Villain has an entire chapter that goes out of its way to explicitly tell the reader that Binghe did not commit necrophilia but even if it didn't I kind of feel like genuinely believing that he would belies a fundamental misunderstanding of Binghe as a character. The thing he wants most from SQQ isn't sexual-- or even arguably romantic contact-- but acceptance. He wants SQQ to CHOOSE him. Without SQQ's agency, the entire exercise is meaningless

[allpiesforourown]

[esukos]

ive been having a hard time being inspired lately. but looking at your bingqiu art lights a fire in me, it's a GORGEOUS, elegant artstyle! the way you draw faces melts my heart

thank you SO much!!! 🥹🥹💕 for leaving such a sweet comment, it means a lot to me. I’m happy my art resonates with you, and hope these sparks of inspiration and good feelings continue to find you🤞✨

[esukos]

心魔 ・heart demons

clean version under the cut

[allpiesforourown]

Can we please get more shen brothers fics where shen jiu towers over shen yuan and looks cold and uptight and formal, whereas shen yuan has a short figure and an ever present smile and welcoming warm eyes.

Shen Jiu: get AWAY from my big brother!

Everyone: wait... you're the one that's younger??

Shen yuan is always going "that's ridiculous, just because I'm shorter than jiu-di, everyone thinks he's older."

But really it's because shen jiu is so overly attached and dependant on his ge, everytime shen yuan goes out he's bombarded with "where are you going? Who are you meeting? You have to be back by dark, or you're not allowed to leave your room for a month!" in front of any friend that comes over to pick him up

[frummpets]

binghorse and neighzun

[neo--queen--serenity]

Liu Qingge: *tries to be supportive when Luo Binghe "dies"* Liu Qingge: *gives Shen Qingqiu spiritual energy regularly to combat Without A Cure* Liu Qingge: *publicly defends Shen Qingqiu when his reputation is slandered* Liu Qinnge: *searches for Shen Qingqiu when he goes missing so that he can bring him home safely* Shen Qingqiu: *appears out of nowhere, public enemy no.1, no explanation for his actions whatsoever, screaming at the top of his lungs* LIU!!!!!! QINGGE!!!!!! Liu Qingge: *flies to Shen Qingqiu's side so quickly he knocks another man off his sword with his momentum alone* what do you want

[red-garden]

Scumegaverse but Shen Yuan transmigrated from a non omegaverse world and he doesn’t always realize what he’s actually doing in context. He ends up scenting his disciples when he’s being affectionate with them, which does melt their little brains a bit since only family and lovers are supposed to scent you. He also gives disciples nesting supplies to make them comfortable, which is again something only family and lovers do. It’s not helping the accusations of outsiders who think he perves on his disciples, but the disciples themselves have become even more feral in their devotion. That’s not just their Shizun, that’s their MOMMY.

Luo Binghe of course gets scented the most, followed by Ning Yingying. Binghe is incredibly torn between loving the scenting and hating that Shizun sees him as a baby. Ning Yingying used to get scented all the time by Shen Jiu (he smelled content like jasmine with her so people never recognized it as him) and she’s trying to keep a brave face about Shizun not treating her as closely as before. Ming Fan almost had an aneurysm the first time he got scented and he subtly begs (by conspicuously standing nearby longer than necessary) for more attention.

Shen Yuan accidentally scented Liu Qingge during the caves incident and has continued to do so during meridian cleansing. Liu Qingge believes that he is being desperately flirted with, and is trying to speed the proper courtship process as quickly as possible. He was on one occasion pulled into Shen Yuan’s nest when he accidentally intruded on a heat, and he’s never been the same since.

Yue Qingyuan is one of the only people who regularly visits Shen Qingqiu who hasn’t been scented. He is so incredibly sad about it.

[red-garden]

evil Sword perfec t way for get out of a/byss! inside very Normal and Friendly binghe get out of abyss with Evil Sword. Put Hand On Evil Sword. no problems ever with eviil sword because good Sharp and Weapon for binghe weak of big abyss. Aevil Sword yes a sword for binghe put binghe with evil sword can trust evil sword for giveing good escape to binghe. friend sword

[torturequeen]

pre nut insanity

[holespoles]

Asako Yoshihama

吉濱あさこ

[joker-ace]

forgot to share my svsss doodles on here!! immediately just wanted to draw LBH first and foremost

[red-garden]

I could go on and on about the unhealthy relationship Shen Jiu has with Ning Yingying, but setting most of that aside I actually think it’s lovely that someone as fucked up as Shen Jiu was able to raise someone to be as kind, loving, trusting, and generous as Ning Yingying. She is genuinely just a sweetheart and lovely, and it shows how much love still remains in Shen Jiu’s heart that he enforced and encouraged that within her.

[red-garden]

Wonder what Bingge would do if he found out the man who handcrafted his suffering didn’t even like him the best.

[crushedmarigolden]

It's even funnier because the character created specifically to torture him doesn't even hate him the worst aswell

[sunderwight]

And the villain who is most obsessed with him is mostly projecting his prior obsession with Binghe's mother onto him, so that isn't really about him either.

[allpiesforourown]

was gonna post this on ao3 but it's only 1.3k words and pure sillyness so here it is instead: bingqiu, post canon, time travel, misunderstandings.

shen qingqiu time travels, but no one tells him

Upon waking up to see his husband, the first words out of Shen Qingqiu’s mouth were, “Ugh, again?” 

Because the one at his bedside was not the tall handsome demon lord he saw every morning. A cute little bun in white robes blinked back at him. “Shizun?” 

Seriously? How many times was this going to happen!? At least this time he didn't look young enough to be mistaken for his child, but still… if Shen Qingqiu had a soul stone for every time Luo Binghe qi deviated into a younger version of himself, he’d have two soul stones by now…

Instead of waking his husband to tell him about his condition, the man (boy?) had run off to prepare breakfast. Going by the steaming congee on the table, he only woke Shen Qingqiu up to get him to eat.

Shen Qingqiu sighed as he sat up and ran a hand over his face. “Do you know how old you are right now?” 

“This disciple is sixteen, shizun. Is something wrong?” 

Shen Qingqiu gave Luo Binghe a glare. Something wrong? The audacity! He grabbed the fan off his nightstand and smacked the boy’s head softly. “Hasn’t this master told Binghe to tell me right away when something is wrong?” Binghe opened his mouth with a stricken expression, but Shen qingqiu cut him off. “It’s fine, it’s fine. You're still too young to dual cultivate. We’ll have to wait things out.” 

Papapa would have solved this matter instantly if it was viable. But when Binghe first brought up the idea of role-playing as their younger selves, Shen Qingqiu made it clear he would not partake in anything with the man if he made his appearance younger than 18! Even that was too low, but he had to draw the line somewhere! 

Luo Binghe’s face flushed red. “D-d-dual cu-cultivate!?” 

Shen Qingqiu narrowed his eyes. “What did I just say? Don't get any ideas, you'll have to wait before we can do anything.” 

“We?” Binghe’s voice went high. “Shizun… dual cultivate… with me!?” 

“Not until you’re older,” he repeated firmly. 

At this age, Binghe really did look too innocent… even with such a perverted interior, he really looked like this simple talk was flustering him. “How-how much older?” 

Well, while recovering from de-aging qi deviations, Binghe did grow back rapidly. It wouldn’t take that long before Binghe was old enough for shen qingqiu to feel comfortable touching. “Hmm, at the rate you usually grow… maybe we can do it a week from now?” 

Luo Binghe passed out. 

*

“Mu-shidi, how can you say this isn’t a qi deviation?” Shen Qingqiu insisted. “Just look at him! What other explanation could there be?” 

His martial brother must have gone insane. He grasped Luo Binghe’s wrist once more, looking over the unconscious boy. “Shixiong, this one… still doesn’t understand what you mean.” He released the arm and adjusted his glasses. “Though he seems to have suffered some sort of shock, it is minor and there is zero harm to his meridians. He will wake up shortly.”

No harm to his meridians? Then what else could explain why his husband was suddenly a head shorter than him? Luo Binghe did have some shape-shifting skills… perhaps they went beyond just hiding his demonic huadian and eyes? Could he also change his appearance to such a degree he looked like a teenager again? 

“Then I suppose this master will take his husband back to the bamboo house and follow up once he wakes.” Shen Qingqiu stood, scooping Luo Binghe into his arms. “Thanking shidi for his time.” 

He was nearly at the door when he heard a strangled “WAIT!” call out behind him. Shen qingqiu glanced over his shoulder impatiently. He didn’t want to be holding Binghe like a bride when he came to… Binghe would insist on it constantly and further tarnish his status as a stallion protagonist! 

Mu Qingfang’s eyes were bugged out, ink dripping from his pen onto his hand. “What did you just say!?” 

Shen qingqiu raised a brow, shuffling binghe into a more comfortable hold closer to his chest. “This shixiong thanked shidi…” Shen qingqiu said slowly. 

Mu Qingfang’s tense shoulders lowered slightly. “Right… that’s all shixiong said.”

“Yes? Thank you for checking on this master’s husband.” 

Mu Qingfang threw up blood as Shen Qingqiu exited the infirmary. 

*

Shen Qingqiu had just finished tucking Binghe into their bed when the door to the bamboo house was kicked open. He readied his ‘disappointed teacher’ voice to reprimand Liu Qingge, but was stunned into silence when he found Yue Qingyuan sprinting into his bedroom instead. 

“Zhangmen shixiong,” Shen Qingqiu said with a raised brow. “May this shidi help you?” 

Yue Qingyuan’s voice was choked as he called, “Xiao-Jiu!” 

Shen Qingqiu's lip instinctively twisted down. “If shixiong has something to say to this Qingqiu, he may do so.” He said pettily. “Otherwise, I’m busy taking care of my husband.”

“Husband,” Yue Qingyuan repeated. He squirmed nervously under Shen Qingqiu’s gaze. “Mu-shidi informed me you said something similar, I… xia- um, Qingqiu-shidi, are you alright? You… you’re not married… right?” 

…Sect leader Yue. You were at the wedding! 

“Is this a joke?” Shen Qingqiu answered coolly. “Luo Binghe would not take kindly to this kind of statement.” 

Yue Qingyuan staggered backwards, falling onto a chair with an anguished expression. His eyes fell upon Shen Qingqiu’s bed, where Luo Binghe lay sleeping and his eyes widened. “How…? Shidi, this is- he’s your disciple!” 

“This master does not understand,” Shen Qingqiu said irritably. “Luo Binghe and I have been wed for over a year, so why now are you making such a fuss?” 

“A year…?” 

More footsteps invaded the bamboo house, until half his martial siblings had invited themselves in. Qi Qingqi, Liu Qingge, even great master Airplane had arrived! Yue Qingyuan looked to Mu Qingfang with dread. “Mu-shidi…” 

The tragedy clear on the sect leader’s face said it all. Mu Qingfang grimaced. “Something must be done. Shen-shidi is having delusions of marriage!” 

…okay, that was it. Shen Qingqiu had allowed his martial siblings to subtly disapprove of his relationship with Binghe for all this time, but this was too far. 

“Enough!” He cried. “Luo Binghe is my husband, and that will not change! Everyone will treat him with the respect that is deserved of Qing Jing’s shimu!” 

The sound of something crashing to the ground pulled their attention back to the peak lord’s bed. It seemed Luo Binghe had woken up, gotten out of bed, and then immediately passed out again after taking two steps. 

“Binghe!” Shen Qingqiu cried. Seriously, what was going on? Did Airplane write a narcolepsy arc he never mentioned? 

As Shen qingqiu lifted Binghe back onto the bed, a younger voice joined them. “Shizun, why was everyone running into the bamboo house? Is everything okay?” 

At the threshold of his bedroom Ning Yingying had arrived, followed by the head disciple. 

Shen Qingqiu gawked at her small stature. What the-!? Did Ning Yingying also qi deviate? And Ming Fan, too? Why did all his disciples look about ten years younger- 

Oh.

Oh no.

Ha… hahaha… that was the trouble with immortals. Year after year, their faces looked exactly the same. 

System, Shen Qingqiu asked with dawning horror, what's going on? 

[Sounds like host has already figured it out! Limited event: Returning to the Peaceful Past is in progress!]

You bastard, you couldn't have said that earlier!? 

So Shen Qingqiu had temporarily returned to the past. He’d told his sixteen year old disciple they would dual cultivate and informed all his martial siblings he had married the boy at 15. For a thin faced man like Shen Qingqiu, something of this level… he couldn’t bear his fellow peak lord’s shocked and judging faces. 

“S-so…” Shen Qingqiu laughed nervously. “Um… that was all a joke, okay?” 

[allpiesforourown]

Since ao3 is down im gonna reblog this