Exhausted and IA

I make art (occasionally), write (occasionally), sleep (occasionally). Currently fixated on AOT.

[ommanyte]

Does anyone genuinely call their siblings sis, sister, little/big sis, bro, brother, little/big brother etc. as constantly as this appears to be portrayed in media? I’m extremely sceptical. Now, affectionally addressing them by something like “slug”, “toad”, “fool”, and “bitch”, or even dare I say it, their gotdamn name, is, from my experience, so much more natural. 

[bisouschuu]

ok guys, reblog and put in the tag how you name your siblings 

[eternallytiredfr]

I made a Twitter… I am WEAK

Same username as here! I’ll still have my writing snippets here tho ;)) tumblr is for screaming into the void, Twitter is for lurking and trying to muster up the courage to interact

[eternallytiredfr]

I can't title anything

I’m so bad at titles it’s kind of amusing at this point

the summary (a sexy lil hint for the readers to add that FLARE of intrigue):

“You don’t know me.”

“Don’t I?” Smith’s voice is rich, dark.

“I’m not your weapon.” Levi says quietly. “You don’t own me.”

Smith leans even closer, down so that her hot breath ghosts over Levi’s lips, achingly close.

“Don’t I?” she repeats.

the draft title because I genuinely can’t think of anything else: sexual tension go brrrrrrrrr

Reasons this fem!acwnr won’t get posted for another month, probably: titles are not my friends

[eternallytiredfr]

I don’t use Twitter a lot (because technology doesn’t like me leave me alone) and not me going on Twitter to search up fem!eruri and literally seeing my own pen name. Being recommended to one of my favorite writers.

The noise I made just now was ungodly.

I should really draw more, but I never learned to draw stylized people so I’ll just stay here in my fem!eruri writing comfort zone ;-;

[eternallytiredfr]

“Recruit Levi,” her voice is cool, smooth, but Levi has good ears, she can hear the faint amusement and condescension. “Above ground, women keep their shirts on.” A ripple of laughter goes through the assembled men. Levi sneers at the other woman, standing there amidst the other soldiers, perfectly in place and at home where Levi stands out, because she’s a frigid, feral little underground rat.

Levi shrugs off her oversized shirt. None of the women’s fit her shoulders or biceps, and none of the men’s were small enough, so Levi’s been wearing the smallest men’s size while she works on altering a few shirts to fit her. Her torso isn’t naked, Isabel had insisted that Levi wrap her chest in a few thin bandages, so she could be more like the other women. As if Levi cares, but for Isabel’s big green eyes she had conceded. Levi turns in a circle, arms held out.

“Tits covered. Happy, Blondie?”

“Not particularly, but carry on.” Yep, definitely condescending. Levi glares at her. She would prefer to fight bare-chested, she’ll be damned if the bastard pulls out a knife and she ends up dying of an infection because a scrap of fabric got caught in the wound. But she doesn’t argue (more). She’s not imagining things, she can see how the taller woman is eyeing the wrap with what looks like interest, hungrily devouring where Levi’s firm pectorals have a shadow between them, how the serrated muscles on her ribs move and stretch beneath the cloth, how the thin fabric just barely highlights the ever so slight curve of a petite breast, the soft puffy peaks of her nipples. Levi’s a fully grown adult woman, despite what people tend to say, and if Smith wants, she’d be quite happy to pull her into an empty room and show her exactly just how mature and developed Levi’s body is.

“You gonna stare at my tits all day, Blondie, or you gonna referee?” Smith doesn’t even have the grace or good manners to pretend like she wasn’t staring, pointedly keeping her eyes on Levi’s chest for a heartbeat longer before raising them, raising a dark brow along with it. Smith’s face is strong boned and beautiful, elegant even with her full lips and rosy cheeks, those bright blue eyes, but those brows are too thick for even a man to pull off. Levi hates how they somehow work with her other features, how they make her look even more attractive and imposing.

“Hmm? Oh, my mistake, I didn’t realize there was something to stare at.” The men laugh, and if Levi didn’t have such superb control over her temper (she does, Farlan, she does), she would flush bright red, walk over there and grab Smith’s own, grab hard and twist to hear her yelp. She bets Smith’s voice would go high, girlish, an utterly humiliating sound escaping her throat that Levi wants to hear so bad that hot rage burns in her stomach. Levi doesn’t, she doesn’t go over there or punch the other woman, or pull her into a vicious, feral-like kiss, she just clenches her fists at her side and glares venomously at the men who dared to laugh. “You may begin,” at this the bitch has the audacity to wave her hand airly, like she’s the fucking queen or some shit.

“Bitch,” Levi hisses, and a cool not quite smile settles on the other woman’s face.

“Perhaps,” she agrees, “but the pot is calling the kettle black, is it not?” Levi bares her teeth, fuck Smith for thinking that she knows even remotely what the bullshit that came out of her mouth just was.

“Aw, Captain, it’s not a fair fight,” the man complains, flexing his arms like it intimidates Levi in the slightest. “Look at her, she’s tiny!” It’s not false, Levi doesn’t even reach five feet, and she probably doesn’t even weigh half of the man. But Levi saw the way his eyes widened slightly and Smith’s had sharpened when she took her shirt off. She may be small, but every inch of her is corded in solid, hard and prominent muscle. Her shoulders are broad, biceps and core thick, so unlike the little waif that he was probably imagining that she would be.

“Would you prefer to forfeit?” The Captain asks, mild and pleasant. Levi’s brow furrows, what is the other woman playing at? Does she want Levi to fight her men? Smith’s face is calm, kind looking even, but Levi is very, very good at reading people, no matter how inscrutable they think they are. She can see how her icy blue eyes seem to glint almost coldly, cruel and vindictive. Oh. She wants the man to get his ass kicked, because she can’t do it herself. Oh.

Levi clenches her fists, gnashing her teeth as she glares at Smith with enough force to send grown men running away screaming. The blonde woman merely cocks an eyebrow, meeting Levi’s gaze without so much as a flinch.

“Is something the matter, Levi?”

Yeah, something is the matter. Fuck Smith if she thinks that Levi is just content to be her little attack dog because she doesn’t have the balls to punch the man herself. Fuck her.

“Yeah, fuck you. I’m not doing this.” Levi scoops up her shirt and goes to stalk off, but jeering stops her in her tracks.

***

I don’t really know where I’m going with this, just a snippet of a wip that I had

[eternallytiredfr]

My specialty, if I may be so presumptuous as to call it that: fem!Eruri

What can’t stop playing through my mind: a choice with no regrets

And so may I propose: fem!ACWNR

I like this idea and where it’s going

[eternallytiredfr]

Looking at my stats and I realized that I’m almost at 45k total words (a small amount compared to other people in fandom, but I’m proud of my little niche)

37k of those are fem!eruri

We’re having a good time (unironic)

I just love eruri and I love wlw it’s a match made in heaven

[eternallytiredfr]

I wanted this to be a quick and dirty PWP.

I wanted this to be a PWP

Why is Eruri like this

[koth-harvest-final]

enough about how you chose your icon. enough about how you chose your url. if youre lgbt how did you choose your blog title

[lostcauses-noregrets]

I’ve been browsing your fashion disaster tag… now I want to make something for it so bad those silver leggings are glorious

Glad you've been enjoying Erwin and Levi's fashion disasters! Levi's iconic silver leggings are the gift that keeps on giving ♡ The amount of fic and art those monstrosities have inspired....Legendary. I love them.

I've written two fics that feature the glorious leggings - Gig and Chrome. Chrome is as ridiculous as the leggings themselves and I had a blast writing it 😂

[eternallytiredfr]

I call this version the “Levi’s not naked I swear he’s just wearing really… REALLY tight leggings”

The leggings highlight every asset, indeed!

@lostcauses-noregrets chrome made me ugly laugh so hard, especially the ending!

[eternallytiredfr]

The want to participate more in fandom vs the mortifying ordeal of putting myself out there

[inthetags]

reblog and put in the tags what accent you have.

[pillowprincesslexa]

Europe is currently being burned alive and people still think climate change is a joke. It’s warmer in North Europe than in the middle eastern deserts.

Nearly all northern countries broke their decades old heat records this week.

[frogs-smoking-cigarettes]

Its only in the low hundreds in farenheit??? In America we get that for like a month or two straight every year??? Y'all need to deal is it really normally so cold over there that yall can live with a little heat???

[pillowprincesslexa]

If you’re gonna have an ignorant American attitude then please only stay on American posts. No one in North Europe has an AC in their houses. Stores, animal shelters, elderly houses, no one has AC. the houses are designed to keep the heat in. The people are not accustomed to the heat. A sudden climate shift like this is extremely dangerous to older people and babies specifically.

There are programs being run to inform elderly people what to do to not die in this heat. There was a heatwave in the Netherlands in 2010 in which approximately 500 more elderly people passed away than normally.

[adhoption]

One thing people don’t often appreciate is that the southern US states are along the same latitude as the Middle Eastern deserts, rather than northern Europe. We’re not competing with Texas, we’re competing with northern Canada. If Saskatoon can’t handle Mexican weather, London can’t handle Middle-Eastern weather. It’s not built for it at all.

[toebeens]

very helpful and informative graphic

[headspace-hotel]

“Low hundreds” are deadly here too, it’s just that pretty much all American homes have air conditioning (even if it’s just those loud shitty microwave sized units you stick in your windows) because they’d be uninhabitable in the summers without them.

[eternallytiredfr]

In some places it’s actually ILLEGAL to have centralized air conditioning in your home. The homes here are old and built to keep heat in, but you genuinely have no options if you want AC other than a shitty box sized thing that costs (in my country) equivalent to 500 usd to stick in a window that it actually might fall down into the street on. As well, European cities are not built for cars. If you want to go somewhere that has air conditioning, like say, the lobby of a fancy new hotel, you have to walk or take public transport, which is also without air conditioning. “Just the low hundreds” bitch how are we supposed to live or have any idea what to do when it is on average 70 degrees Fahrenheit here in the summer. Same reason y’all were freaking out when Texas froze over. Places aren’t built for heat, some aren’t built for cold and saying “just deal with it” is such an American attitude that it makes me pissed.

[eternallytiredfr]

Eruri muses are being fickle today, so what better way to exercise my femslash skills than writing hanpeto? Aka so far 3k words of mutual simping

I blame all the amazing art not my fault not my faaaaault

[35gramsperliter]

OPEN ART TRADE: turns out doing these is too fun so I Cordially invite You to take this and do whatever you want with it. color or paint and post it anywhere, wherever, whenever.

[seitsensarvi]

butt

[35gramsperliter]

butt

[lostcauses-noregrets]

butt where are the minions?

[eternallytiredfr]

… they did say whenever, right? I’m going to assume 35grams is @35gramsperliter so… thank you! Thank you @lostcauses-noregrets as well, your blog is truly an inspiration and a pleasure for all eruri/snk fans :))

Some messy saturated eruris for you ft Levi’s glorious bare ass

[ex0skeletal-undead]

Lizards...they’re just little dudes

[ex0skeletal-undead]

Sometimes depending on where you live you can just go outside and there’ll be a little dude there, scurrying

[ex0skeletal-undead]

Just a little dude can you believe this

[ex0skeletal-undead]

oh my god i didn’t even think about their little bones

[h33biej33bies-deactivated202204]

May i add a little dude?

[ex0skeletal-undead]

That little dude’s got little bones!

[pitbolshevik]

may i offer you a little dude in this trying time

[ex0skeletal-undead]

I’m losing my mind it’s TOO SMALL

[eternallytiredfr]

Sometimes you just gotta gently hold a little guy, ya know?

[eternallytiredfr]

Maybe it’s because I write in English, which is not my first language, but whenever I reply to comments on my fics I sound like a damn academic paper

Why am I like this