Ethyl-methyl

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[poems-and-words]

[ethly-methyl]

Dawn

Dawn is almost here. The Incandescing lights fill the sky, slowly. Gusts of life, have flown through the air, bringing warmth into the living everywhere. Few are awake to see this beauty, which doesn’t last for long. But those who are, have seen the birth, of more than many years. The night is dark, and home to pain, but morning shines its light. These two moments, stuck in time Will never meet one and other. Dawn is almost here, yes. But dusk is soon upon us all. - E

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My Beacon Of Light

The yellow glow from the lamp shines upon my face. 

It’s like a beacon of hope in my time of need. 

I sit here, night after night. Waiting for that change. 

That chance that I could one day wake up, 

and be someone different. Someone other than me.

Day after day. The light grows weaker.

My strength to go on, also looses its strength.

There once was a time where the pain wasn’t here.

Where I could look into the light and see myself.

Now, all I see is hatred. Hatred of me. Hatred of life.

The beacon might be there, but does it still mean the same?

Or is it there as a reminder of my ever lasting sorrow.

All this time that I have wasted. Continues. Prolonging my life.

Its like the hourglass has almost reached its end. But it stops.

Frozen almost.

I can’t keep up this act of valour.

This portrait of love and kindness. Its not me.

Still, this yellow light will continue to shine upon my face,

and this beacon will keep me hopeful till the end. - E

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Gusts Of Wind

Its midnight. The sky is at its darkest

and I lie here motionless. All feeling has left me.

Left me emotionless. Left me empty inside.

Soft gusts of wind fly across my room,

and from the open window I see a memory.

My mind filled with happiness. And a grin came to my face.

But the pain that had once been suffered,

soon grew strong in my mind.

The glisten in my eyes, quickly turned into tears.

and the smile I once longed for, left as quickly as it came.

Its not a memory I think of often. Well, not often enough.

Its of a time that was once forgotten. A time of Joy.

I could picture myself, sitting right there.

The happiest I had ever been, while she looked into my eyes.

I’ll never have that feeling again. At least not anytime soon.

But these times were all gone now.

Like faded memories. Like soft gusts in the wind. - E

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Holding On

The sun’s gleaming rays die down, as the liquor bottle hits my chapped lips. It’s the strong Emotion. The thirst for Adrenaline. Shame is long gone from here. Tipsy movements following the walls around. Finding my way is more difficult than ever. The sweet insensitivity has found its place. Deep, so far within my soul. Sorrow. Sorrow is all I need now. My livelihood lost forever. My kin, once here. Soon forgotten. I want to feel. Feel everything you feel. Every move I make. No matter what, that bottle stays the same distance from my mind. I cannot resist these feelings for much longer. drowning myself in liquor and pain. The emotion will only grow stronger, the longer I hold on. Hold on longer to you.   - E

[nevver]

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We are all floating through life. It just depends how quickly you sink, and how slowly you die. 

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Heart-Break

From personal experience, sometimes I feel like breaking someone’s heart is worse than having your own heart broken. You are the one that has to live with it for the rest of your life. You are the one that keeps that decision in the back of your head. Forever.  That gut feeling that takes over.  consumes you.  Because deep down you know it was your fault all along.  No one's, but your own.  Heart-break.

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I hear you in my sleep,  I see you in my mind,  I miss you in my heart 

[overwhelm3d-deactivated20200430]

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We are constantly blaming Society about our problems with the world. But what gives us the right to say that if WE ARE Society.  We may be evolving, but is it in the right direction? 

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Dark Obsessions

Have you ever felt it under your skin? Its lurks and hides so deep within. It moves silent throughout your core, and begs your heart to give it more. It pumps, and pumps that little stronger, making sure to keep you alive much longer. The Evil spreads into every last inch, hoping for that one last crucial flinch. Everything around you, starts to turn. creating that disheartening, rotting burn. Your mind begins to spin about, until the point of that one big blackout. Nothing is able to beat depression, especially if its that Dark Obsession. - E

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Alignment

Her eyes were heavy but yet full of light they glimpsed and gazed at the large starry night. With wishes to one day rid of her pain, but knowing that she won’t win any gain.

Her mind begins to twist and turn, Oh what good it would be without concern. Life is gone, in the blink of an eye, While she sits and thinks of her final goodbye.

She has been longing for a last breath, Thinking so much of the day of her death. For it’s her hand that will pull on the trigger, And end it right there, leaving all but her vigour.

Can man be brave if afraid be their mind? I guess we won’t know until stars are aligned. - E

[ethly-methyl]

Nights and Terrors

The night is dark and full of terrors creatures crawl and catch the light but open cracks seep Death without error and children deprived of worries tonight

Sounds are made without hesitation and shadows are revealed in the bright evil wakes up with dark intentions and creeps around the room at night

Parents lie still with no remorse and dreams distract them of the truth of death and dread what else; of course unaware of what awaits their youth

The creature creeps and catches breath for its time to realise that this is Death. - E

[ethly-methyl]

I just wanted a heart other than my own; I wanted them to show me the world;

I wanted to be remembered.

[ethly-methyl]

Aphrodite’s Spawn

The water it glistens, under the moons godly shine, and the men seek out the beauty of hidden divine. The paddles slow down, as they reach centre lake, but nothing with beauty can make such a large quake. 

The boat, it sways from side to side moving faster and faster away from the tide. The songs that had brought these men far from shore, have changed into hymns of Sirens galore. Slowly but surely, the boat starts to sink. and the men, become tired as they lie on the brink. Bodies lie still in the warmth of the lake. Perhaps this was just a huge dark mistake. These men, might not realise that they have had their last yawn, As these are the faces of Aphrodite’s Spawn. - E

[ethly-methyl]

Into The Flams

The flames grow stronger and hotter. The people sent in, like pigs to the slaughter. The fire’s dark smoke gets thicker and thicker. Yet it hasn’t even reached its final sharp flicker. The heat reaches heights, like never before. Will all at the end, be accountable for? Searchers are made, looking for all still alive, but will there be many as their becoming deprived? Many have entered, in such a short time, but who will it be, to suffer this crime. There could be what looks to be a glimpse of good faith, but nothing is certain in this fiery wraith. 

The night becomes day, as the fire still scorches. Looks like Death hasn’t had its final last torture. - E

[ethly-methyl]

Under the Ice

Under the ice, where darkness lies and into the deep where true love dies. Nothing exists in the furthest Abyss, at least nothing that will try and give you it's bliss. The darkness will consume all that it takes, and bring out your craziest evil. Worst mistakes. The water gets colder, the deeper you reach, but nothing will change no matter how loud you screech. You start to lose feeling in all but your eyes, so you watch as you sink past the deadliest demise. The current grows stronger, and stronger some more, until you hit the bottom, the seas filthy floor. When at last you are brought in with the night’s final tide.  Without even knowing, you have finally died. - E

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Swift Movements

Swift movements are heard throughout the house, but what is it? Something evil. there is no doubt.  Can you feel the cold chills on your face?  perhaps its just Death leaving its final trace. Chills grow stronger, stronger with time icy breaths start to slowly unwind. But you don’t realise what  is happening around, for nothing is visible, and nothing is found. The light. It flickers. From brightness at night, but evil lurks around, making sure to stay out of sight. The movements they grow, but still keep in the dark. It’s time for this evil to leave its final mark. The darkness sets in, and the air becomes thin.  But nothing is left, but your mortal like sin. - E