euphoria

My name is Sarah. Welcome to my mind.

[wnq-writers]

okay, but consider this you are made out of proteins compilations of amino acids put together with so much effort dictated by strings and strings of bases combinations of two people who loved each other as much as they love you you are made out of carbon and nitrogen and sulfur born from the dying stars in times and places further away from today and here and all your problems than anything can be you are the success story of struggling mutations and radical change the blood of angry rulers and vicious warriors flow through your veins you are the product of millions of years of testing and trials you might look in the mirror and feel roaring waves of inadequacy you may make a mistake and bite bitter regret for months and years you may trace the veins that run up your arms and imagine them split and weeping blood I wish you would see in yourself the fire that I do. Hold your head high steel yourself and learn to love yourself for the miracle that you are.

 errers    (via wnq-writers)

[euphoricblues]

you’re unhealthy for me & it’s starting to hurt.

[euphoricblues]

i was hoping you would prove me wrong but i’m right for the third time

[wnq-writers]

i understand now how one voice can make you crave things you didn’t know could be craved can make you feel things you didn’t know could be felt can make you see things that your dull brown eyes would have never even glanced upon without the prompting of his tongue.

arey0uafraidyet (via wnq-writers)

[euphoricblues]

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Personally, going out in public gets me irrationally overwhelmed by all the identities and personalities i will never have the privilege of deciphering. It thrusts a sense of mortality upon me and i'm not sure if that's a common occurrence but it happens and it's emotionally draining. The inordinate amount of thoughts remain until I remember I had the privilege of uncovering everything that you are whilst having the pleasure of being picked apart by you and everything seems right in the world again.

[sb]

[euphoricblues]

welcome.

It's always difficult starting off a new blog and deciding on a first post. This is the post that is meant to be along the lines of an introduction however, it seems to be anything but that. I have decided to get the ball rolling by creating an image in your mind of what is yet to come from this blog. 

Being honest with you, months have passed and the short paragraph you just read has been sitting in my drafts box, untouched and forgotten about. This is because a state of "what if" rushed upon me and i chickened out and exited the page. The biggest lesson i've learnt so far from my blog is that things won't happen unless you do them. This sentence is highly underestimated and works wonders once you take it and run. I know this because I had a sudden epiphany on the topic and now here i am, finishing this post and publishing it. I've come to terms with the fact that this blog isn't a blog without me. I'm here to morph it and add the fine details to it until it lives up to my expectations. This will definitely not happen overnight and I am fully aware of that as I have all of two followers. My writing isn't always going to be perfect and hell, it probably won't always make sense. All I know is that this blog is going to be my tool for growth and will act as the journal for my inner thoughts and ideas. 

With all that being said, I'd like to welcome anyone reading this to my blog, and I certainly welcome your opinions on any topics I may raise or thoughts I might share. You can expect to see attempted poetry, snippets of writing, articles about things I fancy and, in some cases, angsty posts about that guy that made me feel those things. For now, my name is Sarah and i'd like to welcome you to my mind.

[sb]

[maxkirin]

Write to write. Write because you need to write. Write to settle the rage within you. Write with an internal purpose. Write about something or someone that means so much to you, that you don’t care what others think.

Nick Miller (via maxkirin)