i don’t have anyone else to tell this to so: last night i literally dreamt that in an episode of 911 buck and eddie hooked up and it was really sweet and very graphic. and that’s how they showed them the first time. i think this was brought about by the end of the last ep where buck tells his therapist (= quaran-crush) that he’s been hiding his true feelings from the team because what could that possibly mean?!
Listen... I have so much thoughts and hopes for this fucking storyline. I’m not okay. I’d be very happy if your dream is canon
Here are the two first cards! I’m so excited to be sharing them with you all and I can’t wait to see what gets created. This kink bingo isn’t a bingo where you will need to sign up, finish creating and post before any deadline. I want this to be a relaxed kink bingo where you create when you can and what you want from the cards that has been made.
When you have something to post please tag it with 911kinkbingo on Tumblr or add it to the 911_kinkbingo collection on AO3 so that it will be easy for me to find it and help share your work.
(I will do proper edit and post on AO3 another time…)
It Will Last Longer
Eddie wasn’t supposed to see those pictures, he’s completely aware of that. He’s suitably embarrassed of having stumbled across them, but look, it’s not his fault. Lockdown does weird things, accidents happen and, by chance, he came across his best friend’s thirst trap pictures. That’s a totally reasonable thing that can occur in these new, abnormal times. Especially when the guy was in the shower and Eddie was looking for the date of the doctor’s appointment Buck had volunteered to make for Chris using an app he had downloaded on his phone. It was kind of him to care and do that without rolling his eyes at Eddie, who is too technologically challenged to figure out how those things work. Kindness like that shouldn’t beget involuntary exposure, but it really was unintentional. Eddie didn’t mean to do anything wrong, it’s actually that exact technological ineptitude that somehow led him to open up the pictures gallery when he was looking for the medical app. It’s honestly understandable.
Awwww Chim is son done with Albert…and Albert is…everywhere. ugh I feel so bad for Albert AND Chim, all this is because of their DAD. Fuck.
LOLOL EDDIE. PLEAES. WARRIOR XD!! Do you, Albert. hahahahaha omg the team hanging out and playing pool. AWWWWWW Albert praising Chim. But Chim is so sad ugh. omg. CHIM!!! omg CHIM ARE YOU DRUNK?? Fuck Chim!!!
“I know you have always had a family, and I have always tried to piece one together.” God Chim. T_T Christ, Chim. That was harsh, but…I kinda get it. But fuck. Harsh.
Albert staying with Buck omg.
Maddie, yes, tell him he’s being crazy. Chim opening up about his father. Ugh, I hate it. I hate that kids are put in this position where they try to please their parents. People like Chim’s dad don’t deserve to be parents.
OH. MADDIE OPENING UP ABOUT HER PARENTS. THAT THEY’RE NOT BAD PEOPLE, JUST BAD PARENTS =0!!!! Are we gonna get some canon Buckley parents?!?!?!?!?!
OMG MADDIE AND CHIM!!!!! AND IT’S CHIM’S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
and…..CHIM’S LITTLE BROTHER ALBERT.
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
ALBERT LAYING IT ON THICK ABOUT THE FOOD.
OMG ALBERT RAN AWAY FROM HOME. FROM THEIR DAD!! I don’t know why I’m screaming. It’s…so sad that when Ablert said you know how dad is, and Chim says…nope T_T. Ugh.
YES. MADDIE. TELL HIM. TELL CHIM THAT HE’S A GODDAMN HERO. ALTHOUGH omg Maddie just letting Albert say lolololol!
awwwww seizing Chim’s birthday T_T!!! poor baby.
Are you supposed to be that loud when you’re fishing?!?!?!?! I thought you gotta be quiet XD!
Oh shit he said SEIZE THE DAY. I feel like something HORRIBLE is about to happen. I’m kinda terrified.
omg………….THIS IS GOIGN TO END BADLY. and he CHOKES! ON THE GODDAMN FISH!!!!!!! oh shit. the FISH IS ALL THE WAY IN. omfg it’s STILL MOVING. FUCK. jesus christ FFS.
Here it is: To Hell + Back’s PDF cover! We were privileged to work with @convallariini, who is insanely talented in addition to one of the sweetest people on this planet. Go show her some love!
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The slightly longer answer–and a sneaky chance to plug our Mission Statement and FAQ over on our Wiki–is that To Hell + Back is a not-for-profit anthology project created by fans, for fans, and entirely crowdfunded by fans, and that our primary objective is focused on first raising the funds required to printing the anthology as a high-quality, full-colour physical book. Once we’ve passed that first milestone, then our stretch goals will be focused on book upgrades and gorgeous extra goodies! If we don’t reach our fundraising goals to print the anthology as planned, then printing does not go ahead, and all funds will be returned to our supporters. Integrity and accountability are extremely important to us as a team, and one of our core guidelines since we conceived the project is that no money raised will be spent until we are certain that we have acquired the minimum amount needed to print a basic first run of To Hell + Back.
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Under Pressure: The Sequel - Chapter 1 - Eddie/Buck
Things in their relationship is moving forward and Buck is happy. He is also scared. Could it be too good to be true? And it seems the universe still has a few things to throw at him and Eddie, complicating things further.
words: 3136
warnings: sexual content, swearing, Dom!Eddie, sub!Buck
Buck stared at Eddie as he walked across the room and headed to were they kept their toys and equipment. ”Sir?” Buck asked quietly. ”I won’t do it again, please I don’t want a paddle” Buck whined as Eddie looked for something. ”Oh don’t worry, you’re not getting a paddle” Eddie said as he grabbed what he was looking for. It was a little black bag. Spotting it Buck whined and shook his head, whilst Eddie sat down on he bed and beckoned Buck over. ”Sir please” He begged as he walked over and dropped down on his knees so Eddie couldn’t put it on. ”I don’t want to wear it” He said as Eddie got it out of the bag, dismantled it and put all the pieces on the bed. Eddie put his hand out. ”Buck, get up” he said sternly and reached for Buck’s hand to get him to stand up.
”Noo” Buck whined and looked up at Eddie. ”I don’t like it” he said and pushed Eddie’s hand away. ”Buck, you’re not supposed to like it. It’s a punishment. Now stand up” Eddie commanded. Buck shook his head and put his head against Eddie’s knee. ”Want a spanking in stead” he whined. ”You don’t get to decide your punishment, that’s not how this work. Right now you only need to wear it for 24 hours, if you continue to not obey you’ll have to wear it longer and we’ll add on punishments to this. Now be a good boy for me and stand up” Buck let out a little cry and pouted as he looked up at Eddie. He did nothing but raise an eyebrow at Buck.
”Please, Sir, I don’t need to wear it, I won’t do it again” Buck whined as he slowly stood up and put his hands in front of his crotch. ”Buck, put your hands behind your back” Eddie ordered. Buck stomped his foot and whined loudly as he put his hands away. As Eddie started undoing his pants, Buck squirmed and sniffled. ”Sir, please don’t put it on” he whimpered and took an awkward step back seeing as his pants and briefs were around his ankles. ”Buck” Eddie warned him. ”You will now wear it for two days, would you like to add another day?” he asked.
Buck shook his head as he whimpered and cried. ”I don’t want to wear it at all!” he sniffled. He shuffled his legs and stepped out of his pants. He bit his lip as he watched Eddie. ”Buck. Come here” Eddie ordered. ”No! I don’t want to wear it so I’m not going to!” Buck snapped at him and gave him a quick glare. He breathed quickly as he watched Eddie stand up, he shuffled back until he hit the wall and he whimpered as Eddie stood right in front of him.
Eddie grabbed the back on Buck’s neck and held him firmly. ”Excuse me? Can you repeat that please?” Eddie asked in a low tone. Buck shook his head quickly. ”No? Do you remember talking about how this relationship is going to work?” Eddie asked seriously. Buck nodded, still keeping his gaze down. ”Then you should also remember how we talked about listening, being respectful and following the rules, no?” Buck whimpered and squirmed under Eddie’s grip and hard stare. ”I just didn’t want to wear it” Buck managed to say in a quiet whisper. ”This isn’t always about what you want but what you need. Now you’ve earned yourself a second punishment tonight” Eddie told him and Buck let out a sob.
”Theres your original punishment for touching yourself that was being locked up in the chastity cage for one day, that you increased to three days with your protesting. And there’s your added punishment for being a disrespectful brat that will include 15 minutes in the corner, a spanking and you’ll write a letter apologizing to me and yourself for your behavior. Understand?” Buck sobbed as he nodded. ”Are you going to act like a brat or be good boy?” Eddie asked and tilted Buck’s head up so he would have to look him in the eye. ”A good boy!” Buck cried as he rubbed his eye and sniffled. Eddie nodded. ”Okay, undress and go find your spot in the corner” Eddie let go off Buck’s neck and took a small step back, just enough so Buck had place to take his t-shirt off.
Eddie crossed his arms over his chest and watched closely as Buck walked over to his corner and leaned against it. Now that Buck couldn’t see him Eddie couldn’t help a little smile on his lips as he picked up Buck’s clothes and put them over a chair. Buck was a cute brat and he was glad that he trusted him enough to show him that side of himself.
”Alright, times up, come lie down” Eddie said as Buck’s fifteen minutes in the corner was up. Buck wasn’t really crying anymore, just sniffling and breathing a bit shakily. Buck wasted no time in obeying this time though and walked straight over and lied down over Eddie’s lap. ”Why are you being punished?” Eddie asked as he stroked Buck’s bum gently. ”For being a brat and disobeying” Buck sniffled. ”Thats right” Eddie replied before quickly starting the spanking.
”Ow, ow, ow!” Buck sobbed as his ass was growing more warm and painful by each smack. ”Sir, I’m sorry! I’ll be good!” he cried as he kicked his feet slightly and reached back with his hand to try and rub his bum and maybe stop a few smacks from landing on his sore skin. ”Hold on, a few more” Eddie said, grasping Buck’s hand and keeping it still against his back whilst continuing the the spanking.
Tears were running down his cheeks as Eddie helped him sit up. Throwing his hands around Eddie, Buck sobbed as he continued to apologize. ”I’m sorry I was a brat, Sir, I won’t do it again” he cried. ”Oh baby, you totally are going to be a brat again” Eddie said softly and tried to not laugh as Buck pulled back offended. ”No, I won’t!” He whined. ”Baby, it’s okay, it’s natural and I’ve been waiting for it to happen a while. Some sub boys are that way. I was expecting this” Eddie explained and stroked Buck’s cheek. Buck looks down sad. ”You knew I’d be a bad boy?” he asked quietly and bit his lip to stop himself from crying.
”Buck, you are not a bad boy. That’s not what a brat is. You are a good boy, such a good boy for me and I’m so lucky to have you. A brat is a good boy who tests the limits now and again, to feel safe and reassured by them being enforced. Sometimes you’ll be able to stop yourself when you feel the need to be a brat but if you can’t, I will be there to handle you” Buck looked skeptical but did a little nod.
Eddie gave him a smile. ”You are a good boy, Buck” he reassured him and gave him a kiss. ”Can you stand up please, it’s time to put the cock cage on” he said and gave Buck’s hip a little squeeze. Sucking his lip in and bitting down on it, Buck sniffled as he stood up slowly. He watched as Eddie grabbed everything he needed. ”Okay, I’m going to start now, let me know if your skin gets pinched” Eddie said as he grabbed the base ring and pulled Buck a bit closer.
By the time Eddie was finished putting it on, Buck had tears running down his cheeks again. ”How long do I have to wear it, Sir? I can’t remember” He asked tearfully as Eddie inspected his handy work. ”Three days. Let’s say 6.30pm. Hopefully we won’t be on call but if we are we’ll take care of it when we get back to the station and everything has calmed down”
Whimpering, Buck brought his hands up to his face and pressed the heel of his hand to his eyes. Eddie shuffled up on the bed, took his t-shirt off and patted the bed. ”Come lie down baby” he said and held out his hand for Buck. ”Good boy” he said softly as Buck took his hand and crawled up on the bed and lied down with his head on Eddie’s arm. Shuffling around a bit, Eddie had about half his body on top of Buck, his foot between Buck’s and his face close to Buck’s.
”Shhh, you’re okay, I’ve got you” Eddie whispered calmly as Buck whimpered and squirmed. ”Calm down, baby” he whispered and reached up to grip the back of Buck’s neck. He gave it a squeeze before just holding it in a slight grip. Not too hard but not too soft. ”Close your eyes, focus on your breathing, the touch of my hand and the weight of my body on yours” Eddie whispered as he looked at Buck.
Eddie watched as Buck took a shaky breath and blink a few times before he let his eyes stay closed. ”Good boy, that’s it, just relax” Eddie said as he tightened his hold on Buck and pressed a kiss to Buck’s lips. As he continued to whisper his praise for Buck, Buck finally relaxed and slowly his breath evened out as he fell asleep. Getting comfortable, Eddie closed his eyes to try and get some sleep too.
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Looking up as the bell rung, Buck quickly shoved the last piece of brownie into his mouth and put the glass of milk down on the table before following Chimney, Hen, Eddie and the rest of the crew down the stairs and into the firetruck. Getting into the seat next to Eddie he put his headset on and smiled. As they started driving, Buck stared outside.
Sniffling, he reached up and wiped his nose before looking at his hands confused. ”Wow, guys, I think my allergies are blowing up. Maybe they’re advancing” he mused and turned to look at Eddie. ”Did you look at the pollen prediction today? When I checked it said there wasn’t a lot of pollen but I feel like there’s a lot of pollen” Buck said and rubbed his eyes before squinting. ”Are you guys not feeling this? I can like see the pollen!” Buck said amazed as he looked outside.
Chim and Eddie looked at each other confused. ”You okay?” Eddie as he looked at him. Buck nodded and smiled widely.
Jumping down from the steps on the truck, Buck chuckled as he thought of how nice it felt to be sitting next to Eddie. Eddie was wonderful. And so handsome. Smiling as he grabbed the bag of equipment, he hummed happily as he pulled out a pair of gloves and rolled them on as he followed the others into the building.
Spotting Athena arresting a woman, Buck looked around frowning. There was so much colour and so much noise. He took a quick step so he was closer to Eddie. His frown deepened as the crew stopped and he looked down. ”Uh oh” he whispered and raised his hands to his chest. His eyes widened as he saw Chim and Eddie walk away, he was all alone and in danger now. Gulping, Buck looked at the colors in front of him and tried to analyze it all. Gasping, he stood up straight and grasped his bag as he leaned back a bit to try and protect himself.
”Did these beauty queens shrink or are we suddenly giants?” He asked confused and turned to look at Hen that was supposed to be beside him. Stumbling around in a circle as Hen was gone, Buck turned his terrified gaze back to the little humans.
”I think he means you guys!” Athena said appearing out of no where again, the woman she’d been arresting was gone. Buck looked at her wide eyed. ”Hi Athena! These are the tiniest little ladies I’ve ever seen. Teeny tiny!” He said and held up his fingers to show her how small they were. ”Excuse me?” Athena asked. ”So tiny” he whispered and looked down at them again.
”Henrietta!” Athena shouted making Buck jump slightly. ”Thena!” Hen shouted happily and stepped over. She gasped. ”Oh you smell like love” She said softly and closed her eyes as she sniffed the air. Buck wrinkled his nose, he couldn’t smell anything. Was his nose broken? ”Chimney! Eddie! I need you guys over here!” Athena shouted as she looked back at them.
Turning around, Buck grabbed the balloon and gave it a sniff. No, his nose wasn’t broken, he could smell the balloon just fine. Obviously it was Hen’s nose that was broken. Giggling as he punched the balloon and watched it bounce into the other balloon his mouth opened and stared at it fixated. They were so pretty.
”Guys, look at me! You know where you are?” Chimney asked sharply causing Buck to turn around quickly, tangling himself up in the balloons. ”Im stuck” he pouted and tried to break free from the balloons. ”Help!” He shouted as he headed a balloon and it came right back and attacked him. He could hear Hen crying and he would help but he was busy fighting his own war.
”Hey, hey, hey” Buck looked up and stopped punching balloons as he heard Eddie speak. ”M stuck” Buck whined and looked at Eddie sadly. ”I’m going to get you out okay? How are you feeling?” Eddie asked as he started to untangle Buck from the string of balloons. ”I feel stuck! Thats what I feel!” Buck snapped and grunted as he punched one of the ballots hard.
”Enough! Stop moving and calm down” Eddie said firmly. Buck immediately stopped moving and looked at Eddie wide eyed. Getting Buck free, he led him over to the entrance and away from the public next to where Hen, Chimney and Athena were. ”Guys, we have to put these on you okay? Its for yours and everyone else protection” Athena said as she reached for her handcuffs.
”I don’t want to go to jail, I haven’t done anything” Buck sniffled as Athena brought his hands behind his back and cuffed him. ”Please, I don’t want to go” He cried and hung his head sadly. ”You’re not going to jail, Buckaroo. We just need to take you to the hospital to get you checked out and find out what you guys have been dosed with” Athena said as she borrowed the handcuffs of another officer and cuffed Hen as well.
As Athena grabbed his arm, Buck whimpered. ”No, no, no, Eddie please, don’t let her take me, please!” Buck cried and tugged himself free from Athena’s grip and leaned against Eddie. Eddie took a deep breath and sighed at the confused looks his coworkers, minus Hen, was sending him. ”Can’t we drive them? We’ve been taken offline anyway” Eddie suggested as he patted Buck on the shoulder and gave it a squeeze. Athena looked at Chimney who shrugged. ”I mean he’s right” he said. ”Sure. Go on, drive them to the hospital, I’ll radio it in” Athena said and handed Chimney the keys for the handcuffs.
Getting Hen secured at the head of the ambulance, Eddie put Buck next to him before giving Chim the ready to go signal. ”You guys feeling okay still?” Eddie asked as he glanced at the two. Hen gave him a happy grin and a nod. ”So good” she replied. ”I want you to hold me” Buck mumbled and pouted as he pressed as close he could to Eddie. Hen chuckled as Eddie brought his hand around Buck’s shoulder. ”How long?” She asked as Buck closed his eyes and leaned into Eddie’s hold. ”How long what?” Eddie asked and looked at her. ”How long have you been dating?” She clarified with a smug happy grin. Eddie chuckled and looked down at Buck. He was silent for a moment. ”Five months” he replied and looked up at Hen who gasped. ”Chimney! They’ve been dating for five months!” She shouted excited. ”Wait, wait, wait, what?” Chimney shouted back. ”I think you’re math sucks, you’ve only been on the job for four months” Chim replied and glanced in the rear view mirror.
Eddie chuckled and shrugged. ”Your math is correct but so is mine” He said. ”I have so many questions right now!” Chimney said as he pulled up to the hospital. Eddie laughed some more. Hen was just sitting there blinking. ”We’re here” Chim said as he turned off the engine and got out of the car.
An hour and a half later Hen had been picked up by Karen, Chim had driven back to the station with the ambulance and Eddie was riding in a taxi with Buck. The man was more awake now. ”Is Christopher home?” Buck asked as he rubbed his wrists where the cuffs had been. ”No, he’s with Shannon remember” Eddie said as he looked at Buck. ”Awwww, but I want to see him” Buck whined and pouted. Eddie chuckled. ”He’s coming over on Friday and he’ll be over for two weeks then, you can see him then” Buck still pouted but it was a tiny bit smaller.
”Do you think there’s someone at the station who doesn’t know we’re dating by now?” Buck mused as he grabbed Eddie’s hand and stroked it. Eddie chuckled at Buck’s actions before shaking his head. ”No I’m sure Hen and Chim have been able to tell or text everyone by now. You okay with that?” Eddie asked. Buck grinned as he nodded. ”Mhmm cause I love you and now they know it. And they found out by you taking care of me so that’s the best way cause you’re always taking care of me and making sure I’m good” Buck rambled. Eddie was about to respond when Buck suddenly gasped and sat up.
”We have ice cream sandwiches in the freezer! Can I have one?! Please!! Pretty please!” Buck begged as he looked at Eddie wide eyed and pleading. Eddie groaned silently before nodding. ”Yeah, you can have one” He replied and shook his head. The munchies was kicking in then. He glanced at his watch. Only 2-3 hours before the worst of it should be over. Looking over at Buck who was doing a happy dance singing about ice cream sandwiches, he hoped the hours would go by quickly.
”Oh and Sir! Its passed 6.30pm” Buck grinned and patted his crotch. ”I can be free” he shouted, switching his song from ice cream to cock cages. ”Oh god” Eddie groaned. He made sure to tip the taxi driver well before ushering Buck inside.
A huge swanky flower bouquet shows up at the firestation. Oh dear.
Buck whistled as he came up to the loft and spotted the large bouquet of flowers standing in a vase at the kitchen counter. ”Damn, somebody cashed out” he said impressed as he walked over to join Hen, Bobby, Chim and Eddie at the table, snagging an apple from the fruit bowl on the way. Hen scoffed and rolled her eyes.
”Yeah, alright lover boy, stop bragging” She said and sipped her coffee. Buck took a bite of his apple and gave her a weird look.
”Aww, so they aren’t for you then? Who’s the lucky one? Bobby? Athena wooing you?” Buck chuckled and sat down. The man smiled and shook his head as the four looked at each other. ”No, we thought they were from you?” Eddie asked and looked at him.
”Me? Why would you think that?” Buck asked oblivious and looked at his boyfriend. ”Because of the card?” Eddie said carefully. Buck stared at him blankly before getting up and ripping the card out of the flowers. Opening it he scanned the text inside before glaring up at Eddie.
”Who the fuck is sending you flowers like this and writing you cards?!” Buck snapped. ”Oh boy” Chimney whispered and Eddie slapped him in the shoulder as he got up and walked over to Buck.
”I don’t know, I honestly thought you had sent them” Eddie said softly as put his hands on Buck’s cheeks. ”Well I didn’t” Buck pouted and read the card again. ”Eddie Diaz, I love you. xx” Sighing, Eddie took the card out of Buck’s hands and put it down on the counter. ”Evan Buck Buckley, I love you and no one else okay?” Eddie smiled and gave him a little kiss.
When an hour later the flower bouquet was mysteriously gone from the kitchen counter and Eddie seemed to be sporting a new hickey on his neck no one commented.
TK: Just so many things have happened, you know? It's so overwhelming. Everything I left in New York. My relapse. Coming here to Austin. Finding a new home, station, team. Getting arrested. My Dad's cancer. You. Us...
Carlos: Hey hey hey... shhh... Just relax and take a deep breath. You don't have to worry about anything when you're with me.
TK: I know, I know...but...
Carlos: Come here.
TK: Huh? What?
Carlos: Ugh. Fine. I'll come to you then.
Carlos: Feel better?
TK: A little...
Carlos: I know there's a lot going on in your life right now and it's tough as hell. But I want you to know that I'm going to be here for you, no matter what. I don't know what this whole thing between us is yet, but I need you to know that you have a safe space here. With me. You got it?
TK: ☺️ *nods*
Carlos: Now lets finish eating before the food gets cold. These tamales took forever to prepare. 😚
