When you realize the events that brought you to where u are. Like how if your mom didn’t sign you up for activities of the opportunities she wanted for her kids in america and saved money to cover family health insurance and got regular hospital checkups to make sure she could regulate her blood pressure problems instead of buying pills which she didn’t end up taking a few times because they made her tired which she couldn’t handle because she wanted to keep working hard to provide for her family, so she ends up getting a stroke that half kills her because she’s never going to be the same mom again because she ends up half recovering and losing empathy for everyone and takes away your house and dad's livelihood because she doesn't know any better because she chose to sign her kids up for activities to give them opportunities in America instead of getting health insurance for her family which would have gotten her regular checkups to regulate her blood pressure problem which led her to rely on pills that she couldn't take because they made her so tired when she worked to provide for her family so she stopped taking them and had a stroke that half killed her. and her daughter accepts that her old mom that she’s grown up with for 20 years is gone forever
