(Never done smth like this so if it seems dreadfully awkward or smths odd shhhh no itās not)
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Just M works great! :)
Personal:
She/her
Pansexual
INFP/Enneagram type 2
College student (probably the closest that Iāll get to saying my age on the internet)
Asks and DMs always open as long as youāre not being weird, Iām happy to chat! <3
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My Ao3:
ClownsGalore
(Tbh thereās not a lot on there and anything old will probably be pretty bad)
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Interests! (Non-fandom related [kindaā¦])
Reading, writing, philosophy, clowns, music, crocheting (gotta un-abandon my projects),
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Fandoms! (This is gonna get long, so weāre doing sections)
Books/Comics:
All for the gameš§” (have read all five books multiple times and itās what I got Tumblr for lol)
Last night at the telegraph club
DC (specifically Batman, Batman-adjacent, and Poison Ivy š«¶š«¶)
Percy Jackson/heroes of Olympus/trials of Apollo/kane chronicles (Iāve read magnus chase but itās been a while I need a reread before I can add it to the list)
Anything by bell hooks (have no clue if this counts as fandom bc sheās a philosophy author and not a story author, but Iām putting her here. Everyone go read her books theyāre fantastic and she was such an amazing person!!)
Pride and prejudice
Frankenstein
Omniscient Readers Viewpoint
Song of Achilles
The Outsiders
Purple Hyacinth
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Shows/Movies:
Dead poets societyā¤ļø (got super into the fandom since I rewatched it not long ago, hasnāt faded out)
Project Hail Mary
Alien stage/zombie stage
The amazing digital circus (this is starting to fade, still engaging tho)
Hannibal
Killing Eve
Iām not okay with this
Spider-Man (Andrew Garfieldās, Tom Hollandās, and the spider verse movies)
Thunderbolts
Heated Rivalry
Hunger games
The Pitt
Supernatural
Nana
Bungo Stray Dogs
Alice in Borderland (havenāt finished season 3, started it and was not enjoying)
Good Omens
Smiling Friends
Leviticus
The summer Hikaru died
SpyxFamily
Carol
Yellowjackets (havenāt watched season 3, really need to š)
Gentleman Jack
Weak Hero Class
Abbott Elementary
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Games:
Omoriš¤
Twisted Wonderland
Detroit become human
Slay the princess
Dead plate
Elevator hitch
Married in red
Sally Face
Dispatch
Class of 09
The last of us
Life is strange
Tomodachi life (idk if this counts)
Little Misfortune
Fran Bow (Iām almost done I swearā¦)
Before your eyes
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Music: (idk how much this counts bc I rarely interact with music fandoms now. But Iām always super super happy to yap all abt my fav artists!!) Weāre just gonna do big ones and a list of genres or weāll actually be here forever
Top Artists- (as of when Iām writing this, very susceptible to change lol)
Hozierš
Conan Gray
Florence + the machine
5sos
Renee Rapp
Nickelback
Dean Martin
Rob Zombie
Ditonellapiaga
The front bottoms
Joan Jett and the blackhearts
Genres- (everything and I mean that so seriously)
Pop (mainstream and bedroom)
Alt
Punk
Indie
Rock
Rap
Jazz
Metal
Folk
Hip-hop
R&B
Classical
Opera on occasion
Funk
Country (this oneās newer, just starting to get into it after hating it my whole life)
+ most combinations and subgenres of these
Mostly listen in English but have a good amount of Italian, Korean, Japanese, Russian, French, and Spanish (had a massive K-pop phase and still listen casually but donāt keep up as much anymore [xlov is like the one exception to this])
Always happy for different song/artist recs!!
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Aaaaand thatās all I can really think of off the top of my head!! Thereās a lot more where if they get brought up I can and will have a long and detailed conversation and them, but I think this list is sufficient for now lol
If you got here thanks for reading thru all of that!!!
I didnāt realize that the scarred lady that we saw was Ava??? Am I the only one who didnāt realize the voice and the person were the sameš§āāļø
Knowing that Eridians have much longer lifespans, and also he can't be at every school on the planet at once, Ryland Grace decides to record a bunch of entertaining science lessons with Rocky's help.
Hundreds of years later, Eridian kids still get excited when the substitute teacher rolls in the 3D shape projector, because they know they're in for an episode of Friend Grace the Science Ace.
The end of phm genuinely makes me tear up not just bc heās happy and found his place on Erid
Grace learned Rockyās language
There was no translator, we get captions and theyāre communicating normally
We know Rockyās supremely intelligent and was able to grasp English very quickly
It wouldāve been so easy for Grace to leave it at that and keep using the translator, especially when itās not even a spoken language heās trying to learn
But he didnāt. He took his time and now understands (seemingly fluently) the Eridian language
Inspired by Katelyn on my tomodachi life suddenly hating everyone after having a kid:
Katelyn who never wanted to be a mother.
The girls are an accident, and not a happy one either. The kind that has Aaron saying he knew he should have gotten a vasectomy and Katelyn blaming herself for not letting him just in case. Because she always thought "maybe later, when we're older," but it's happening now instead. Which is fine: there's a solution to that problem.
Except she can't.
She can't go through with it. She doesn't want this pregnancy, not right now, and honestly with the panic and stress this is causing her maybe not ever, but she can't force herself to abort it. They caught it early and she still has time left to work herself up to it, but she knows. She's having this kid even though she doesn't want it. Something is telling her she has to and that she'll never have another chance. It's not Aaron, because he's the one trying to help her make the choice she thought she'd make. It's not her family, who despite always asking when she'll have kids are suddenly far less excited when she announces her pregnancy like she's announcing she has terminal cancer. Just... something. Something she can't ignore. It's a terrible idea to keep it; she doesn't want it, but it's one kid, and they both have family who will help. It won't ruin her career. Maybe it won't be so bad.
And then it's twins.
Two girls. It's supposed to be a miracle, but it might be a death sentence. She was never meant to have kids, it seems, because her body is reacting terribly to the pregnancy and there's a high likelihood that someone isn't surviving, be it her or one of the girls or both. The doctors say the risk is high enough that they can still terminate it, but again, she refuses. Aaron threatens to quit his job just to follow her around and dote on her 24/7, and the thought makes her so sick she moves in with her sister for a couple weeks.
Aaron finally gets that vasectomy. He doesn't tell her until it's done.
She keeps working as long as she can, but she has to give up before she's even hit six months. The rest of the pregnancy passes slower than she could have ever imagined. Pain and worry and sitting there doing nothing because these two little parasites are sapping her life out of her. She hates them, and they're not even alive yet.
Aaron, once, brings up the idea of putting the girls up for adoption. He's green as he says it, and she isn't imagining the relief in his eyes as she shuts him down.
Then they're born. She did it, she survived and so did they. It was a close call. The girls were rushed to the NICU and Aaron held Katelyn's hand so tight she thought she would lose it as doctors rushed into her room because she wouldn't stop bleeding. But they all lived. Her, and Josephine and Michaela - Aaron named them, because Katelyn didn't care enough to.
Still, the worst is over, or so she thinks.
Everything gets worse.
It almost gets better, just a little, when she's able to go home but the girls aren't. She focuses on recovering her body. That's the easy part. Her parents move in to help out, because Aaron is still working. She's not sure her mental state will ever recover; the therapist she was forced to start seeing months ago assures her that it will. Eventually.
She refuses meds outright.
Aaron visits the girls every chance he gets, which isn't as much as he would like. He was enamored the moment they were born. Wasn't that supposed to happen to Katelyn? Weren't the endorphins supposed to have her suddenly so happy to be a mother? She doesn't want them to come home. She wants Aaron to be as indifferent as she is. He focuses on her more than anything else, but she can see it, that longing to have his daughters with him. The longing to bring Katelyn with him when he goes and visits them. She just wants to pretend they don't exist a little while longer.
All too soon, there are babies in her house.
Katelyn's parents and Aaron do most of the work, because Katelyn refuses to touch the girls. She's miserable; they cry and then she cries and why the hell did she do this to herself? Katelyn's sister comes over to help more and more often, and even her brother comes once (he's not much help at all, but it's the thought that counts). Aaron's family doesn't come. His cousin is on the other side of the planet and Katelyn banned his brother from the house the day they got the keys.
She only lasts a week before she books herself a hotel room. No one is allowed to visit her; she won't even tell them what hotel she's at. The only one who knows is that fucking therapist who she still calls just because if she gets even worse, someone might take the girls away from Aaron. As much as she hates them, she could never do that to him.
It's her own fault they exist, anyway. She might as well let him keep them.
Finally, Katelyn starts feeling better. She needed to be alone, she needed the quiet. She's not in pain anymore, mostly, and she's sleeping well for the first time in who knows how long. More than anything, though, she's restless. She misses her job, having a purpose. She wants her life back. The thought of going home paralyzes her, but she knows she needs to. Eventually.
She's at the hotel for over a month in the end. But she mostly feels like a person again, and her rational thought has returned. She can't get her old life back. She made the choice to go through with this, and now she needs to accept it: she has daughters, and she's failing them. She's failing Aaron. It's a wonder he isn't falling apart with memories of his own shitty mother with Katelyn acting like this. Maybe he is. She wouldn't know; she's not home to see it.
Her therapist warns her that this resolve may not last when she gets home. She knows. She has to try anyway.
Except when she gets home, no one is there. A call to her mother tells her that the girls are supposed to be with Aaron, but he's not here.
Katelyn has an idea where he is.
The drive is close to an hour, one long hour for her to think real hard about what she's done, and what she's going to do. Aaron deserves better than this. The girls she's still not sure she cares about, but Aaron doesn't deserve a family as broken as the one he grew up in. Maybe Katelyn was never meant to be a mother, but she owes it to him to try. She's never going to be as close to normal as she can until she tries.
Knocking takes her a few attempts. Neil opens the door, and when he sees her his eyes narrow. Is it Aaron he's suddenly so protective of, or his nieces? She's not sure it matters. Regardless, he lets her in, but holds a finger to his lips as he leads her into the bedroom.
The girls are lying asleep in their cribs - she doesn't know when these two even bought cribs - and Aaron is sobbing quietly in his brother's arms. Andrew spots Katelyn immediately, and the look he gives her is so disgusted she's thrown right back to PSU, being threatened against a bookshelf. He makes no move to attack her, though. He makes no move at all, unwilling to disturb Aaron. She's pretty sure he wants her to leave, but she came here for a reason. He didn't stop her before, and he won't stop her now.
She leaves Aaron to his brother and walks over to the cribs. She doesn't know which is which - the girls are identical, blonde like their dad and freckled like Katelyn, but she doesn't know if their eyes are hazel or green. They're bigger than when she last saw them, of course, and look more like humans than weird alien creatures. They're cute. She still doesn't feel much of a motherly pull, but maybe that will come with time. Maybe it won't.
Andrew and Neil are watching her like hawks. She can't blame them. She makes the wise choice to not attempt to touch the girls and instead moves to stand as close to Aaron as she feels safe doing, which is far enough to be out of Andrew's reach. She doesn't know what to say now. She doesn't know how to apologize.
It's Neil who finally breaks the silence, clearing his throat with a pointed glare. Aaron twists around in confusion, and when he sees Katelyn he can't seem to decide between hope and fear. Maybe he thinks she's come to divorce him like she vaguely remembers threatening during a breakdown. Maybe he's the one who wants to divorce now. Maybe she's too late. Maybe she can't fix anything.
Andrew is visibly reluctant to let go, but Aaron stumbles out of his brother's arms and into Katelyn's, and she nearly collapses in relief. Somehow she's going to fix this. Even if she never loves those girls, she's going to fix this.
All of the aggression I feel towards my job gets channeled into a very fight-filled Chameron reunion fic and idk if thatās ever gonna see the light of day
When Grace is telling the Eridians abt stories and movies from Earth he just switches out endings he doesnāt like for what he wanted to happen in his retelling
