eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.
i’m not going to or trying to tell you that it’s easy or that it’s possible to ever fully have the life you dream of. there are things you might want out of life though that you can get to. small things, even. do you feel like you want to be more of a reader? pick up a book somewhere you think you might like. do you feel like you would do better in a different city? start planning what that could look like. do you want a hot chocolate today? try to find some time to go treat yourself to one.
it’s not really about having your ideal life. it’s about making the one you have better in ways you can.
if you can’t find little things like a book or a drink of a nice face wash at night or a little plant friend, i don’t know what to say. i just hope you find something 💔

















