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Israel has been explicit about what it’s carrying out in Gaza. Why isn’t the world listening?

godshideouscreation

by James Grimmelman

edinburgh-by-the-sea

green waves

foxglovefantasy

Being the child of an extremely traumatized parent is so much. It really is. Like I'm sorry that happened to you. I wish you hadn't told me all these details about it. No, it wasn't fair. Neither was parentifying me from an early age. Yes, I understand why. It was still wrong. I know you were doing your best. Yes, but it still hurt me. You're still hurting me. Can you please stop hurting me? How is my having a boundary hurting you? I love you. I want to be extracted from this web of emotional incest so I can love you normally. Why can't you just let us be normal? I don't want to cut all ties with you but every tie is a way for you to try to drag me back in. No, me being an independent adult person who doesn't agree everything you say is not hurting you. It shouldn't be, at least. Please can you just stop hurting me.

blog-jaune

Vincent Van Gogh. Nature morte avec des romans français et une rose. 1887

kairosrhys

Another quiet sunset on the long road home. 🌄

meroru

Some sketches from my visit to a botanical garden.

niechou

watercolor painting，window🪟

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headspace-hotel

anybody else ever get stressed out thinking about all the good compostable food waste that gets simply sent to landfill

headspace-hotel

I've been obsessively doting upon my compost pile. When i was sick last week i would get fatigued when doing anything and lay down in midday for vague, dozing semi-naps and get consumed with dreamish, half delirious thoughts of compost. What I needed to add to it, how best to stir it, how I would distribute it...

headspace-hotel

i can still pinpoint the feeling of realization when the smell changed from Gross Nasty Rot to Alive, Flourishing Rot.

Alive Rot Smell is so hard to describe, but it's the realest and most visceral thing. It is what makes up 80% of the smell of a forest, and vibrates a deep part of your animal body like YES YES YES YES! I don't want to eat it exactly, but it has a deliciousness.

Decomposition has been a big theme for me this year. Rot is a further iteration of life. I think a lot about rot and muck and decay

forgivenessissupposedtobeearned

can you imagine if surgeons were like "well we tried wearing gloves while doing surgery for two years and it worked really well, like people stopped dying all the time.... but, I'm going to stop because I don't feel like it"