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PSA -- I HAVE MOVED REGINA HERE !

“ i tried ”

two word starters ➝ veronica hastings➝ @battleincarnate !

unnecessarily cold and distant, your brow rises in challenge to veronica’s declaration – you are difficult, you know this. it’s why you self-isolate. if you surround yourself with solitude, you save others the opportunity of forcing it upon you. you save yourself the disappointment. you save yourself the rejection. you have been hurt far too many times to blindly believe in the good of others … you think veronica surprised you. an unexpected friendship that became – something else.

what had been nothing more than a cordial conversation amongst associates had turned in to coffee and lunch and off-the-record consultations. late nights and early mornings and you didn’t realise you’d come to enjoy her company until you were deprived of it.

your teeth grit as you avert your gaze and focus on preparing your and your son’s dinner, no invitation extended to the woman across the bench. why you let her in is beyond you. considering she’d failed to return any of your calls or emails, it’s a wonder the door hadn’t closed in her face. you are not a patient woman, and you can be quite vicious when provoked. there is a bitter taste in your mouth as you hum gently, refusing to succumb. ‘ – i’m sure you did, ‘ you respond, your tone implying a disbelief you make no attempt to hide.

#battleincarnate #i. in character ➝ message #i. arc ➝ modern i #i. in character ➝ writing #regina why.#are you.#like this.#???

frostwill

critical role sentence starters !!!

so… we’ll talk later.

why won’t you stay down and die with dignity?

no. no further.

this is not over. it can’t be.

try not to have too much fun without us.

i have this blink candle. it’s formed from various animals that blink.

it’s so rare that we’re actually given the opportunity to be honest about everything. we might as well try it once and see if we like it.

you know i’m in love with you, right?

you seem… like a person. and that’s great.

those are coins! you’re not making it rain, you’re making it hail!

i’m killing someone, hold please.

your secret is safe with my indifference.

my heart is someone else’s.

do not go far from me. if we are out of earshot, you are too far from me.

um, i don’t know if it’s the food you made or the fact that we’re going to die tomorrow, but i want to kiss you.

i was all kinds of fucked up a few weeks ago.

you’re all kinds of fucked up all the time. we all are. and that’s why we’re together.

i just want to let you know… i am possibly the worst person you’ve ever met.

i think i kind of hope… not necessarily to hurt you or harm you, but i hope that one day… that you can know just how awful i can be.

you can curse, it’s okay. you killed one of us.

i think i’ve always been in love with the idea of you.

i was only gone for thirty seconds!

i encourage violence.

i can give you the means to protect them.

i do not want to die who i am. i’d like to live long enough to be someone else.

you’re on your own, fuckface.

a volcano is - is nature’s candle!

sometimes people go and they don’t come back.

do you spice?

so we’re going to kill everyone that we see in the next ten seconds.

i don’t want to be here if you’re not.

i told you before. no one kills you but me.

he traded his life!

i don’t have very many things that i care about and i don’t have anything that cares about me.

i’m great! well, not really, but i’m just going to pretend i’m happy so everybody can be okay!

i’ve been in a barrel for an hour. i fell asleep in there!

yes. i heard. it was the only thing i heard.

don’t cry. i’m just a little cold.

i bury my shame.

i should have told you. it’s yours.

forgiveness - that’s the key, isn’t it? it’s the only way to really grow.

your hair’s a mess. sit still.

you are my heart. you are me. you are my other half. you are welcome with me always.

you don’t always have to put on a brave face, dear.

we’re friends, right? are we friends?

i know we don’t always agree and i know i can be unkind, but… you know you’re family, right?

i’ve had a terrible thought. and it is sort of my business to have terrible thoughts.

take me instead.

we walk towards glory.

that’s mine! that’s mine!

did it choose me because i was broken, or did it break me?

please bring him back to me.

you think you care about me?

this was always supposed to happen, wasn’t it?

i love you. if i can find you, i will. if not, stay alive.

if he’s gone i won’t be the same.

i’d watch your moral panic all day, it’s delightful.

in many ways you are my total opposite. but you are also my best friend.

i made a choice. this is my family.

i forgive you. but i cannot let you leave.

please. please. i love him as much as you do.

fix him. fix him!

i like this family. i’d like to keep it.

i want you to know that you are like a brother to me.

talk about my sister again.

it’s been a while since we’ve had one of our depressing chats!

i can’t have you gone. i need you here.

i think we’re very broken people. but i think together we’re much greater than the sum of our parts.

don’t ever fucking do that again.

you didn’t die. but you did! but you didn’t. but you did! and then you didn’t.

i don’t want any of this! i don’t want any of this.

i’ve just had a near death experience and i’m craving some lasagna.

you know, you’re getting weirder.

you and i are very different.

i’ve killed two of those who’ve wronged me and nothing is better. nothing feels better. nothing is avenged.

call me “child” one more goddamn time!

if you’re lucky, you die last.

some people have no sense of fucking honor!

i’ll take my clothes off if it’ll inspire us.

thank you for believing in me.

you’ve never done anything for me! never! you’ve never risked anything, you don’t know me!

everyone else believes in you. why shouldn’t you?

how many fingers am i holding up?

what’s the first letter of the alphabet? this you know.

yay! teamwork!

you fucking died!

don’t touch me right now! i’m not - don’t touch me!

i’m going to go get a sandwich.

you had us all very worried.

your reckless impulses will get you killed!

i’m done with gods. they will not help me. perhaps you will.

this is too fucking much.

come here, you shithead.

it has been an honor.

screw you! i want my final words with you to be indignant and irritated.

you’re the face i saw when murder entered my heart.

i’m undecided about you.

never forget you’re my favorite. and i’m so sorry.

i’m not leaving him.

you’re a better man than you believe.

feel like making a home here?

you’re an idiot and i’m very proud of you. don’t do that again.

sound off if you’re alive.

it’s not going to work.

#i. in character ➝ prompts #while i'm at it.#and i'm in a mood.#spam me bitches.#regina deserves all the attention.

yo i posted a starter call here but give this a like to plot things with her royal mess

#i. call ➝ plot #i'll hit you up via im on phobiatelo.#this is my.#i have no fucks to give anymore.#icon.#it is v accurate.#and always relevant.

speaking of the dark curse -- rumplestiltskin had to wait three hundred years for regina to cast the curse and yes it might have had something to do with some bullshit thing called fate but that’s not my canon. he had to wait so long because it takes some serious magic to cast the curse and regina was the only one capable of that feat. she’s a sorceress, not a witch. there’s a difference. magic and love isn’t some punkass parlour trick ok. you can’t just sacrifice the thing you love most and hope for the best. regina literally feels everything. that’s what makes her magic so strong and that’s why she had to be the one to cast the curse. it’s not easy crossing worlds let alone taking hundreds of people with you and creating a town out of thin air. even though they say zelena couldn’t cast the curse because supposedly the thing she loved most was rumple ( i call bullshit by the way ) also not my canon. zelena couldn’t cast the curse because even though she has the power she doesn’t have the emotional connection regina does.

everything rumple did lead to regina’s complete and total psychotic break which left her desperate enough to sacrifice her own father to the curse, something she wasn’t willing to do before then. whereas zelena and rumple most likely wouldn’t have felt the loss to the same extent, regina agonised over it for years. it’s something she held on to until she could see her father again and he forgave her. even during the missing year, when snow was the one to sacrifice charming’s heart. it was still regina casting the curse. the only reason peter pan managed to cast the reverse curse is because it didn’t involve displacing hundreds of people in a new world, it was literally just rewriting the curse to suit his needs. and again, regina managed to redirect it. the dark curse isn’t just some silly spell to be taken lightly. not just anyone can cast it.

#i. out of character ➝ post #i. study ➝ story #i. re ➝ the dark curse #watch me rewrite the entirety of ouat.#finally writing everything down.#that i've used in my characterisation.#but never actually properly talked about.#fight me.

anyway here’s some serious content for you -- regina didn’t just cast the curse as revenge against snow white, she cast it because she hated the forest and everything it represented and after losing everything her only option at a clean slate was the dark curse. she never wanted to go back there. the fact that the curse could be used against snow was just a bonus. no one will ever know that though because no one actually asked her why she cast the curse to begin with. they just assumed it was a ploy against snow.

#i. out of character ➝ post #i. study ➝ psyche #i. study ➝ story #i. re ➝ the dark curse #how's that for a dose of reality.

snow : the kingdoms came together... regina : where’s midas ? snow : and they chose a leader... regina : where’s aurora and phillip ? snow : they want it to be you, regina... regina : u realise ur not the only royal family right ? snow : i’m trying to crown u the good queen regina : the wot

#i. out of character ➝ post #ouat spoilers.#tbd.#i'm literally just taking the piss now.#poking holes.#this is so much fun.

rumple : i’m glad i’m not there for her to call me the good one

#i. out of character ➝ post #ouat spoilers.#tbd.#i.#can't.#breathe.

snow : hey regina can u wear this dress for me pls regina : that’s hideous no snow : k well i burned the rest of ur wardrobe so it’s either this or u walk around naked regina : .... snow : ur supposed to take the dress regina : i’m weighing my options snow : but

#i. out of character ➝ post #tbd.#i literally.#can't stop.#i'm.#crying.

regina looks like a blue cupcake with buttercream frosting and glitter sprinkles and i feel like snow dressed her for this as well

#i. out of character ➝ post #ouat spoilers.#tbd.#icb that's what they put her in.#wardrobe what happened.

finabrunet

#i. reference ➝ regina mills #i. reference ➝ snow white #i. reference ➝ prince charming #ouat spoilers.#seriously look.#at that.#she's so ready for this hug.#and charming just.#cuts in.#like nah babe i got this.#and snow's just like : god damn it.

snow : oh my god she’s moving towards me she’s reaching out she’s actually gonna hug me i could cry this is the best day of my life i’ve waited so long yes regina come to me embrace me like i deserve i’m so happy charming : lol nah

#i. out of character ➝ post #tbd.#i.#am laughing.#so fucking hard.

sb : so she’ll just be the queen then ? snow : no she needs a name that will define her as no longer evil. something that will remind her of how far she has come. she needs to know that we forgive her, and believe in her, and that we’re happy she’s not trying to kill us anymore and that she deserves this. we can’t just name her “the queen” that’s not good enough... oh. snow, later : i now crown you ... the good queen ! everyone else : ?????????

#i. out of character ➝ post #tbd.#can't stop won't stop.

snow : ur the good queen now regina : u named ur dog spot didn’t u snow : i don’t have a dog regina : irrelevant information

#i. out of character ➝ post #tbd.#//honestly//#i can't.#get over.#this.

i haven’t watched the episode. i don’t intend to watch the episode, or the episodes i’ve missed, or rewatch the show at all. i deviated from canon once upon a time years ago and i’m happy with the direction i took regina in and i’m happy with my version of events that i’ve developed regardless of if it follows the storyline. but once upon a time is finally over and though i personally think it ran it’s course several seasons ago, that’s irrelevant. i didn’t think the conclusion would affect me as much as it has considering i haven’t actually watched the show in at least almost a year and even before that i missed an episode or two here and there. but regina’s story has finally come full circle and i ... don’t know how to explain just how grateful i am that she existed at all, and how unbelievably thankful i am to lana parrilla for all the work she put in to her. she truly changed my life, i don’t know what i would have done without her. she’s been such a big part of my life and such an influence over who i am today... save for the occasional hiatus here and there, i would’ve been writing her for five years. that’s half a decade. i just can’t believe that she went through so much and finished the show off the way she did. her development and growth throughout the years has been one of the best i’ve seen and i truly think that has everything to do with the woman who portrays her. without lana, i don’t think the character or the show would have made it as far as they did.

#i. out of character ➝ post #i. re ➝ ouat finale #i am changing exactly two things about the coronation scene.#one. that dress was some snow-esque bullshit and regina is not wearing that.#and two. the //good// queen is ridiculous and not how regina should be crowned.#she is just //the queen// thank you.#now watch me make several ridiculous posts.#about things i'm feeling and thinking despite refusing to watch the actual episode.