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abt me!!

basics! Exavir/Venus, 19, he/she, gay & polyam. Amateur writer.

likes! sharks, vampires, folklore, axolotls, sparkly things, dc & marvel, animanga, creepypastas, reading and writing, etc.

posting schedule! my schedule is pretty sporadic. i struggle with many mental health issues, so i might not post often.

other socials! quotev - very active discord: exavirs - not as active ao3 - not as active wattpad - not as active

#exavirs

maybe i should just kill myself. everyone would be better off without me. all i've ever done is cause people unnecessary stress. why should i be alive when im such a bad person? i don't deserve anything good and i never will.

im so tired of living because the good things that i have all eventually leave, whether i push them away or they leave voluntarily.

my country wants me dead. they're actively trying to kill off queer people (especially queer poc). it's a genocide at this point. and yet, for some reason people still think it's not that bad.

i really really dont want to be another statistic, but i can barely take it anymore. im so close to giving up and it makes me think that maybe I should just do it because so many people will be happier without me.

#vent post #tw vent #vent

kittyyygirl004

men do themselves such an injustice when you guys reduce yourselves to your lustful desires. masculinity is truly so beautiful and has nothing to do with dominating and defiling the next women in whatever grossly pornographic way you saw on xxxvideos. not that feeling sexual desire is inherently bad, but a lot of men repress so much of their heart and personality and when their free time is finally granted yall reserve it for solely wanking it. you guys do realize men are capable of art- just as an example. some of the most gut wrenching, transcendent symphonies were composed by men, architectural feats beyond our comprehension were drafted by men, the groundwork of modern art theory and painting techniques were laid by lots of very talented men!!! men who turned their immense passion into something other than.. a nut.

and no, this is not me trying to be some pick-me misogynist. i am fully aware that many of these men throughout history were backed and inspired by the women in their life. and they know it too. that needs no explanation. but i’m sick of this culture that men are meant for backbreaking labor —> sex. blowing all yalls cash on only fans and strippers and drugs even. get the fuck up and remember who you are. go travel, build a family, do humanitarian work. stop this lustful bullshit it’ll get you nowhere. oh and i know, the irony of a woman-ran nsfw blog posting this but it absolutely needs to be stated. i definitely wouldn’t lead my future sons, my brother, nor my future husband in such a manner. you are more than what’s between your legs. go create something with your life.

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*smut/nsfw will not be listed!!* HAIKYUU!!

Asahi Azumane "are you bored yet?"

KuroKen "KuroKen w/ Trans Bf"

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Solomon "Smells Like Rain"

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saharalajrami

Don't skip just read this please

Hi world , it’s Sahar

Please read this as if I'm a member of your family . maybe your sister, daughter or a friend and as if my family who's under death now is yours.

My name is Sahar. A marketer shopping from Gaza, athe dreams she worked for but found herself losing the city she’s living in and losing any hope of a better future with it . And after a whole 4 years of studying and internship, the war had another idea.

I have 4 children: Hala the oldest, Rital, Odi, and Talin. We had a house full of love, dreams, and hopes that we strive to achieve one by one, but the war came and destroyed everything. We strive to travel outside Gaza to preserve our lives and obtain safety.

. In 15th of January 2024 my son Odai has An injury in his leg byShooting from a quadcopter aircraft in a shelter belonging to the UN Relief Agency

This loss circle didn’t end here, cause after more than 5 times of being displaced and having to leave our house escaping from rockets and death, we returned to our house and found it almost wiped off, more than half if it was destroyed and became an unlivable place leaving us not only with tired hearts but also without a place to stay in

Our Home

We are suffering in the UNRWA shelter center from overcrowding, the spread of diseases, pollution, and the difficulty of obtaining water and entering the bathroom due to the large number present in the place. It has been a year since this suffering.

Look what this horrible war has done to us. It has turned our lives upside down. It is hard for your mind to imagine. You were living in a villa with all your necessities and luxury items available until the war transferred you to live in a school for more than 13 months. We saw death 100 times a minute. I have attached pictures of the suffering of living in the school.

The situation after almost 13 months of this genocide is that the borders of Gaza are still unfortunately closed and no one can get out of it, of course unless you pay the most money to save your life and cross the Rafah crossing to reach Egypt, as crossing the Rafah crossing costs about $25,00 to $5,000 per person, and as a family of 9, the amount we have to pay just to get to Egypt seems impossible to bear.

So, this is how the money will be spent:

* Paying about $5,000 for each member of my family of 9 to cross the Rafah crossing and safely reach Egypt

* About $5,000 covers the GoFundMe transaction fees (2.9% + $0.30 per transaction)

* The rest of the money will be for housing, food, etc. for a period of time in Egypt

Asking for your help is the only way to save my family’s life and future, and your help may become our hope when hope is far from us under these circumstances, every dollar you can help with may save a life, bring hope to a tired heart and save a young future.

Please don't read this as a tragedy, I am here to ask you to prevent further tragedy and help us start our lives over. I am here to ask for your help not your sympathy, to ask you to take action either by donating or by sharing this with everyone you know who can help, please read this with your heart and take action as if it were your family, your mother and your siblings who are living in these circumstances.

Here is the donation link. Don't be stingy with me, even if it is a little. You will have contributed to preserving the lives of my family. With best wishes.

Hi world , it’s Sahar Please read this as if I'm a member of your fami… Mahmoud Shehada needs your support for Help me and my family to l

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eman-zaqoutt

🚨⏰ Attention Please 🙏🚨

Dear friends and compassionate supporters,

This is Eman Zaqout, from Occupied Gaza, Palestine. I am a Biotechnologist ,🩸💉 and scientific researcher contacting you at a really desperate moment.

I am seeking your assistance to raise funds for saving our lives, facing the starvation in Gaza and help me achieve my doctoral degree dream after being awarded OWSD PhD Fellowship for inspirational women.🍉👩‍🎓

Just like any motivated and loving life woman, and for years, I poured my heart and soul into my work at Al-Shifa Hospital and Turkish Palestinian Friendship Hospital, as Biotechnology Specialist serving cancer patients with compassion and skill.💪🤍

[ photos of Turkish Palestinian Friendship Hospital before and after the IDF destruction ]

[ photos of Al-Shifa Hospital before and after the IDF destruction]

I also gave medical lectures to students at different universities and training centers in Gaza👇☑

As a result of my outstanding grades in my study and the excellent performance in my job, I have been a holder of different scholarship and I am active participant in many research visits and scientific missions. 👩‍🔬The last scholarship as at McGill University in Canada three months ago before the starting of the genocide in Gaza.😥

However,😥

My life changed dramatically when Israeli military launched a sweeping war against Gaza. My home and our neighborhood in the North have been destroyed along with our belongings and precious memories early in this crisis.😭💔

My job and my husband's job are gone. Israeli military forced us to evacuate from the north Gaza to the south where they claimed it would be the safe zone but it is not at all. Our sweet home and neighborhood have been destroyed.

Forced to flee with nothing but the clothes on our backs, today, we find ourselves sheltering in a displacement camp lacking access to sanitation, medical supplies, food and drinkable water. I will not talk a lot about the dire and unbearable life we have to go through, as no word can express it fairly😔

The good news in the midst of this tragedy, that I am one of the 22 women from the developing world who have been awarded OWSD- PhD fellowship to pursue my PhD study in Malaysia🍉💪. But now I am stuck in Gaza unable to achieve my dream because Israeli army has occupied and closed all the border crossings 😭💔

Meet 22 fellows awarded OWSD PhD fellowship

This genocide has been more than a year of hell and horror. We have reached a point where there is no hope left for us here in Gaza, where we are unfortunately just waiting for our turn to die.

Nevertheless,

I refuse to succumb to despair, holding on to the belief that brighter days lie ahead.

With your kindness and generosity🥺, I hope to survive the genocide and reclaim the path to achieving my doctorate 💉🩸

Your compassionate aid would mean the world to me and my family.🥺🙏❤🇵🇸✌

Please note that our campaign is vetted

Thanks @90-ghost.. link here

Thanks @dlxxv-vetted-donations.. link here

Thanks @northgazaupdates2.. link here

Thanks @aces-and-angels.. link here

Dear friends, family, and compassionate supporters, My name is Eman Za… Mazin Fakak needs your support for Help my family survive famine an

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🎓 Your support to achieve my dream and stabilize my family 🌍🍉

Hello friends,

I am here to ask for your support on a difficult but hopeful journey. Due to the circumstances we have been through, my studies have been disrupted and the situation for my family has become unstable. I have launched a GoFundMe campaign not only to complete my education, which is my biggest dream, but also to help my family move to safety.

I know the road is long and difficult, but with your support I can regain my life and rebuild a better future for me and my family. Any donation, no matter how small, or even just sharing the link, will contribute greatly to achieving this dream.

Thank you for all your support and assistance. Every step brings us closer to safety and stability. 🙏❤️

The campaign is documented

here.

Hi my name is Shelley and I am fundraising on behalf of Oday and his family Hello, my name is Oday… Oday Akram needs your support for He

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HELP DONATE TO FAMILIES IN PALESTINE.

What is going on in Palestine is not a war - this is genocide. Over 35,000 are dead, and over 70,000 are fatally wounded without access to basic hospital supplies like anaesthetic or painkillers. Over 10,000 children have been killed during air raids and ground operations led by the IDF - not just by starvation or illness.

If you cannot see what is going on, I am afraid your humanity is severely lacking, and you need to take it upon yourself to educate yourself.

Why should you donate?

The bottom line is, if you can’t, then don’t. But even the smallest amount helps contribute towards these families’ goals, and helps them move towards the option for evacuation or rebuilding their lives.

If you cannot donate, or don’t feel comfortable donating, share this around. Let the message spread.

All eyes on Rafah.

I have linked a few gofundme pages below, but feel free to go on the gofundme.com website if you think there are other families you have in mind that could use your help too.

Dear world... We are writing to you under non-human circumstances in Ga… Nevin Halawa needs your support for Urgent: Help my family to evac

Hi. My name is Sarah Ali. I’m a Palestinian from Gaza currently doing a PhD at the Univ… Sarah Ali needs your support for Support my family

My name is Waheb Siam Hamad This is the last resort, Helping my fami… Suhaila Yousef Martin needs your support for The last call for saving

Hello, I hope you are well! My name is Farah and I come from France. I share this story … Farah Benaissa needs your support for Help Ahmed's

Hello. My name in Manar L. I am Palestinian, currently live in… Manar Lulu needs your support for Help my family to evacuate Gaza to rebuild

Salam Alikom! I am Dr Ida Bary. I am from Gaza. I have a large family in Gaza wi… Ida Bary needs your support for Help Dr.Ida to evacuate he

Let's help Dayana and her family to get out to a safe area due to the war in Gaza… Dayana Bader needs your support for Help Dayana Family to

‏Hello, I am Aya Al-Sabbagh, and I am reaching out to you with a heavy he… Ayah Sabagh needs your support for Rebuilding Hope For Aya's Fami

Disclaimer: Hani Mortaja, my friend is helping me withdraw the campaign money… Mahmoud Shamia needs your support for Help Leena’s Family to

The story will be in three languages: English, German, and Ar… Abdallah Ghunaim needs your support for Standing with a Family Escaping the H

j-amatus

for her birthday, palestinian miku wants you to help zinh!

zinh is a 20 year old dental student from gaza who is collecting donations to escape gaza together with her family

please share & donate if you can!