Look inside my fucked up head

[exhaustedkitten]

Please someone kill me, so I don't have to feel these fears anymore

[exhaustedkitten]

My mind is exploding, i'm dying inside

[exhaustedkitten]

Nobody cares

[exhaustedkitten]

I think I was never so afraid in  my life

me

[exhaustedkitten]

You left me without a special reason. You told me, the feelings were gone.. Now you are telling me you love me again.. and I’m afraid to make anything wrong because I don’t want to give you a reason to leave me again.

I really love you, and I’m really afraid

[exhaustedkitten]

Some things I love about you and I will miss without you

Sleeping next to you

Waking up next to you

Your arms around me

Your beautiful smile

Your salty pizzas

your light burned Schupfnudeln

your “Licking habits”

your short hair

your alsolutly wonderful eyes

your music taste

your love for physiks

your kisses

you hugs

your “hello” kisses

your “goodbye” kisses

your smell

your the sound of your voice

when you are rollig

having sex with you

your penis

your good morning messages

your good night messages

movie weekends

laying in your arms

“fighting” cause your thicklish

your patience

when you’re doing penspinning

when you’re doing cardistry

when you’re playing your handygames

when youre bitchy during card games

your touching habits in front of your bathroom mirror

your humor

your hate against cinnamon

your lovely lack of tact

your everyday shaved beard

your body

talking with you

your perv art

that you’re always careful and lovely

your love for nutella

having breakfast with you

having massages from you

to massage you

hickeys from you

making you hickeys

making you goosebumps

neck kisses

that you’re always drinking pepsi

to laugh with you

i will just miss everything with you...

[exhaustedkitten]

You left...

it’s over

[exhaustedkitten]

nobody to talk to

my life

[love-personal]

[glassbonespaperskin]

You shouldn’t have to apologize for what it is you’re feeling. You’re human, you are allowed to feel.

unknown (via glassbonespaperskin)

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me(send me an ask)

[suicide-is-my-father]

[exhaustedkitten]

be silent or be honest with you so you won't be mad at me

me

[exhaustedkitten]

please don't leave me

now

[exhaustedkitten]

I'm getting really bad right now, help me I'm going crazy!

help me

[exhaustedkitten]

I hate it when my eyes are telling everyone that I'm not okay

me

[exhaustedkitten]

I'm always alone with my feelings

me