I fear a man like you, with a woman like me…
A/N- Sorry this took so long, I nearly forgot about this draft and I had a lot of personal stuff happen ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ anyways please take this!! Chapter 2!!
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I wander on the grassy plains as my eyes dart around me. My legs were tingling and aching as if I had just been done running for miles, and my mind was full of Lyra's torn and ripped corpse. The forest seemed to stretch for hours and it was foggy, it was nearly painful to breathe the cold and thick air. I held onto my bleeding knees and tilted my head, “Where am I” I spat out, and then.. It happened- the buzzing was even piercing and powerful. I grip my head and scream as I hold my head, my eyes feel as if they were aching to pop out. I heard Toby's weak voice, “Why are you here.?” He asked but I couldn’t spot him anywhere. “I-I was worried about you.” I whimpered soft as I searched for him and then the ground started to move, “Leave me alone.” his voice was full of rage and anger. “W-What- LEAVE ME ALONE!!” his screams made the buzzing louder and I screamed in pain. Almost immediately, I felt as if I was being dragged away from the forest.
Naomi paced around while she nervously bit down on her long acrylic nails, her bleached ends bounced as she trembled around the hospital cot with pure anxiety and concern. Her dark brown eyes dart everywhere but Y/n, she checks her phone and groans. “Damn it, where are they? It's been 7 hours.” she question weakly before a nurse walk in with small smile. “Her test has come back, it seems to just be a panic attack- nothing to worry about.” the nurse explain and Naomi gulp weakly. Naomi kissed her knuckles in small relief but fear was still engraved on her face, “Panic attack? Y/N never had any mental issues, she would've told me.” she whisper to herself before looking away. The nurse cleared her throat, “But your father is looking for you, Ms.Addams. He wants to know why you and Y/n weren't at school”. Naomi's face pales weakly before staring at Y/n form.
Y/n's (plus size, curvy, slim, skinny) body was resting on the cot, her face was trembling with fear and Naomi looked away with relief. Naomi stomped away, her body tense and full of dread. Y/n (eye color) eyes blink open to see the fluorescent light on her face, she rubs her eyes to see the nurse who is standing by the door nervously. “Y/N, I have to ask you a few questions about your… Mental health, if you don't mind.” she stroll down and sat next to her.
Y/N rolled her eyes and sighed as she lay up in the cot, “What? My mental health is fine.” she barked at the nurse. “Miss please do not-” the nurse was quickly “Just stop it! I'm fine, there's nothing wrong with me. I just was sad.” she quickly got up but her heart monitor raced at each thought of Tobias and Lyra. She clutches her racing heart and panted heavily, the nurse rushes to her to hold her down. “Please calm down! I just need to ask these questions and it will be over miss!” she murmurs firmly as she presses Y/n down onto the bed. Y/n pants heavily and sighs softly as she looks at the nurse with cold sweat and nod her head.
“F-fine.. I'll answer your questions.” she whined softly as she wiped her forehead and look away gently at the nurse. The nurse fix her name tag and clear her throat as she sat down to the girl.
After long 30 minutes with this pestering nurse asking the most basic questions about my physcial and mental health, I was finally able to leave. My mother was worried the entire car ride, “Have you slept? Did you eat enough today? Are you sure you’re drinking your water- here I have a bottle right here.” She whine softly as she put her hand on my forehead while I look at the window. I had a few missed calls and texts from Naomi but my mind were somewhere else. That dream… What did it mean.? I think the water and sigh softly, “I’m fine mom, I just passed out.” I mumbled but my mother worry grew.
“No no I don’t like the sound of that- maybe you need to rest, I found out about Lyra and I know how close you two were.” She stated firmly as she drove in the dark night, I look at the trees passing by and suddenly I saw a car crash and a bloody figure staggering towards the car. It was… It was Lyra. I scream and flinch away and my mother tighten her grip, “Y/N!! What is it?!” She scream as she press harder on the gas. I pant and look at her with watery eyes, “I-I saw her, ma. Ma I saw her!!” I scream with fear and despair. My mother eyes widen and she drove away from the scene and I whine softly as I rub my eyes.
When we got home before my mother could even say anything, I rushed upstairs and close the door. I rub my eyes as tears stream down my face as my heart pounded. I didn’t even notice my window slightly opening and I gasp as I heard my window open and something fall from the outside. I walk towards my window and slam it close: ignoring my sister suddenly startle as the house shook. I shiver as I look to see what had fell and it was red and bloody, I shiver and whimper as I seen the small bloody thing before it turned at me. It was an eye that seem like it was ripped out.
I gagged and scream, “Fuck!? What the hell is that?!” I whimper while I stumble back onto my bed and I pant heavily. My head throbbing heavily and pounding as if someone was trying to rip open my head. I heard footsteps as I ball myself up, that eye was a dark brown one and my mind raced with thoughts of fear and panic. My dad gasp and rush to hug me as my mother held my sister tightly in her arms, “Baby wake up. It’s okay! Look at your old man, please baby!” he sob weakly. It felt weird feeling my father’s tears and worried voice, he was usually so prideful and cocky but now he was sobbing and holding me tightly.
I sob as my mother grab the eye and slowly walk towards me, “It’s an acorn.? What’s the matter baby..?” She whimper softly and I look at the eye and suddenly it turned acorn. I blink and whimper, “Ngh I’m sorry..” I grunted as I hugged my dad tightly: “I’m so sorry! I’m so sorry!” I sob softly. Suddenly our house filled with our tears, everyone tears grow louder and louder.
Before I knew it, my father pulled away and sniffle as he walked out: he was so stoic but he provided so much comfort for the minute it seemed. My mother kiss my forehead and my baby sister cooed while she nibble on my face as if she tried to kiss me, I laugh softly and sniffle my tears while my sister spit got on my cheeks. When my mother and sister left, I got up and I held onto the bed for balance; after a cry my body was shaking and nervous. I walk into the bathroom and looked at my dyed strips and messy hair, my eyes were red, and my makeup ruined. I got ready for a nice and long shower, the warm water with the sweet scent of the body wash and the stream that filled the room distracted me.
I hum weakly as I held myself tightly as the water drip down my face and body, I flip my head back and suddenly I felt as if something was watching me. I ignored the feeling but it felt like something was crawling onto me, I shiver and whimper as I bathe myself. I tried to focus on the sound of my mother cleaning down stairs, my father helping my sister burp, and my baby sister cooing softly. I sigh weakly, “I’m just imagining things… Just imagining it.” I thought but my eyes shot open at the feeling bugs crawling on me.
I yelp softly as the soap got into my eye and I whine as I use the water to flush out the soap. I open my eyes to see nothing on me but my hair standing up, I sigh and got out of the shower and dried myself off with a towel. I wash my face and brush my teeth, I brush my (curly, coils, braids, straight, thin) hair, I look at myself in the mirror and smile softly. I put on my pajamas and slippers, I walk out and put my dirty clothes into the hamper.
As Y/n walk back into her room, unknowingly eyes watching her closely. She sigh as she sat on the full sized bed that had stuffed animals and small anime plushies, she hum softly as she place the night-core music as she drew on the laptop. The only time she really had comfort, the figure in the shadows watched her like a hawk. Suddenly a call rang throughout the room, a Skype call. “Y/n! Ugh girl I was so fucking worried!? What the hell happened!” The voice whine loudly and Y/n laugh as she tried to explain what happened.
The two girls chatted unknowingly about the figure until Naomi finally went to sleep, Y/n yawned as she put her laptop on the charger and went to sleep. Her body going up and down within the bedsheets, the figure walked towards the girl. It slowly stroke her cheek before pulling softly on her ear making her twitched, she stirred softly but didn’t wake up. The figure let out a weak moan before leaving the room, the window shot open and the cold wind blew into the room.
