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* I AM A LIVING ASPECT OF THE INFINITE .

mutuals only. sel. DND OC adapted for Hazbin Hotel & Helluva Boss, please read the rules below before interacting.

#ooc .#boo speaks .#self promo .#helluva boss rp #hazbin hotel rp

existcnce

eav's singing vc singing "losin' streak" what did i say

#ooc .#boo speaks .#( can't stop thinking about her singing this for someone / a crowd #it's SUCH her vibe... )

memepocalypse

Waking Up Together

Waking up in the same bed by accident requested by anon!

"Oh. You're - you're still here."

"Did we fall asleep? Oh, my goodness..."

"Good morning... you're warm..."

"I haven't woken up in someone else's arms since - well - "

"I thought I was dreaming still, but here you are."

"Normally when I wake up, the other person is gone..."

"Mm, I don't want to get out of bed yet... do you?"

"I never thought I'd wake up looking at something so beautiful."

"Would you lay here with me a little longer?"

"Oh, we fell asleep... together..? They're never going to let us live this down."

"I could lay like this forever..."

"I didn't have a nightmare, that's... new."

"I dreamed you were here, and I woke up, and here you are..."

"You have such beautiful eyes... and such terrible morning breath..."

"I could never have thought that I could fall asleep next to someone ever again..."

"You didn't leave? Oh, most people... they leave."

"I'm glad you're here. I'm glad to wake up with you..."

"I know we need to get up... but..."

"Oh! Oh I was - I was holding you - I'm so sorry -"

"I'm really.. tired... is it okay if I lay down here... with you?"

"Mm, it's too nice to go anywhere. You can stay if you want..."

"I feel safe enough here with you... nothing can happen..."

"I just want to sleep, nothing else, I promise."

#ooc .#memes .#reblog from source .#( the lady sleeps with whomever so this is okay )

EAVARI'S LOVE PAWSONA

#ooc .#dash games .#( took a little bit but i felt like this matched her better )

existcnce

* I AM A LIVING ASPECT OF THE INFINITE .

mutuals only. sel. DND OC adapted for Hazbin Hotel & Helluva Boss, please read the rules below before interacting.

#ooc .#self promo .

thunderousmemes

𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐓𝐎𝐗𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐒 — 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

(obsession, ruin, twisted devotion, and the kind of love that bruises)

POSSESSIVE • “MINE EVEN WHEN YOU RUN”

• “Walk out that door and I swear I’ll drag you right back.” • “Don’t look at them. Look at me.” • “You’re not leaving. Not without me.” • “You knew I was dangerous when you touched me.” • “Keep pretending you don’t want me. I like watching you fail.” • “If you run, I will find you.” • “Come here. Now. Don’t make me repeat myself.”

OBSESSION • UNHEALTHY DEVOTION

• “I’d destroy myself for you… isn’t that what you wanted?” • “Tell me you hate me—say it like your hands aren’t shaking.” • “I can’t stop thinking about you. It’s becoming a problem.” • “You ruin me, and I still crawl back.” • “We’re wrong together… but gods, we fit.” • “If you leave, I’ll follow. I always do.” • “You’re the only addiction I never tried to quit.”

MANIPULATION • POWER GAMES

• “Call it manipulation if you want. I call it control.” • “Careful. I know every lie you’ve ever told.” • “You don’t trust me? Good. You shouldn’t.” • “I never said you couldn’t leave. I just said you wouldn’t.” • “You’re trembling—don’t pretend it’s fear.” • “I like watching you try to resist me.” • “You depend on me more than you think.”

PUSH/PULL • CAN’T STAY, CAN’T LEAVE

• “Every time I get close, you run. Yet here you are again.” • “We’re toxic… but I can’t breathe without this.” • “I should stay away from you. So why am I here?” • “Hate me all you want—you still want me.” • “We destroy each other, slowly.” • “Tell me why you always come back.” • “Push me one more time and see what breaks first—me or you.”

BETRAYAL • LIES • PAINFUL LONGING

• “You promised you wouldn’t hurt me. You lied.” • “Don’t act surprised—betrayal is how we communicate.” • “You used me… and I let you.” • “You weren’t supposed to fall for me. That wasn’t part of the deal.” • “You stabbed me in the back and still expect to be forgiven?” • “We lied to each other. And we’re still here.” • “If you want the truth… I never planned on letting you go.”

TOXIC SOFTNESS • DANGEROUS COMFORT

• “Stay with me. Even if it ruins us.” • “I hate how gentle you are with me.” • “Don’t look at me like that… I’ll break.” • “You make me want things I shouldn’t.” • “I should push you away. I won’t.” • “You feel like home—and that terrifies me.” • “I’m bad for you… but you keep choosing me.”

DAMAGE • BREAKING POINTS

• “If this burns, then let it burn all the way down.” • “We’re killing each other softly.” • “Tell me when to stop. I probably won’t.” • “If you want me gone, you’ll have to shove harder than that.” • “Maybe we’re not meant to heal.” • “You bring out the worst in me.” • “Let’s ruin each other properly.”

#ooc .#memes .#reblog from source .#( me when i teehee )

recordmemes

༘⋆｡ where it hurts starters.

caretaker.

i'll stay until you fall asleep.

you're not a burden. not to me.

you don't have to act tough with me.

let me help.

if you need to cry, i'll look the other way.

you don't have to talk.

let me handle it, just for a minute.

rest, i'll watch over you.

i don't care if you think you're fine. i'm staying.

deep breaths.

just lean on me.

you're safe now, okay? just breathe.

i know it hurts. i'll sit here as long as it takes.

i'm not leaving until i know you're okay.

you don't need to hide.

let me take care of you this time.

shh. i'm right here.

you don't have to put on a smile for me.

i don't think less of you.

i'll be here when you wake up.

you're allowed to lean on me. that's what i'm here for.

you don't have to be okay.

scoot over, i'm not letting you sleep alone.

your hair's a mess. let me brush it.

don't apologize.

cared for.

i'm tired, that's all.

please don't go.

i don't know what i need.

you didn't need to come.

you shouldn't have to see me like this.

i hate feeling like this.

i was trying to push through. i think i made it worse.

this is so embarrassing.

can you just... stay a little longer?

i didn't think anyone would notice...

i'm not safe in my own head right now.

why are you being so gentle with me?

i don't want you to fix me.

today's just... one of the harder days.

i didn't know i needed to hear that.

can you stay? after i fall asleep?

sorry. i didn't mean to flinch.

i don't always know what's going to help.

this is the nicest anyone’s been to me all week.

i'm sorry. i know i'm a lot.

i don't even know why i'm crying...

i think i'm broken.

you didn't have to do all this for me.

i don't want to be a burden.

i didn't think anyone would stay.

#ooc .#memes .#reblog from source .

i need someone to witness eav's abilities and be just

#ooc .#boo speaks .#( my divine demonic lady...#always obsessed with her )

Let Me Assign You an Affection Language

Violent Devotion

Everyone seems to think you are faithless, but the thing is you haven’t yet found someone who will bring you to your knees and make you raise your head in reverence. This world has stopped bringing you joy, you want more of the divine. You want to dedicate your entire existence to someone; you want to make them realize they are not something terrible, make them see just how much beauty they are bringing to this world. You want to be the only one for them, the only one they have chosen to love. There’s a god shaped pit inside of you and only they can fit in it. And what if they choose to walk away? Didn’t I say this was violent devotion?

#ooc .#dash games .

stabbyresources

Send Smash or Pass + a name and my muse will say if they would smash or pass on that person.

#ooc .#memes .#reblog from source .#suggestive .

existcnce

eav's singing vc singing "losin' streak" what did i say

#ooc .#boo speaks .#( still jazzed about this hehehe #i'll have to draw some art for this #i miss drawing eav )

@killjoysnoise asked: • “I always pretend I don’t notice you staring. I notice. I like it.” // from vox lol

Drunken Heat || Accepting !!

His confession draws out the softest of chuckles from her, brows angle upwards in delight as a gloved hand moves to hover near her mouth, honesty does NOT seem to be this man's forte... Not unless a few drinks were in his system. Ha-ha.

❝ Is that so ?? Well then, I'm glad to hear it, because I wasn't planning on stopping... ❞

As much as she finds him amusing like this, she still retrieves a glass of water for him to CUT through the alcohol. Her words come out like a soft purr.

❝ You're adorable, Vox... ❞

#ic .#killjoysnoise #answered #( she wants to eat him #literally and metaphorically- )

thunderousmemes

DRUNKEN HEAT — SPICY NIGHT ROLEPLAY STARTERS

(blurry rooms, warm breaths, lowered inhibitions, and the kind of closeness people only admit to drunk)

TOO MANY DRINKS - BLURRED LINES

• “Come here—no, closer. I can’t hear you from way over there.” • “You smell really, really good… is that new? Or have I just never been this close?” • “Stop laughing like that, it’s making my head spin faster than the alcohol.” • “If I lean on you, it’s not because I’m drunk. It’s because you’re warm.” • “Your face is doing that thing again… that thing that makes me want to touch it.” • “I should go home but… your hand feels nice. I don’t want to move.” • “I’m drunk, not stupid. I know exactly how I’m looking at you right now.” • “Just—stay. Don’t pull away. Not tonight.”

TOO CLOSE TO THINK - BREATH AGAINST SKIN

• “You’re staring at my mouth… should I ask why, or just let you keep doing it?” • “If you keep leaning in like that, I might forget how to act civilized.” • “You’re warm. Like really warm. How is that fair?” • “Your hand on my thigh—was that intentional, or should I get drunker to pretend it was?” • “Tell me to stop and I will. …You’re not saying anything.” • “I can hear your heartbeat from here. That’s not normal, right?” • “If you touch me again like that, I can’t promise I’ll stay calm.” • “Don’t look at me with that soft expression. It does things to me.”

LOSING BALANCE - FALLING INTO ARMS, LITERALLY

• “Okay—okay, I’m falling. Catch me. No really, catch me!” • “I didn’t mean to fall into your lap, but now that I’m here…” • “Who told you you’re allowed to hold me this gently?” • “I’m not blushing, I’m drunk. Shut up. …Okay maybe I’m blushing too.” • “Your arms feel safer than standing right now.” • “If I sink into you any further, I might never get up.” • “Can you… help me with my jacket? My hands aren’t cooperating.” • “Keep your arms there for a second. I need to remember how solid you feel.”

SLURRED CONFESSIONS - HONESTY SPILLS OUT FIRST

• “Do you know how long I’ve wanted you to look at me like this?” • “You have no idea what you do to me, do you?” • “I shouldn’t say this. But I want you. Badly.” • “If I wasn’t drunk, I’d lie better about how much I want you.” • “You make me feel… something. Something I shouldn’t say out loud.” • “I always pretend I don’t notice you staring. I notice. I like it.” • “Stop being perfect. I’m drunk and vulnerable and it’s unfair.” • “If I kiss you right now, blame the alcohol… even though it isn’t the alcohol.”

IMPOSSIBLY WARM - HANDS WANDERING, HEARTS RACING

• “Your fingers keep brushing mine. That’s not an accident, right?” • “If you want to touch me, just touch me. Don’t tease.” • “Your hand on the back of my neck—don’t stop.” • “God, you’re addictive. Even just the way you’re sitting.” • “If you pull me into your lap like you’re thinking about doing, I won’t complain.” • “The way you’re looking at me… it feels like you’re undressing my thoughts.” • “I want you closer. I don’t care how close.” • “Your hands are trembling a little. Does touching me do that to you?”

THE ROOM SPINS - BUT THE HEAT DOESN'T

• “Everything’s spinning except you… why is that?” • “Sit next to me. No—right here. Press against me.” • “I can’t tell if I’m dizzy because of the alcohol or because of you.” • “If I lay my head on your shoulder… will you stay still?” • “This couch is too small for both of us. …Guess we’ll have to be very close.” • “You keep brushing hair from my face. Do you know what that does to me?” • “My lips are numb… here—feel. Or is that too forward?” • “If I close my eyes, promise you won’t move away.”

THE EDGE OF CONTROL - TENSION TOO THICK TO HIDE

• “Don’t tempt me. I’m barely holding myself together as it is.” • “Say my name again. Just like that.” • “If you pull me any closer, I’m not stopping.” • “I can’t tell if this is a terrible idea or the best mistake I’ll ever make.” • “Tell me what you want. I won’t judge.” • “Your breath on my neck—do you know what that does to me?” • “You’re shaking… or is that me?” • “If you keep touching my waist like that, I’m going to lose my mind.”

THE MOMENT BEFORE - ONE BREATH AWAY FROM TOO MUCH

• “If I kiss you, will you push me away or pull me closer?” • “Tell me not to. Please. Because I really, really want to.” • “You’re looking at my lips again.” • “I can’t tell if this is a bad decision or the one we’ve been waiting on.” • “Come here… slowly.” • “The room’s too quiet. I can hear every inhale you take.” • “My self-control is hanging by a thread. One more touch and it snaps.” • “You’re trembling… is it because of me?”

MORNING RECKONINGS - THE HINT OF AFTERMATH

• “If we remember this tomorrow… please don’t pretend it didn’t happen.” • “If I fall asleep like this, don’t move. I like you too much.” • “Stay tonight. Even if we do nothing. Please.” • “If we cross this line… I’m not going back.” • “Should we talk about what almost happened?” • “I’m not drunk anymore, but I still want you.” • “If you regret this in the morning… just tell me now.” • “Don’t leave. Not when we’re this close.”

#ooc .#memes .#reblog from source .

hashtag-bitch

@existcnce

"You've always got a miserable bloody look on your face, love, makes me think you hate me or somethin'~" She knows she probably is very much so hated and she really could give less of a rats ass but she does like getting a rise out of people sometimes. "Try smilin' a little."

existcnce

GODS, these people were annoying. Her especially. A pain in her ass ever since she arrived in this forsaken place, but the blame falls SOLEY on Eavari's own shoulders for choosing to reside here in the first place.

❝ Ever think there's a reason for it ?? ❞

Rhetorical, DON'T fucking respond to that. Of course she looked miserable, but that was a story this Barbie doll didn't deserve to hear. For the time being; she can let Velvette believe that it was purely her own fault.

❝ 'Dunno... Give me something to smile about & I'll THINK about it. ❞

#ic .#hashtag-bitch #( she IS miserable - but velvette only increases it mildly LMAO )

existcnce

my excitement aside... i want an unrequited love ship with eav-

#ooc .#boo speaks .#( my mighty need 😔 )

#ic .#( that's it that's the post #you get tiefling booba as a treat on this fine sunday #normally she would dress up but she has no energy for that today )

smutxmemes

Send my muse a kink and they'll rate it based on interest

#ooc .#memes .#reblog from source .#suggestive .

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