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She can’t remember the last time she’d took the time to come out here; here, in the small garden-like area near the apartments at the dead of night, her little safe-haven close to what she’d had at home, but evidently not the same. Seulgi thought it’d be easy, really, dealing with so many departures of the few people she called her own if only for the fact that she wasn’t the most sociable person at Mount Phoenix, and she’d underestimated just how much it would affect such mundane things, and especially the way her interest in things she loved simply devolve into nothing more than a simple acknowledgment.

But healing was necessary, something she found herself doing much easier than before during the earlier years of her life as a result of having such a “soft” heart, or so she’s been told.

The blades of grass are gentle under her weight at where she was seated, legs crossed over the firm ground with her head angled back just the slightest, enough so that she’s able to eye the constellations in the night sky with ease and familiarity once again, that thought alone bringing a small smile to her lips. A crunch of a branch is what brings her attention back to level ground, having caught sight of another soul wandering this late at night–– Finals are rough, she thinks. It’s a passing thought, but one that accompanies the feeling of a gaze on her and she’s suddenly tensing at the idea, with her eyes attempting a quick glance over to the only other person nearby, but she can’t be too sure, the night was dark with a sprinkle of mist here and there, and it made it all the more difficult to determine if they were staring at her or at something else–– This was a sort of garden, after all, and she could estimate they weren’t more than 15 feet apart. 

Irritation rises in her chest, solely because of the break in focus she’d oh-so-happily found once again. So she turns her head, at a direction most accurate she can assume she was gazing directly at the other, and she speaks; loud and clear with a frown gracing her features. 

“I know I’m cute and all, but staring is rude.” 

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❝ There is not one person on God’s Earth who doesn’t love tacos! ❞

“Anyone who hates tacos are delusional and don’t love themselves.” A firm nod, followed by a toothy grin is what she offers him from across their claimed outside table. She eyes the mentioned delicacy sitting prettily in front of him, propping her chin into her palm as she juts out her lower lip into a pout, feigning innocence in hopes of eliciting even a smidge of pity. “If only there was someone who’d be kind enough to buy me some, me.. A broke uni student.”

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❝ My entire life feels like running after something that keeps moving away into the distance, while I stay in the same place. ❞

“And who says you should stay in the same place?” Her tone is more blunt than she expected, but if the constant pushing and pulling Nahyun had on Seulgi’s hope of them being friends again was any indication, you could say she had it up to “here” with the random spouts of emotional talk Nahyun oh-so-gratefully blessed Seulgi with from time to time, only to be brushed off once more. 

“You sure as hell aren’t letting yourself move from that place, so why are you telling me this like you don’t know what you’re doing to your own self?”

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                night in the woods → sentence starters

slightly edited in some cases to work for rp purposes. feel free to change phrasing or pronouns to fit your muse(s)!

❝ Do you think we’d be friends if we weren’t, like, stuck together in the same town? ❞

❝ My entire life feels like running after something that keeps moving away into the distance, while I stay in the same place. ❞

❝ I believe in a universe that doesn’t care and people who do. ❞

❝ We’re all gonna die if we don’t keep living. ❞

❝ Go legally braindead from lack of oxygen due to choking on my entire ass! ❞

❝ There is not one person on God’s Earth who doesn’t love tacos! ❞

❝ I am so scared all the time and the fear hurts. ❞

❝ Pretty amazing, to be something at least. ❞

❝ I have really up up days and really down down days. And I don’t know which it is until it’s over sometimes. ❞

❝ Plastic bags are the ghosts of supermarkets. ❞

❝ Being the only queer people in town sucks. ❞

❝ Not knowing how something worked used to seem like… magic. Now not knowing means it might be going wrong and I may not be able to fix it . ❞

❝ When I die, I want it to hurt. When my friends leave, when I have to let go, when this entire town is wiped off the map, I want it to hurt. Bad. I want to lose. I want to get beaten up. I want to hold on until I’m thrown off and everything ends. And you know what? Until that happens, I want to hope again. And I want it to hurt. Because that means it meant something.  ❞

❝ It’s a fantastic ass right? ❞

❝ No fascists at this party! ❞

❝ You could vape. ❞

❝ You know when your body is like ‘Uh whoa I almost died,’ and you get all hyper because you’re filled with dolphins? ❞

❝ At the end of everything, hold on to anything. ❞

❝ If anyone’s going to ruin your night, it should be you. ❞

❝ I’m like, proud of us all, for having good-ass lives in a shitty, stupid, good-ass town. ❞

❝ Nothing is going to save us forever, But a lot of things can save us today. ❞

❝ And nobody cares! I wanted someone to notice things aren’t OK. ❞

❝ Once haunted, can a place be unhaunted? ❞

❝ We devote ourselves to something we barely understand, something we can never touch. We give it a name, and we give ourselves a name for doing so. All of it creates this connection. And that connection, that becomes the thing we can touch. ❞

❝ Oh my god. That was dangerous. I could’ve died. THAT WAS AMAZING! ❞

❝ There was until one afternoon… where something just broke. Reality broke. ❞

❝ They said I had an anger problem, but that’s not true. ❞

❝ I know this won’t save me in the end, but I don’t need it to save me forever, I just need it to save me now. ❞

❝ I have the worst face. I have a nightmare face. ❞

❝ Don’t panic but we’re maybe all gonna die soon. ❞

❝ Okay, I don’t feel comfortable with you objectifying my boyfriend. ❞

❝ I’m gonna go run around naked in the wooooooods! ❞

❝ You can’t take a woman’s husband just because he’s dead! ❞

❝ I am super, super gay. ❞

❝ I think my total gayness came through to the discerning reader. ❞

❝ I am extremely unhappy and you’re the only person who knows. ❞

❝ My dad/mom/parents didn’t like me. ❞ 

❝ My dad used to hit me a lot. ❞

❝ My mom like, wouldn’t feed me. ❞

❝ I’d be locked in there for a day sometimes, or overnight. So I’d try to develop psychic powers so I could like signal to the neighbors or unlock the door. Didn’t work, as you might guess. ❞

❝ I never told anybody. After a while, I started feeling guilty too, for some reason. Like this was something bad I was doing? ❞

❝ Being abused isn’t your fault at all. ❞

❝ I’m just glad I didn’t – yeah, anyway. ❞

❝ My dad had to stop drinking because he was a danger to me and my mom. ❞

❝ I want to grow giant and pick you all up and carry you somewhere safe. ❞

❝ Screw it! I’m doing two beers! I’m doing beer! ❞

❝ I guess beer is just one of those horrible things adults do. Like doing taxes and having babies. ❞

❝ Time makes most dangerous things less dangerous. ❞

❝ I stayed and grew up while you left and stayed the same. ❞

❝ I don’t even believe in hell and I hope they go straight there. ❞

❝ Hey you get that porn off your laptop? ❞

❝ You’re a smooth talker. you’re a smoothie. ❞

❝ Eff college!! All those rich kids and hot people all wring sex and having papers with each other! ❞

❝ I was just saying you look like crap because I love you. ❞

❝ Let’s steal from my boss, who trusted me! ❞

❝ ______ is probably bipolar. ❞

❝ I don’t know what this feeling is. ❞

❝ Don’t ever say daddy again. ❞

❝ I can’t not give a shit. ❞

❝ I thought you couldn’t leave home because of your… issue? ❞

❝ You’re home enough. ❞

❝ Isn’t it illegal to smoke indoors? ❞ 

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“The full moon is coming, and with the way things are going, I have a feeling it’s gonna be a rough one.”

“Are you always this dramatic or you here to distract me?” A quiet mutter whilst scanning through her class notes is all the offers him in the time being, quickly glancing upwards towards the God to confirm that he was, in fact, talking to her. Seulgi can’t recall exactly just how long she’d been at the same spot in the library for, but the action wasn’t exclusive as she’s been seeing the same students for the past seven hours now.

“If by “full moon” you mean finals deadlines, then yes, it’s going to be a fucking shit-show. Did you know I’ve seen two people cry already?” She’s speaking at him directly now, eyes widened in disbelief even as she’s telling him this now, before she straightens her back up and gives a quiet clear of her throat. “Now, are you here to help me or laugh at my misery?”

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“Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it, don't you think so?”

“Maybe. Possibly. I think people who do remember the past are condemned to repeat it in slightly different ways, though.” A brush of her bangs to the side makes for a quick glance up to the clouds, as her eyebrows scrunch together in attempt to follow up on her last statement.

“And I mean, because there are so many different ways to “remember” the past that sometimes it’s like you’re not even remembering it at all, you know? I don’t know. Why are you asking me such hard questions?” She turns to glance at her, then instead skips a bit forward and turns on her heel if only to begin a careful walk backwards in their slow tread towards the apartments –– only with a minor stumble at first, mind you. She shows a toothy grin. “When did you get so philosophical?”

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“You seriously need to find something better than a baseball bat.”

“Maybe you seriously need to teach me how to use something else.” A quirk of an eyebrow is all she offers alongside a smirk of utmost mischief as she gives the bat in her hand a quick twirl with her wrist. Seulgi couldn’t deny she wasn’t the most.. not-clumsy person around, but a baseball bat was simply blunt force, and even she could draw and use such a thing.

A sense of curiousness caught Seulgi’s eyes within Hades’, and maybe it was the way she was dressed –– clothing for pure comfort –– and the baseball bat in her hands that sparked just that, but a purse of her lips is all she sends him as a form of reassurance. “I heard bows and arrows are cool, you know how to use those?”

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“All right, did you forget the part about the family-murdering axe-murderer?”

“Yes, yes, and definitely yes— Leave me alone.” She manages to mumble even with the pillow she’d been holding up to her mouth, with her knees up to her chest as she sunk even further into the couch cushions. Maybe it wasn’t the best idea to let Nathaniel choose the movie this time, just maybe, if the way she was cowering in fear and practically on her back now from all the crouching was any indication. It was ironic, really, you’d think spending so much time in the dark made her somewhat immune to any correlation to that and horror flicks, but if there was one thing in the world she wanted more than anything right now was the light to be on.

“Can we stop, oh my God— Why couldn’t we just watch Beauty & The Beast like I wanted to?”

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for @mpxjennie continued from here. ♥

Instantly –– it seems –– a hand raises to her lips upon blurting such a thing, only offering a sharp and quick breath of laughter in utter surprise, though, more-so at her own self than anything else. Seulgi couldn’t help it, really, it was natural the way she comments and teases with Jennie from all the time they spent with one another back then, and it’s only because of that certain factor that makes her all the more cheeky.

And it wasn’t really something she could deny. Jennie’s sudden burst of heroism did make Seulgi far more attracted to her than she was already. Maybe it was the sense of protectiveness she felt, but when Seulgi felt attraction, well…

A slight glimmer in her eye is all that manifests in reaction to Jennie’s sudden boldness in the middle of the empty hallway, something Seulgi should feel just a bit of bashfulness in but, oh, Jennie was far more familiar in more parts of Seulgi than she was herself, and that fact alone was the very thing stopping her from melting into a blushing, trembling mess right here and right now. So she indulges, with her eyelids fluttering closed for a brief moment as her hands raise if only to curl dainty fingers along the hem of Jennie’s shirt fabric, only fixating her gaze on her once more after she’s taken a step back to the wall behind her just a few inches’ distance apart.

With her voice soft and breathy, she mumbles. “I think I know perfectly well how it feels. Problem is what we’re supposed to do if someone walks by.”

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For @mpxhyuna continued from here!

The surprise hit her as soon as the words left her downturned mouth.

Seulgi was never one to whine like this to anyone that wasn’t her immediate family, a habit she’d desperately tried to push away as soon as she’d graduated high school for the sake of acting like an actual adult. And so, she sucks in her lower lip in change to sink her pearly whites into the supple, pink flesh before glancing over at Hyuna with slightly hunched shoulders as if to say forget I said that.

But the words are out regardless, and the grip Hyuna’s got on Seulgi’s arm now causes her body to tense solely out of not expecting such sudden contact, that much evident by the way she relaxes not even a split second later and breathes out a sheepish, airy laugh –– Though, it’s the kiss to her cheek that seems to manifest a bright hue of red to her cheekbones almost instantly. No matter how small the contact, it doesn’t fail to leave Seulgi a mess of reddened cheeks and nervous chuckles in Hyuna’s wake, not being able to help the way she glances down for a brief moment if only to shield her features from view.

“I was just kidding, Robin isn’t so bad after all––“ Seulgi backtracks immediately; not because she didn’t mean her previous statement, but because she doesn’t think she can take anything else Hyuna shows her affection-wise without getting any more flustered–– Pretty, sultry Hyuna that makes her coffee just the way she likes it –– without the bitterness she hates oh-so-much. “How about buying me some coffee before my cheeks get any redder? Or alcohol, yep, that’ll give my cheeks’ color some sort of excuse.”