Weird Food Fantasy Expirience
TRIGGER WARNING: Homelessness, Scuicide
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So I'm in a really really bad place in life right now. I became homeless a few days ago and I have been before. I was scared because I didn't want to expirience the same thing again. I don't have the energy to go through it all again. I seriously considered ending my life. My ex got back to me eventually and let me stay with him for the last few night. I have no idea what I'm going to do now though. But on the day I went homeless I considered really ending my life. I'm not religious but I asked god for some kind of sign. I was panicking and Food Fantasy calms me down a lot. So I was able to summon some and I jokingly mumbled that if god thought it wasn't my time to die to give me some kind of sign in a form of a summon. If it's anything above a rare I'll take it as a sign. On my first pull I got a UR and it kind of freaked me out. But in some way I guess it weirdly saved me. I don't know what I'm going to do still though. I'm still terrified.
