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i have swallowed so much pain and inhaled all your anger. there is a seething darkness clawing at my insides and it is unbearably hard to absorb the rage of the universe without forsaking grace. i wish i was violent, brutal like you, but i open my mouth to SCREAM and only flowers fall out.

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antoinette.

’ FINE , ’ the brunette responds shortly , kneeling down to collect her sunglasses from the cement . the left lens had cracked , causing a sigh to escape her lips , before she returns her attention to the bumbling fool before her . ‘ these were six hundred dollars , you know . ’ the heiress had , briefly , forgotten about the bruising around her eye . ‘ how would you have POSSIBLY done this by walking into me ? get over yourself . ’

‘ i’m so sorry, ’ he repeats, fidgeting with his hands nervously. ‘ i can replace them for you ?? if you just tell where you got them, i can just, i can order you a new pair. i’m sorry, i really should have been paying closer attention. i’m not usually this clumsy -- i mean, i don’t think i’ve ever run into someone full on before, but i really am sorry. ’ he always rambles when he gets nervous. he nods his head and looks more closely at the bruise around her eye, realizing it was a ridiculous notion to assume that he had done it. ‘ you’re right, you’re absolutely right, i’m so stupid. of course i couldn’t have done that to you, i’m sorry, i -- i’ll just... shut up now. ’

#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )#( antoinette. )#( ignore the fact that hes wet pls . )#( sheS SUCH a bitch i l ove it )

antoinette.

the sunglasses and wide-brimmed hat are to cover the black eye ( added bonus : audrey hepburn ala breakfast at tiffany’s aesthetic ) , and the coffee is to keep her awake through a long day of doing essentially nothing but stir up chaos and shop . she weaves her way through the familiar streets up the upper east side , ducking her head , avoiding any human interaction . it would be easier to avoid people altoghether , however , if she didn’t walk directly into someone on the street .

ezra wasn’t exactly the most coordinated individual, especially carrying two bags full of art supplies on his lanky arms, so when he felt the impact of the collision, he was quick to assume that it was his fault. ‘ i’m so sorry!! ’ the words left his lips in a hurry, and he began checking the ground for anything that either of them might have dropped. ‘ are you alright?? oh god -- i didn’t do that, did i?? ’ he asked, completely mortified, referring to the girl’s eye.

#( antoinette. )#( i m screaming )

sora.

“we should just stop here. by now i don’t even know why i’m doing this anymore. i just can’t stay still for that long. is there someone in this world who can??”

‘ are you sure ?? i mean, i’m nearly finished. it would be a bit silly to stop now that we’ve come this far. plenty of people have stayed still for that long. some even longer. you know, people used to have to sit completely still for like an hour just to take a family photo. ’

#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )#( sora. )

mia.

Her eyes met his briefly before dropping to her lap. “I – well, thank you.” She replied with a blush and a small smile. “You must enjoy art then? I mean, when did you realise you had a passion for it?” She gave a small quirk of her lips. “What came first – the artist or the viewer?”

‘ Ah, ah -- eyes up here, love. ’ He said with a small laugh, dipping his brush into his paints before gliding it smoothly across the canvas. He returned his gaze to her and laughed again. ‘ What gave you that idea?? ’ He asked jokingly. ‘ I showed an interest in art from a very early age. I was drawing before I could even scribble my name -- so I’d probably say the artist. ’

#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )#( mia. )

cassandra.

“-Gosh, I am so sorry. I had an itch on my nose and it was bothering the hell out of me. Are you sure? I can stay for a little longer - how do you want me to pose?”

‘ Oh. You’re alright, just, uh -- try not to move around much more, if you can do that?? Yes, that would be wonderful. Uh -- look to your left, but not too much. Tilt your chin up just a bit. You see, I’ve been practicing profiles as of late. You’ve got quite a beautiful one. Has anyone ever told you that?? That’s perfect, just like that. ’

#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )#( cassandra. )#( im dying i rarely ever play cute characters this is so gross )#( also i love anne wtf shes so underused )

weiss.

“Sorry, I just need to walk around for a couple minutes. I-if that’s alright.”

‘ Oh -- yes, yes, of course. That’s perfectly fine. ’ Ezra set his paint brush down on the nearest table, excusing himself to the kitchen so that he could wash his hands. He popped his head back around the corner, ‘ Would you like anything?? A drink?? Food?? -- I have plenty of food. Are you hungry?? ’

#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )#( weiss. )

reagan.

“Sit still? Ezra, I am eating. You need to stop drawing people out of nowhere. You make me feel like if I’m in some sort of social experiment and instead of it being social, it’s artistic and instead of it being an experiment it’s uh— still an experiment, and we all know what happened to the house last time you had a little experiment. We ended up with two new bunkmates and a dog.”

‘ Do you always move around so much while you’re eating or are you just doing it to mess with me?? That’s not fair. Asking me to stop drawing people out of nowhere is like... it’s like asking Kai to stop liking dogs. It’s just not going to happen. Hey--that wasn’t an experiment, okay. It’s called being a good person. I wasn’t just going to kick them out. They had no where to go!! And besides, it’s not like they’re bad company. It’s nice having more than two people in this giant house. ’

#( reagan. )#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )

thea.

‘ I’m trying, but my ass hurts after sitting on this stool for so long. ’ Thea let out a small sigh as she tried to fix herself on the chair, ‘ Can I just get like a pillow to sit on or something? Then I will be still until you are finish, promise. ’

‘ Oh -- I-I didn’t mean to cause you any pain. ’ He stammered, taking his lower lip between his teeth -- something he often did when he was nervous. He nodded quickly at her suggestion, setting his paints and his brush down carefully. After wiping his hands off on himself, he grabbed a pillow from the couch and brought it to her. ‘ It’ll only be a bit longer. Thank you again for letting me do this, I really appreciate it. You didn’t have to. ’

#( thea. )#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )

luke.

‘ ANXIOUS? Me? Please. I’m just… I didn’t think this was going to take this long. I have things to do, you know. Places to go… people to bother. ’ Luke peered up at the other male from where he lay, half naked but curious. ‘ I want to see, ’ he whined, interlocking his fingers impatiently.

‘ Luke, you’re always anxious. You should never place a time limit on art. You promised to pose for me, so now you’ve got to commit. It won’t be much longer, I swear it. ’ Ezra smiled, examining the progress he had made. It was true, the painting wouldn’t take much longer to finish. The only thing left was the finer details. ‘ You will see it when I am finished, and ONLY when I am finished. ’

#( luke. )#( ❛ ▓ » — ezra ⁞ chit chat ↦ )

nsfwmia:

“I – oh, no, I’m sorry. It’s just, I’ve – I’ve never done this before.” She replied with a timid smile before stilling. “If – if I may ask… why did you pick me? Not that I mind of course, it’s just, I’m not a model and you could’ve picked anyone, so…?”

‘ Don’t worry about it, you’re doing great. ’ He offered a small smile in return as his eyes wandered back and forth from the girl to the canvas in front of him. ‘ Hey -- don’t sell yourself short. You don’t have to be a model to be considered beautiful or a work of art. ’

#( mia. )

‘ Can you -- uh, sorry, but can you please just sit still?? I know it may be a bit difficult, but I won’t be able to finish this if you keep moving about like that. Perhaps we should take a break if you’re feeling anxious?? ’

#hamptons:starter #( hello yes here have my qt son drawing or painting ur muse #love him pls )

#( ❛ ▓ » — hey what's up hello ⁞ ooc ↦ )#( pls love me )

wesleyverlaine-blog

“I guess rainy days are nice– if you’re the type of person that enjoys melancholy weather with just a hint of depression and neurosis. Me? I like summer. And sunshine. Fuck this, I’m going back to bed.”

ezrabcn-blog

‘ oh, don’t be so negative!! i think rainy days make for the perfect opportunity to stay inside all day and paint. or, if you’re a bit more adventurous, you could go out and dance in it. i wouldn’t recommend that, though -- you could get sick. ’