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Ezra Tonks had a mouth made for smiling. Eleanora had noticed that even before she began wondering if he had a mouth made for kissing, too. And it didnât matter that smiles came easily to him or that earning one wasnât a particularly difficult task, she still felt like it was one of the best things sheâd ever do. Even when it was because heâd been teasing her, and really with anyone else Eleanora hated to be teased, that smile would always be worth it. Perhaps the most remarkable thing about Ezraâs smile was how easily it called forth an answering smile from her own lips, and how it was always a wider, softer, more genuine smile than the polite one she put on for show. So even though she knew he was smiling because heâd caught her blushing, because her face was an open book to him, Eleanora couldnât help smiling back, keeping her tone light to match his own. âOf course, that was a ghastly split lip you had.âÂ
âI remember.â Eleanora murmured, glancing down and away. It was something she probably shouldnât have said, but it just slipped out. It wouldnât do to dwell on the past, it didnât change anything about the present, but being in his arms was warmer than her favorite sweater and at this point she was confident that was a feeling sheâd never forget. Eleanora eyed Ezraâs jacket with a bittersweet smile. It was a very muggle gesture, to offer his jacket instead of reaching for his wand, and it was a sharp reminder that they came from and, despite their shared magical ability, belonged to two very different worlds. But it was also a charming, and even gallant, gesture and if she put aside the knowledge that he would do the same for anyone, she could pretend heâd made the offer because he still cared about her.Â
As tempting as it was, Eleanora knew she should refuse and she hesitated, arguing with herself. She shouldnât be here. The damage their fumbling conversation was doing to her own heart paled in comparison to what would happen if the wrong person came out of the pub or walked by on the street. If someone saw them like this, standing too close and her with her heart in her eyes, and it got back to her father or Regulusâ family, it wouldnât matter that they were only talking and she was no longer engaged. And she knew she wouldnât pay nearly as high a price as he would. If she were a better person, sheâd take the excuse to walk away. Sheâd say something like, âoh no, I should be going anywayâ and leave him be, leave him safe. But Eleanora wasnât a good person and there was that smile, promising it would be okay. So she thanked him quietly and pulled the jacket on, resisting the urge to bury her face in the collar.Â
Despite the long moment sheâd left it hanging in his hand, the jacket was still warm from Ezraâs body and Eleanora buried her hands in the pockets to wrap it more tightly around her, allowing herself to nestle into it, just a little bit. Again, she saw an opportunity to end the conversation when he asked where sheâd been going and, again, she watched it pass by. Instead, she shrugged. âNowhere pressing. I was just heading home.â Then, she asked the question burning in the back of her mind that she really didnât want to know the answer to. âWhat about you? Did you come here with someone? Or were you just trolling for damsels in distress?â She added a joke to the end in an attempt to cover up how apprehensive she was about his response.
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âIt was ghastly, you get it,â he nodded, a quick grin accompanying his words. Secretly, her use of the word ghastly entertained him. This time not because he wanted to tease her but because it wasnât a word he ever thought to use. It was a word that was so very Eleanora and it sounded good on her lips. He quickly derailed that train of thought knowing that thinking about her lips would only end badly. âItâs usually a curse anyway, it makes being in sunny places a little difficult,â he joked. It also was usually something the people he slept with enjoyed, always happy to cuddle up to his warmth. That was another thing he kept to himself. Despite having broken up quite a while ago now, he really didnât want her to think about him doing anything with other people.Â
After he offered her jacket there was a moment of pause. A moment of pause that felt very very long. He imagined what was going through her head as she eyed up the jacket. His main hope was that she worrying that someone would see them who would make her regret it. He hoped that because he was also concerned that she was thinking of a way to get out of saying yes because she didnât want to take his jacket but she was too polite to say so. Her smile didnât give him any clues; not quite happy but not quite sad. But all his worries faded away when her hand closed around the jacket and she pulled it around her body. He made some attempt to hide his smile as seeing her in it but it was difficult as he watched her almost cuddle into the oversized coat.
âIts a little late, you must have been somewhere exciting.â Unlike her, he didnât quite have the desire to ask her if he was on any sort of date. The idea still left a rather painful feeling in his stomach so he was choosing to avoid it in case the answer was she had just been on the best date of her life or something. He laughed lightly as she spoke about damsels in distress, rubbing the back of his neck with a small smile. He shook his head. âNo, I was just out with Evangelina. Iâve got to work on our birthday so weâre doing a mini celebration today with some friends. Who sheâs abandoned me for by the way,â he tutted jokingly.










