# 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲𝘀𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗱 ⸻ selective &&. private &&. independent study of discoveries in quantum physics told from the perspective of 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗙𝗔𝗧𝗘, a fandomless original character fixated on curing her 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀 through experimental science and not medicine. est. september 2016; on tumblr since 2023. researched and analyzed by 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒊𝒆 (it/its, 21+, cest).
𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗱 &&. 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗽𝘁𝘀
⸻ 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝘆 neon nights, manic pixie dream girl trope, misunderstood genius, 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖼𝖾𝖽 𝗀𝗈𝖽𝗁𝗈𝗈𝖽, being a self - aware mary sue, butterfly effect of endless possibilities and timelines undiscovered, post - it notes covered mirrors, supremacy implied and arrogance justified, 𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲, schrödinger's cat theory &&. 𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 - 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱 𝘃𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲'𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆.
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hey hi hello. as of late am on @seekslight &&. am also fleshing out a completely canon divergent xayah of league of legends rewritten as an original character so. if you're interested 👉👈 she's at @vastayah.
his methods of caution and protection were far different from others with secrets. nothing to modify the voice or his physical appearance, only a white stare of the mask and completely altered demeanor. flurry of confidence far different from the way he carried himself out-of-costume, perhaps that was what threw most unsuspecting people for a loop. not fate, it seemed. his name flipping from her only stumbled him backwards and tightened his his shoulders. not good, not good.
❝ is that uh- is that a friend of yours? ❞ rushed in his response to deny the shock that sat underneath webbed thread, arms crossed and his weight shifted onto one leg. all an attempt to act aloof and unbothered. ❝ whoever he is- he sounds kinda lame. ❞
𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 : a city with neverending opportunities within the grasp of their fingers ( but never quite within reach ), a city that never sleeps, a city that never stops ; always in rush, chasing dreams.
people flee to settle in this specific concrete jungle, hoping to extend their horizons. for mandy, however, this place is a trap, a prison : jailed with grey masses, she feels suffocated — it worsens with each news of people disappearing &&. criminals found enwebbed closer and closer to her place of residence.
it reaches its peak as she's swooped off the ground, a building crumbling right behind her ; soaring through air, she desperately grasps at the savior in crimson, fingers digging into arms, hands locked around his neck. scared — and she rarely is, borderline suicidal and resigned, adrenaline junkie seeking a challenge &&. thrill, something that could bring back the spark of wishing to continue the research and experiments, &&. the fear evaporates in a millisecond, the moment spider - man says something about being rescued, about having no reason to be afraid ( yet another corny superhero one - liner ) and she's simply confused.
❝ peter?! ❞ mandy dares to yell ; too far away from curious ears ( besides, how many peters are in new york? ) and when she's finally on the ground, taking a step away from the masked vigilante, she recognizes the silhouette without issue ( the smell, too, it's the fabric softener and deodorant combo, her senses enhanced by the blindness she suffers from ). ❝ the fuck? stop playing, ❞ the blonde adds with a huff, hands crossed on chest to mask the trembling of her entire body. adrenaline. fear. shock. but she's safe, apparently — courtesy of an eight legged bug personified.
[ trace ] sender traces one of receiver’s scars / sauceque
𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗳𝘁, 𝗽𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗻 ; cold to the touch, just like the gaze of the one who parts her legs before sasuke. eyes never leave his, tracing every movement like a wounded animal would against the aggressor, but no pain awaits unmei, not with the guard dog by her side.
before any question is asked aloud, monotone voice disturbs the silence. she prefers to be the one to start and end the conversation on her own terms ; speaks softly, quietly.
❝ the clan i was born into did that do me, ❞ unmei says, her inner thighs scarred deeply : it doesn't hurt, not anymore, cuts long healed — nonetheless, the gentleness of sasuke's touch is more than appreciated. ❝ this is why i will never bear your name. ❞
fingertips trace the shapes, words of worship and hatred engraved onto flesh ; promises of fortune and threats of doom. for sasuke, it is yet to be proved which one appertains. soon.
his body tenses, the faintest of blushes creeping up to his cheeks despite his best attempt at hiding it. the word is whispered so effortlessly into his ear, orochimaru & kabuto mere feet from them. fingers twitching on the handle of his katana as red eyes flick over to unmei — if looks could kill, she'd be dead twenty times over. in one swift movement, he has an iron grip on her wrist, pulling her closer to him. head so cautiously leans down until his lips are close to her ear so only she can hear him. ❛ 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆. ❜
𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿 ; a tease of a term of endearment unmei found funny and nothing else. maybe a little disgusting ( wouldn't want be called mommy, wouldn't ever look at her father that way ). the idea was funny in her head, calling sasuke something just to see him get repulsed, especially around orochimaru and kabuto ( the latter believing the bruises her body's adorned with are but an assurance of her safety ; not as strong as the others are a lie &&. in need of a guardian, she obeys and lets sasuke do anything he wishes as long as she's under his wing ).
instead, there's a blush blooming on the youngest uchiha's cheek — one the fate cannot see, but the reaction tells her everything she's unable to perceive with her eyes.
audible gasp is let out, one that piques orochimaru's and kabuto's attention ; they see the younger getting pulled towards uchiha with force. for the snake, it's entertaining ( he thinks a punishment is in order, and how could he not be happy about the suffering of the one he cannot stand? ), however for the medic it's a sign to yet again teach the vessel a lesson ( nobody should ever hurt unmei ).
the center of attention with face ever - expressionless swallows hard. oh. it's got a different effect to what she was anticipating and thus, she felt heat rushing through her face. with cheeks flushed and sudden warmth spreading down her stomach, instead of poking the bear, unmei complies ; and so, a whisper reaches sasuke's ear, tickling his flesh with hot breath.
orochimaru and kabuto think of her submission as accepting defeat, accepting the scolding — surrendering to the stronger than her, as she should. little do they know what was said back, and who is really in control.
❝ drive into that tree, drive off the embankment. come on, leon, make something happen. ❞
Driving off the highway and into the asphalt artery going through a sandy wasteland, nails scrape against the steering wheel when his foot slumps down on the pedal when he hears that grating sound. Her voice. He comes to miss the silence she was treating him to for the past four hours. The sun hits his exasperated eyes and he mulls her demand over ( over and over again ). Would be so simple, wouldn’t it? Burn rubber off the cliff, take a deep breath and try to remember your mother’s face & his father’s favourite song. He slants forward abruptly till the seat belt digs into the side of his neck, reminding him of an old wound which is still there. Would be so stupidly simple, but it would be such a waste to haul this Lincoln out of the water. The wheels maintain a steady pace.
No reason to get excited.
Leon will make something happen if she so desires, probably not in the way she would like. Maybe tonight, maybe in the following five business days. It’s been hanging over him for so long — the romanticised idea of vanishing without a word and without a trace. Once his faults and shortcomings swim up to the surface, he will have to. The agent isn’t oblivious to his colleague’s suspicious and not-so-discreet glares each time he passes them by, be it in the hallway or on a battlefield.
It lures a short guffaw out of him.
The tyres come to a shrieking halt, and so does the tape in the car radio. Opaque blues zeroed in on the road the hearse stalled on and he only leans and stretches his arm out to release her own belt and then push the passenger door open. A gentleman, regardless. “ Get out. ”
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 in which in order for you to prove your scientific theories right and proceed with your research your loved one has to die, the logical course of action would be to stop experimenting.
❝ boring, ❞ miriam huffs in response, crossing arms on her chest &&. the only thing missing to complete the spoiled princess' picture is a pout ( which she is more or less unable to express ). what's he gonna do, kick her out by getting physical? wouldn't dare. or would he? what happens afterwards would be the death of him. then again, maybe it's exactly what he wants.
countless days spent playing russian roulette by herself : miriam, leon's revolver and three bullets. chamber spins, clicks in place, trigger is pulled and... nothing. no spark, no vision, no brain splattered against white walls in her office. replaying the scene over &&. over again in her head — then in their bedroom, roommate unaware of countless broken vases, stitches in sliced skin, bills from cleaning the couch stained in blood.
but it wasn't her who was on the brink of death.
❝ kill yourself, ❞ comes an emotionless order. ❝ you wanna die anyway, why not right now? ❞
i am so very tired and we're not even halfway through with the tasks scheduled for today... ( it's 10am and i am awake since 2? am ) ( my tummy is hurty )
↪ 𝑺𝑬𝑻𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 , HISTORICAL 〳 FANTASY edition ! ( a collection of 25 settings based upon the period 〳 fantasy genres ; meant to inspire drabbles or be used as prompts . WILL be updated . )
001. the interior of an elegant carriage .
002. seated at a large dining table set with an elaborate meal .
003. the shadowy corner of a lively tavern .
004. the top of a light house during a raging storm .
005. along the dimly lit corridor of a large manor .
006. the damp , dark brig of a pirate ship .
007. the ruins of an ancient structure lost to time .
008. a theater hall brimming with attendees .
009. the bustling streets of a market town .
010. a sun - drenched vineyard .
011. along a boardwalk overlooking the sea .
012. a moonlit cemetery full of weathered graves .
013. on horseback , deep in the woods .
014. a luxurious drawing room smelling of tea .
015. a sprawling dragon roost , hidden atop craggy mountain peaks .
016. a war - torn battlefield .
017. a beautiful cathedral bustling with churchgoers .
018. within a crammed opera box during a performance .
019. an elegant tearoom serving afternoon refreshments .
020. a lakeside pavilion on an especially hot day .
021. a sprawling network of underground catacombs .
022. a hidden glade in the middle of the woods .
023. the deep , dark dungeon of a castle .
024. a market square full of fruit and fineries .
025. a baker's shop smelling of wonderful pastries .
026. the quiet stables of a large estate .
027. on the outskirts of a magnificent water fountain .
028. in a dimly lit library , hidden amongst the books .
029. among the high walls of a hedge maze .
030. at the front desk of a warm , homey inn .
031. under the protection of a gazebo as it rains .
032. on the landing of a busy train station .
033. a gambling hall alight with raucous laughter and drink .
name : uses various ones, depending on her current residence ( and verse ).
nickname : miri ( by @agentvalentine ) ; mimi ( by @buriedabove ).
gender : nonbinary, femme presenting ( doesn't actually care about gender, uses she / her pronouns and highlights feminine parts of her body out of convenience ).
romantic orientation : panromantic, though sexuality - wise — asexual.
preferred pet names : doesn't have any, really. menace or brat would do though hehe.
relationship status : verse dependent but i get to talk about the relationships so HERE WE GO. fate is in a romantic relationship / situationship with @buriedabove and it's my primary ship on the whole blog ; she considers herself taken even before leon acknowledges his feelings towards her ( she simply wasn't interested in pursuing anything other than what she has with kennedy ).
also in naruto verse she's in a romantic relationship with @tragedysworn's sasuke, lee and kabuto, but it's v complicated. in theory, she's just friends with the youngest uchiha and at first dates lee, though despite their somewhat mutual feelings decides to leave the hidden leaf village with sasque. during their stay at orochimaru's, fate decides to """ romance """ kabuto as eventual backup plan if the snake man wished to kick her out ( so both kabuto and sasuke would protest, and they're the dearest for orochimaru :))) ). she fakes whatever kabuto wishes they had while sleeping with sasuke, in the end parting ways with the uchiha too, only to be reunited... you get it. something something soulmates.
OH and there's a verse in which she's in a polyamorous relationship with @desireshonour's phillip graves and @thehollyverse's holly.
and oh my god. prometheus!!! they're a couple and actually prome is fate's og partner. they're bound by her decisions and he'll never be free from her. it's... v toxic but v sweet all the same. me and prometheus' writer are brainstorming if david ( prome's real name ) actually loves fate, or if it's a stockholm syndrome.
annnnd that's it when it comes to labeled relationships. it's probably v chaotic but. i love all these.
opinion on true love : okay that's tough because... she usually chooses her " targets " and picks whom she wants to love. as weird as it sounds. so for her, that's true love — feelings she kinda makes in her head &&. stays loyal to them, stubborn little bitch!!!
opinion on love at first sight : i did roleplay it, but it was rather fascination directed at someone as insane and intelligent as her. she doesn't beieve with love at first sight per se, as mentioned above : she's consciously choosing her loved ones :)
how ‘romantic’ are they? : taking the most common meaning of the word? she isn't. but, she accomodates and adjusts her behavior to please her loved ones, so if her lover likes receiving flowers, she'll make sure to get them a bouquet or a plant from time to time.
ideal physical traits : none. a body is just a body, everyone has it. though it's worth noting fate has a thing for people older than her and leans for the masculine presenting ones, but it's because of her daddy issues with no deeper meaning.
ideal personality traits : i said it once, but she exclusively dates cringefail boylosers and it's... an accident from my side, but it's also a pattern. she'd love to have someone of an iq level close to hers, but there's little chance it's going to happen, alas she finds herself dating... well................
unattractive physical traits : lack of hygiene. that's it.
unattractive personality traits : what is annoying in one person, fate can find charming in another, and even the annoyance can be enjoyable if it's the right person ( for example, @the1ongcon ). so, it's hard to say if there's something unattractive per se as it varies from person to person.
ideal date : she'll adapt to whatever. though she really enjoyed being taken to a conference with a scientist.
do they have a type? : mentioned above — older and masculine, though it's not a rule.
average relationship length : forever, in life and in death. once fate decides you're hers, there's no way out.
preferred non - sexual intimacy : long talks, especially when she gets to elaborate on her favorite theories and somebody actually listens. deep conversations in general, too.
opinion of public affection : indifference. she's okay with it, she's okay without it. usually, fate prefers to stick close to her partners, so holding hands is a somewhat regular occurence. she won't force it upon anybody though.
past relationships? : i usually write fate with no partners prior to any romantic connections me and my writing partners come up with. it can be assumed there are none, except for a timeline in which she parts ways with leon &&. one in which she parts ways with lee and sasuke for a brief moment. she doesn't seek a romantic partner afterwards, and it's both because she's stubborn and because she's written with the manic pixie dream girl trope in mind — she """ belongs """ to the main protagonist and without him, it's all empty pages until they reunite in the next chapter.
tagged by: stole it off dash &&. from being tagged on my other blogs.
tagging: whoever wants to, because that's a lot of writing, but. @buriedabove, @playedbetter (for zevran, viktor and zachary?), @vulpesse, @withinchains (for morgana, kayn and aphelios please! and bun - bun too?), @oriphical (i'm SO CURIOUS barking howling screaming), @nezemny (for any muse of your choice :3), @brvo6 (if i'm tagging you too much let me know pls), @dreamweaved (for briar and if you want, for kuro too!!), @thehollyverse (holly &&. nick), @tragedysworn (choji, deidara, sauce k, lee, kairi, natsumi, akari, kabuto, basically EVERYONE at this point but . whoever you want actually .), aaaaaAAAAAAA who else can i tag i'm curious of 100% of my moots, @tealbeats, @dimitresca, @phasmasum, @siabann (&&. gaz too?), @legionarm, @ixalova (yasuo, sylas, lee?) &&. you!
filling up the romance headcanons i was tagged on league blogs ( but fate also deserves to have it done ) and there's a "preferred pet names" part. and i just- like. nobody has ever called her by any pet name???????? y'all gotta change that............. /threat
also. quick note to my moots. you follow me = we're friends. besties even. period. i will like and comment on your posts and get excited everytime something nice happens to you. i will fight your enemies i will cuss your ex i will help you hide a body. i will compliment your face everytime a selfie is posted. i will send kisses to your pets. i will get excited about your portrayals and will add longer hc posts to my drafts so i can read them. i will send you stuff that reminds me of your muse, be it edits, tiktoks, quotes, images, whatever!!!!!! i am here to engage with y'all and be positive !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am here to have fun and make connections and write and create with all the talented individuals whomst i follow and who followed me back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you're sTUCK WITH ME
i'm over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or more piercings / i have at least one or more tattoos / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or and bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
okay so! i'm v small, i have... twenty piercings or so, and few tattoos, my eyes are rather grey - ish but also. very light blue. almost creepy. my hair's currently brown and purple!! and my freckles are tattooed and inbetween them there are small hearts :3 i love wearing make up and the reason behind tattooing aforementioned freckles is because i always wanted to have them and used eyeliners, brow pencils and all sorts of products to make them and. i just wanted to have them forever. i smile a lot though i have a resting bitch face lol so if i'm not actively focusing on smiling, people ask me what's wrong :(( i play multiple instruments !! ( violin, piano, flute, ukulele, guitar ). i speak english &&. polish and a little bit of french, and can cook and bake although the latter not being the strongest suit of mine annnnd i love writing and reading ( last time i went to a cafe to do some reading and missed two buses home because i was so invested in the plot ... . . ), multitasking is hard due to adhd ; i'm currently in two long term relationships with my boyfriends. my best friend's name is rodia and i know her for around 10+ years now!!!!! she used to be my social media moot, she did my first piercing and she's literally the love of my life ( teddybeardog aside ofc ). she's hilarious and supports me no matter what i do &&. promised to watch me play resident evil games and watch the movies with me and imma hold her accountable next time we see each other!!!
tagged by: stole it off the dash to yap abt myself tehee
tagging: @buriedabove, @vulpesse, @tragedysworn, @thehollyverse, @zendatsu, @iirath, @st0rybuilt, @dinoxia (hi! &&. nice to meet you!!!), @brvo6, @tealbeats, @razedhell, @abysswarden &&. you!!!!!!!!
Straightforward, just Palestinian fundraisers. Most will be gofundme’s just because it’s trustworthy, but feel free to send verified fundraisers from elsewhere.
Please check out @palestinecharitycommissionsassoc who are doing the same thing and are way more established
Just feel really useless right now and figure this is something.
Not everyone can spare money to donate, but just spreading donations and Palestinian’s stories is important.
Here are the most reliable Palestinian focused charities that you can quickly donate as well:
Palestine Children’s Relief Fund (PCRF)
UN Crisis Relief – Occupied Palestinian Territory Humanitarian Fund
World Food Program USA : Palestine
UNICEF USA Palestine
Palestinian Red Crescent Society (PCRS)
Medical Aid for Palestinians (MAP)
Care for Gaza
eSims for Gaza
Islamic Relief
UNRWA
Here are also charities that work in Palestine as well as other places
important to note than there are also gofundmes for Palestinians who need funds to rebuild their homes and businesses that need as much attention as gofundmes for those fleeing genocide. I feel like helping Palestinians shouldn't be synonymous with displacement.
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