Sweet-Fae-inactive

23 years old, she/they chaos acct

[faerierambles-inactive]

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I'll be having some tags for once in my life. These aren't the fanciest but I'd like to be a little more organized

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//Fae.rambles🏹

// ☯️chaos time

//the.void🗡️

//Mutuals💜

[faerierambles-inactive]

tw: vent kinda under cut, kinda dark

i'm leaving this account not deactivated. i have...memories here of her and them i'd rather not let die...

um i'm leaving yeah. i can't handle it anymore. lot of bad stuff... to my moots i apologize, i really miss 2020-2022... i'd give my whole soul and heart for those back on my end. i have not had real joy since.

[faerierambles-inactive]

"why couldn't you love me?"

"I do-"

"ALL OF ME"

....so Rumi kin: ✅

[heartlor]

more star stable shitposts

[bunnycuriosity]

[develop-your-oc]

Reblog this and tag it with 1) what time it is where you are, and 2) what your OC would be doing and/or thinking about at that time.

[faerierambles-inactive]

First actual post by me in years you can ignore this, this is just some appreciation and positive vibes:

Being given birthday wishes by 20-25+ people who all consider me friends has made me genuinely the happiest soul ever.

To think in such a short span in...(Does math) less than a month ago I've made such cool and awesome groups is... I'm happy. The fact I have birthday plans kinda spanning out the next two or so weeks so I can spend time with all those who have wanted to have little parties with me to celebrate; even with those I have recently met is such an overwhelming and yet heartwarming thing

I dunno, I'm just laying in bed since my birthday is over now and still getting messages once in a while by someone who comes online :) I even had a great friend put me on his stream to host a birthday party it was fun

[inkskinned]

you tried everything. you tried relationship check-ins and using positive thinking. you tried modelling healthy coping strategies and printing out pages of cognitive behavioral therapy tricks. you tried relationship podcasts and audiobooks and posts on instagram. you tried steamrolling your own emotions and making yourself into a fractal of a person. you tried ripping out your own hair and you tried to feed from your own stomach. you tried setting boundaries - and when that failed, you tried to be okay with broken boundaries.

you tried explaining, over and over and over. you tried long-winded texts that delicately apologized and took accountability; you tried short and earnest apologies that directly confronted the issue. you tried letting them apologize first - and when that didn't work at all, you tried to delicately explain you needed their apology.

you tried, because you really thought they could change. sometimes, if you caught them in the right moment - they even seemed willing. they would nod and agree to try therapy (eventually) or try calming techniques (eventually) or try safe communication practices (eventually) or try -

and you feel like a fool, because you gave them so much grace about it, and that's how things got so bad for so long. you were being patient and kind and willing. you gave them time. you promised yourself that next week, they'd be better. next week, they'd be the partner you needed. next week, they'd be there for you. they'd finally see all the effort and love and trying! and as some kind of divine reward, why, they'd finally -

the whole time your boundaries shifted and swam. since you were being patient with them, you started taking barely-there token actions as being "enough." okay, they didn't really apologize, but even the use of the words "i'm sorry" was enough! okay, they didn't support you through grief, but afterwards they seemed guilty about that and offered to buy you sushi. wasn't that all good enough? isn't love about growth and bringing the other person up with you?

so when you finally broke about this and finally decided to run: well, you had expected to be ruined. you had cried in the shower picturing it. and instead. instead. you were suddenly, coldly, wildly - done.

[frodo-baggins]

not to go all cringe on main but fictional characters have genuinely helped me through some of the worst shit in my life n i’ll forever be grateful to fiction for giving me comfort when i’ve needed it most

[animentality]

[sea-lanterns]

IMPORTANT NEWS: I’m divorcing Navia. Clorinde is my new true love, I love Clorinde. I hate Navia, Cloringey is canon and I will be having three of her babies <3

[confirmance]

*Mutual reblogs something you posted*

Me: They still like me. Thank God.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

reblog this post to let the mutual you reblogged this from know that you still like them

[demonomog]

I'm sorry infold games but what the actual fuck???????? LONG MOMO?!!?!?!?!?!

[thememedaddy]

[bekabfotbek193647291]

I'm sorry that happened to you, you didn't deserve that, no one deserves that I would burn the world to the ground if I could add even one moment of happiness to your past

I'll hold you as long as you need, it's OK, I've got you, you're safe in my arms if hurting others healed your pain I would bathe you in blood daily

I love you and I'm proud of you there is an inferno of anger within me and every day and every moment I fight to keep it in because I know what you need is comfort not more violence

[a-rebellious-waffle]

I've got you, I'm here for you every story of you suffering fills me not only with fury against those who caused you harm but with redoubled resolve to hold you and protect you and comfort you and make sure no one can hurt you again

[lilya-re1999-wife]

My friend... my friend just made me watch S1 of teen wolf....

[dorianwolfforest]

Love in Paradise from Epic but it's Life Anew