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5'2 • cw : no clue lol (yet!) • • gw : 88 lbs || 40 kg • • ugw : 77 lbs || 35 kg • = = = = = = = ⋆ = = = = = = = i do not promote eating disorders. this is merely my safe place [she/they] ☘

[does-overthinking-burn-calories]

does anyone else get hungrier when they eat?? like i’ll go most of the day without eating and won’t be hungry but i’ll be like ‘need some nutrients tho ennit’ and have a banana or something but then all of a sudden this hunger attacks me and i eat everything in sight

[fai-ble]

guess who just stress ate like the dumb bitch that they are?!?!?

it's me

i'm the dumb bitch 🤠👍

[fai-ble]

watching mukbang compilations while fasting hits different fr 🥴🥴

[fai-ble]

//i'm backk 😼

[fai-ble]

i heard that working out before having breakfast is effective so i decided to do that this morning shortly after i woke up

bad idea,,

i felt dizzy midway through my workout routine and i almost threw up??? is that normal or 😟😟

maybe i should have small snack first next time,,,

[fai-ble]

i was talking to someone and when i asked how they were doing, they told me that they've not had any food for the last 24 hrs bc they're yet to go out for groceries

and my fucking ed ass really went "hun,,, why can't you do the same thing as them,,,," AND NOW I FEEL BAD 🤠

[diet-cranberry-sprite]

[beaniebabysnail]

just gonna leave this here…

it was never really about health

[pardonmewhileipanic]

^^^^^

IT WAS NEVER REALLY ABOUT HEALTH

[savexmefromxmyxself]

And people wonder why so many struggle with eds

[fai-ble]

haven't been active like at all but i'm just burnt out by everyth ngl lmfao

[fai-ble]

woke up late and i found out that we had some family over with takeouts

took a while for me to leave bed bc i was anxious about the food but once i walked into the living room, one of my uncles went "you're so thin! do you eat" and idk,,

took it as a compliment bc i'm fucked in the head but at the same time i genuinely don't see how i'm thin in any way 🤩

[fai-ble]

it's 4 in the fucking morning and i just had a rlly bad argument w my bf about my ed (he knows)

he kept on insisting that i get help, and i do agree w that but i also took it as a personal attack bc i don't think i'm ready for it yet so naturally shit hit the fucking fan and now we both feel awful

i know that he has good intentions, but i also don't think he understands the gravity of the situation

however on the other hand, i should be able to explain it to him but i never do a good job at it whatsoever

i genuinely regret telling him about my issues w eating back then, yet he told me that it's for the best that he knows so he can make sure that i'm okay

i feel like i'm being a burden

[fai-ble]

//has this been done yet aa

[fai-ble]

i just wanna have ✨long and lean✨ legs like models have but unfortunately i can't have either without starving myself to the brim bc i'm fucking S H OR T

pain 🤩

[transstuffandmore]

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

[bees-and-voids-deactivated20210]

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

[fai-ble]

i love how i kept pacing back and forth between the kitchen and the living room bc i was craving some sweets but i knew deep down that it'd most likely lead to a binge

so i just kept opening the fridge and then quickly shutting it before walking back into the living room lmao it's so ????

thank god no one in my family questioned it holy shit i seemed v erratic imo,, 😣😣

[manicpixiestarving]

active ed blogs in july 2021 reblog and ill follow !!

[fai-ble]

13yo me first learning about eating disorders in school: gosh that's so horrible,, i'll never be like that,,,

me developing one years later: