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I feel too much

"I once thought of living, but the thought itself makes me want to die."

-S

When a bird is raised in a cage its entire life, it will not escape even if the cage is open. Because it has become accustomed to being trapped.

—Maybe I'm a bird...

I don’t want to remember anymore. stupid heart. stupid heart. why can’t you forget?

not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry.

I didn't mean to be like that. I don't want to act this way.

I'm sorry I can't communicate. I'm sorry that I try and push you away. I'm sorry. I just want you with me.

I'm sorry that I can't say that to you. I'M SORRY.

I'm so fucking sorry please don't leave me?

I know I'm hard to love. I KNOW.

I don't want to be like this.

I promise I am trying to change.

I promise I can act normal.

Please?

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

Octavia Blake | the 100

Ez most kegyetlenül fog fájni.

Mennyire durva, hogy az egész lelkiállapotunk egy embertől függ.

Mintha nem is lettél volna igaz,

olyan távolinak tűnsz.

Mintha sosem szerettelek volna,

olyan messzire dobtad a szívem.

A Csendes óceánon vannak a legnagyobb viharok

Mindenki elmegy.

Senki sem marad.

Hogy bír ennyi fájdalmat elviselni egy szív

I feel like I've just been so worried about everything in my entire life lately and I don't know what to do about it or how to stop