Lilith

‹𝟹 𓏲🎧ꜝֶָ֢ ʾ 𝖎 𝖋𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖎𝖓 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖑𝖞 ⩩ ֶָ֢ 𓏲ׂ 📼₊˚

[orchidsinthespr1ng]

i was not born to have a full time employment, i'm angelic, and tortured, and was brought onto earth to be a muse

[bambiali]

[sourdough-seal]

“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

[mindpalaceofmyown]

Objectively, the holy trinity of mindfuck: Crime and Punishment, Steppenwolf, and No Longer Human

[nineofscans]

Bungo Stray Dogs, Chapter 114.5 "resurrectio, Part 2"

[idledee]

my angels in white

[gincoded]

this is me if you even care

[eggaphant]

Kiss kiss fall in debt or something like that

[medkitting]

crying because "a shallow bond" is exactly what caused fyodor's own downfall.

his lack of trust in nikolai, shown by not just taking the antidote right then and there. shown by being cold towards his friend and simply getting in the helicopter with no further words. the fact that, if he had stayed outside with nikolai or even beckoned him in the copter, he'd probably still be alive.

fyodor called dazai & chuuya's bond shallow but never faced the fact that his bonds are shallow as well.

dostoevsky's downfall begins with his sentence, "are you unfit to utilize a gravity manipulator?" with this sentence about chuuya, fyodor sums up his relationships with everyone who cares about him most. he sees them as tools to be used, not people he can rely on.

with ivan, who would literally give his life for him, fyodor brings him into battle once and casts him aside (which, by the way, stupid move fedya. ivan could've saved his ass too!)

with karma, who was nothing more than a boost for fyodor to get back on his feet.

with nikolai, who saw something in fyodor nobody else did, a friend. who tried to form a connection, to see beyond the "demon" in dostoy. who got cast aside anyways because fyodor doesn't see the value in other people's love.

fyodor's lack of trust makes his bonds shallow, which in turn makes him "need" to manipulate others so that he still gets his way. it's a vicious cycle for him, with the path of "trust" and "faith" in anyone else being too long and winding for his ambitious heart. once again, the path straight forward has nothing at the end.

[little-blurry-stars5]

friendly reminder dazai had a genuinely hard time telling chuuya about his humanity. friendly reminder akutagawa kept his promise to not kill even though killing was his first instinct even after death. friendly reminder poe was the only detective that ever made ranpo feel something. friendly reminder fyodor was the only one who ever truly understood nikolai. friendly reminder tecchou placed jouno over the only thing hes ever believed in. friendly reminder rimbaud changed verlaines entire veiw on humanity and gave him faith in the human race. friendly reminder albatross didnt care if he got hurt or killed if it meant he saved doc. friendly reminder fukuzawa was the only one who understood fukuchi and his motives and couldnt kill him even if it meant saving the world. friendly reminder kunikida calls dazai every morning to make sure hes okay. friendly reminder ango genuinely felt so guilty about odas death he betrayed the government. friendly reminder-

[inamagicalhallucination]

every time fukuzawa pats dazai's head as a good job, dazai and his always on ability nullify fukuzawa's and in the distant u hear a loud roar as atsushi loses control of his ability for the few seconds

[zilinks]

BSD Fifteen Light Novel (complete)

translation by darkestjay868

Bungo Stray Dogs: Dazai, Chuuya, 15 Years Old (English Translation)

Dazai, Chuuya, Fifteen Years Old (English Translation) Summary: The ghost of the previous boss haunts the Port Mafia. At fifteen, Osamu Da

[yourcrumblingsaikiisnotmyproblem]

ok so another thing all my ships seem to have in common-

"No one can touch me or my things except this one oblivious idiot I am hopelessly in love with since our first meet" trope.

[thaliasthunder]

"would you still love your favorite character if they did [cruellest shit you've ever heard]?" baby you dont wanna know how far my love would go for that mf

[kaiiscottage]

We got another addition to Hiroko Utsumi’s signature “gay eye reflection” shot ♡

[amaterasou]

is your comfort character also a sad pretty boy with trauma and questionable morals or are you normal

[killerboner]

being in a small fandom is like being given a bone, chewing on it until you're done with it, burying it in your backyard, and then digging that same chewed up bone months later to continue chewing on it, and then the cycle just repeats.

this is especially true for small fandoms that you know won't be getting any new content, so you just have to consume the content you've already consumed thousands of times before.