arwen

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I wish to give my heart, spilling over with love, to someone I won’t regret. To have little moments with no “but they did this”, or “but then they said that”. To have mutual respect and love, and compromise. I do not think this is such a hard thing to ask for, I say as I look up from my book. But love which I long for will never exist in this reality. Only in those realities written by others who long for love even more strongly than I do.

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being in a relationship with someone that only loves a part of you is more draining than waiting years for the person who will love all of you

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My romance novels are proof that men can indeed change for someone they love

(Disclaimer: fictional men only)

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most ardently

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sleep is involuntary time travel

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even more things I love

{a list by Arwen}

- the scent of freshly roasted chestnuts

- my grandma’s chocolate chip cookies

- soft spoken people

- gifting things to those dear to me

- reading a new book and being instantly sucked into a realm of wonder

- successfully cooking a hearty meal

- the smell of rubber (idk I’ve always wanted to eat it! 😭)

- playing an eloquent classical piano piece

- dressing up to go somewhere

- Persian rugs (they have to be red!)

- scent diffusers

- returning home after the end of the semester

- road trips!

- the mountains and forests

- Pinterest moodboards

- old disney

- cold winter days

- broccoli cheese soup (it HAS to be in a bread bowl)

(I’ll probably end up making more later I love these!)

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Do you think that trends and fast fashion are destroying everyone’s “personal style” and own aesthetic?

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if a ghost were to haunt me, I’d want it to be yours

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how i see myself 🍂

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the best remedy is drinking hot tea while reading a book by the hearth as it rains

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to be an enchantress is to play classical music

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things i love

{a list by Arwen}

~ starting a new movie

~ the smell of freshly sprinkled cinnamon

~ the wonderful feeling of clean sheets on freshly shaven skin

~ deep conversations

~ the aroma of tea spreading through the room as i pour boiling water into my mug

~ perusing fragrances

~ receiving life advice from someone older

~ stargazing

~ fog rolling across the road

~ rain pitter-pattering on my window as I sleep followed by a great rumble of thunder

~ freshly melted cheese

~ the satisfying crack of chocolate in my mouth when it’s fresh out of the fridge

~ receiving flowers

~ earning good marks

~ the feeling of an airplane taking off/landing

~ the feeling of excitement and euphoria of exploring a new country

~ going on a hike to clear my mind

~ doing my own nails

~ finding a chic clothing item

~ putting together an outfit that feels like me

~ playing the piano

~ antique furniture

~ standing outside as snow falls, listening to the sweet, serene silence

and many more..

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i want to live in the middle of everywhere