A Tiger in Red

Semi Selective Indie Vampire!Shinya Hiragi blog. 21 + Mun. NSFW Themes. Cross over friendly. Triggers tagged on request. Est. 8.12.16. Tracking tag: FallenSilverMoon

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0267: Animalistic black lion || Hiiragi Shinya

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He’d been ready; Prepared for the brief pain the minute he heard Gurens sword leave its sheath. But the blow never came. His eyes opened slowly to look at Guren. He couldn’t deny that he was hungry, the ache pulsing through his whole body. “Guren…” he reached out so his fingers brushed through the others locks.  His lips moved closer to the others exposed neck, fangs pulsing eagerly, but instead his forehead met the others skin. He was shaking with the effort of control; attempting to ignore how painful it really was. “I..” he began weakly. “I swore my life to you Guren. I swore when we were only 16 that I’d never leave your side. My whole life…all that I am…has lived for you ever since.” Hot tears beaded in his eyes, dripping down the others neck and cradling in his open shirt. “Don’t…don’t tempt me please. I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to become a monster. At least…at least like this I can still pretend to be human. At least like this I can pretend we’ll die together.” Frail hands fisted in his jacket. Guren smelled so familiar…a scent he hadn’t even realized was comforting until now when his senses were heightened.  “I’ll always live for you Guren.”

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  Die together.

  They were never meant to.

  To keep Shinya and the others alive had always been his goal–in the past, the present and whatever future he had cursed himself to. Even if he was pretending… Such a thing had been impossible from the start, and he wondered briefly if Shinya was aware of that. But if that was among the things he felt secured in living for… 

  Guren couldn’t argue. And it wasn’t the time to discuss how depending on him for the ideal death was a mistake.

  “If that’s what you’re deciding, then don’t hold back. The longer you do… You’ll lose yourself in a way worse than either of us can imagine.” He lifted his hand and rested it upon the back of Shinya’s head, gently yet firmly, ushering him to keep his head lowered. He could cry as much as he needed and drink as much as he needed.  

  “Besides, you won’t be able to live or do anything for me if you’re suffering like this. Get what you need and don’t worry about what you’ll turn into.” Free arm wrapping around the other’s shaking body, Guren pressed them together tightly, hoping the proximity would allow Shinya’s inhibitions to die.

  If successful… Something else within Shinya would die in the process. 

  “When the time comes that you do lose all of your humanity, I’ll kill you.” 

  “So, do it.”

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

Hunger. He was just so hungry. Unable to resist the urges pulsing through him like wildfire any longer he opened his mouth wide and then bit down into the others neck. Hot tears slid down his cheeks as he drank greedily, his whole body shaking. The red liquid was salty and yet tasted sweet on his tongue and he almost lost himself in the sensation; swallowing greedily.  He caught himself in time, knowing instinctively just how much Guren could handle. He jerked back, grabbing at his throat and stumbling back several steps before he collapsed. Pain seared through him and he closed his eyes tightly, wet tears slowly drying on his cheeks as he closed his eyes tightly, Gurens blood pulsing through his veins like a freezing fire.  When his eyes opened once more they were no longer the color of early morning sky. Blue had faded into a deep red, somehow accentuating his silver hair. Knowing that the color had changed he flinched and looked away, digging his fingers into his arms. “Don’t look at me.” he whispered, shame coursing through him. He could still feel the stain of the others blood on his chin and he curled in on himself more. He was so disgusted in himself. He was in love with Guren after all, how could he do this to the other? He truly was a monster now. 

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@preciousprincessyu liked for a starter

“Well, if it isn’t little Yuichiro.” The vampire purred, sauntering up to the young male. Normally he would have been quite happy to see the other alive and well but he was being watched and he needed to be cautious. He moved forward, grinning at the other, his blue eyes still quite apparent despite the fangs protruding from his upper mouth.  “What a pleasant surprise. To what do I owe your presence in this den of blood thirsty beasts? hm?” 

[preciousprincessyu]

       Yu spat out a bit of blood as he stood there. He wasn’t glaring, like he should have been, instead he looked a bit shocked, unhappy to see Shinya like this. He seemed unsure of what to say at first. How would he explain what had lead to how he got here? He looked over his shoulder for a moment as if trying to figure out what was going on, before returning his gaze to Shinya.

      “What’s going on?” he found himself asking, instead of anything else. The young namanari was not expecting to see Shinya here. But he had learned when it came to the vampires nothing was as it seemed. Like when Ferid told him about how the world supposedly ended. Was this some trick? Or was this a result of what happened after he passed out?

      Yu took a few steps closer to Shinya, not even seeming to see Shinya as anything but himself. “Shinya?” he asked, as if in a haze of disbelief.

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Shinya growled, stepping back as the other stepped forward. “Don’t touch me!” he snapped, his hand going to the sword at his hip. “I don’t want filth like me dirtying up my clean clothes.” It ached in his chest that he had to be so cold but in reality he had no choice.  He could feel cold eyes watching him, sending a shudder down his back as he forced his expression to remain blank. “I don’t know who you think I am but I’m not that person. I’m here to kill you. Draw your weapon Yuichiro, at least make this a little fun for me.”

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

{{so sorry for just vanishing guys...basically what happened is I ended up being stuck on mobile with no wifi and since this is not my most popular blog I kind of put it on an un-planned hiatus. I should be back now.}}

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

“What I want isn’t of any import.” he moved to sit by the demon. He had no qualms about being hurt anymore. His body had already been broken along with his fear of pain.  He could hope that even in a demonic state he could still be useful to Guren but in the end that wasn’t just how his luck worked. “Who knows. I don’t think anyone knows how long they have. Time is a monster that controls us all and tells us nothing.” 

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There was no pity; but an understanding. “It’s a shame you think that way. Maybe this is your fate.” Dropping hostility, he remained, allowing the other to sit by him. Adjusting into a more comfortable position.

“I think the fact you’re here is a bad sign. A sign that some part of you is already changing. But I don’t sense a demon yet, so you’re not at the point of no return.” Part of him wanted to keep trying to convince the vampire to change his mind. It’s true demons lose a huge part of themselves. 

     Why did he care? Because he was a vampire, not a human?

There was another problem. The desperation for blood which often rendered vampires unable to control themselves. Was he past that stage, or entering it?

       “I see. Do you remember what you were doing before you arrived here?” 

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His eyes lowered and he shook his head. “Not really. I think I was looking for something; death maybe.” A heavy sigh escaped him as he ran a finger over his aching fangs. “I suppose if it was death I sought in a way I found it.” Cold blue eyes turned to the demon, a smirk slipping across his features. “I don’t think I was doing very well if that’s what you want to know.” Another pause and then he held out his hand. “Shinya, Shinya Hiragi.” It wasn’t so much to be friendly but more for the sake of something to say. He and the demon would never be friends, but it was better then falling alone. 

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

He’d been ready; Prepared for the brief pain the minute he heard Gurens sword leave its sheath. But the blow never came. His eyes opened slowly to look at Guren. He couldn’t deny that he was hungry, the ache pulsing through his whole body. “Guren...” he reached out so his fingers brushed through the others locks.  His lips moved closer to the others exposed neck, fangs pulsing eagerly, but instead his forehead met the others skin. He was shaking with the effort of control; attempting to ignore how painful it really was. “I..” he began weakly. “I swore my life to you Guren. I swore when we were only 16 that I’d never leave your side. My whole life...all that I am...has lived for you ever since.” Hot tears beaded in his eyes, dripping down the others neck and cradling in his open shirt. “Don’t...don’t tempt me please. I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to become a monster. At least...at least like this I can still pretend to be human. At least like this I can pretend we’ll die together.” Frail hands fisted in his jacket. Guren smelled so familiar...a scent he hadn’t even realized was comforting until now when his senses were heightened.  “I’ll always live for you Guren.”

[alannasroleplaymemes-moved]

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Alternatively, send a  ♡ for my reaction to your Muse playing with my Muse’s hair!

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

{{emotional admin under the cut}}

You know just once it’d be nice if someone actually cared how I feel about this whole thing. I love my mom and I always have but she’s been putting her own needs first so much that I’m slowly deteriorating. My emotions are shot, my ability to fight is dying. I’m not the kind of person to act on it so don’t worry but I just wanna die. I swear the only thing I have left right now is my cat, my laptop, and my boyfriend.  I’m just crying under my blankets and hugging a pillow to my chest because I can’t take it anymore. What the hell am I supposed to do when no one listens to me? I try to tell people what they’re doing wrong to hurt me but no it only matters when I do something to hurt them.  I guess I just don’t really matter. 

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

NOTICE!

This is going in my rules as well but please read. I’ve never had to add this to my rules as it never happened on any of my other blogs so I’m a little irritated.  I AM NOT A MEME BLOG. I reblog and occasionally make my own memes. There's this thing called reblog karma. It means that if you're going to reblog something that it's only polite to leave something from the meme in the persons ask box. They may not answer you but it’s still very much appreciated. If you only ever reblog my memes and never interact with me then I'll probably block you. I mean no harm by this but it's irritating to get a bunch of useless notifications showing that one specific person is just reblogging all the memes I've reblogged. You do not have to send me something for every meme you might reblog from me but just once in a while it's nice so I know that you're not just using me as a source for memes. 

I am here to roleplay just like the rest of you. Please don’t treat me like I’m not. 

[howlisms-blog]

how i approach folks for plots :

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

Send me 💄 and I’ll generate a random NSFW starter from the options below.

1. Sexual interaction 2. Gore 3. Torture 4. Incurable disease

[dragons-rpmeme]

Send 'You're mine now.' for my muse to be under your muses command for a thread.

– This meme can be taken in anyway (NSFW/SFW)

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Send a “❤” if you wish to rp with our characters. Send a “❤❤” if you wish to plot with our characters. Send a “❤❤❤” if you wish to ship with our characters.

Send a “❤❤❤ ❤❤ ❤” if you wish to do all of the above.  

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sex+romance headcanons!

Send me a symbol. Please note that some answers may be NSFW.

🌟 What is my muse’s sexual/romantic orientation? 💦 At what age did my muse lose their virginity? 😘 Would my muse have sex on the first date? 😊 Would my muse ever ask someone on a date? 👍 Does my muse prefer to be asked on a date, or would they rather do the asking? 😉 What are my muse’s fetishes/kinks? 💬 When did my muse go on their first date? 💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? 💗 Has my muse ever been in love? 👠 What was my muse’s last serious relationship like? 👰 Would my muse ever get married? 🌼 Would my muse prefer a big wedding or a small wedding? 🍬 Is my muse a sub, dom, or switch? 🏩 What was my muse’s first time like? 🎆 Is my muse into monogamy? 💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship? 🔥 Would my muse ever be up for a threesome? 👮 Has my muse ever had sex in public? 💔 What was my muse’s first heartbreak? 💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? 💋 How many people has my muse slept with? 👀 Is my muse the type to sleep around? 👎 Would my muse ever cheat on their partner? 😳 What was my muse’s worst romantic/sexual relationship? 💲Would my muse ever date/marry/sleep with someone because they were rich? 👓 Would my muse ever lie for sex? 👿 Would my muse ever blackmail someone into sex? 🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush? 🎀 Who would my muse sleep with if nobody ever had to know? 💍 Has my muse ever had a one-night stand? 💝 Does my muse like Valentine’s Day? 💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?

Send me "I've been thinking about you all night." for my muse's reaction.

[fallensilvermoon-blog]

SLAMS guren's name down

Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗(purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗(wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗(hoping for a romantic relationship)

[inboxmyrp-blog]

Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart...

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

💔 Non-existent 💗 Very low 💗💗 A little 💗💗💗 Hopeful 💗💗💗💗 High 💗💗💗💗💗 Maximum