Lost In My Own Solitude @fataldaye - Tumblr Blog

Welcome to my personal blog <3 my simblr is @nitetrait!

Info about me: he/him, 20s, if you come from my simblr you might know me as nite but call me whatever!

mutuals can also ask for my discord if you want to chat outside of tumblr <3

This is an 18+ blog, mdni!

I like all kinds of things and will reblog all kinds of things so be warned! I try to properly tag but I'm sure things will slip through oops

and I think that's it, welcome <3

#i'll probs update this as time goes on #but this works for now #<33

ceruleanheaven

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

mizuthe-cat

give a character your issues it's literally free

my unending urge to yap has resurfaced...

honestly it was prompted by a mutual saying that nite and caecis looked [cute and] soft LMAO and i mean all love bc i've definitely taken a lot of pictures that give that off!! and they have moments of softness and tenderness but the reality is that nite is... a lot and things aren't all soft most of the time (at least in the start of their relationship)

i've talked about it before, although i kept caecis' identity a secret lol but nite does a lot to push him away thus saying and doing some not great things. caecis rarely actually gets mad but there's still instances where he does. they tend to argue bc nite can't stand how caecis won't put himself first and caecis can't stand the way nite talks about and treats himself.

it's also interesting bc caecis does have some jealousy issues but i think that's more so with him recognizing his loose hold on nite? that any moment nite could just leave and he doesn't want anyone to cause that prematurely... and then there's just nite's possessiveness. he can't handle having caecis close but at the same time you'd have to take caecis from his cold, dead hands lol but of course anything showing this possessiveness is done when caecis isn't around.

which!!! prime example, also the other reason im going on this ramble... and ig this is spoilers... but aleah can immediately see that caecis is a weakness of nite's and wants him to cut that weakness out. at first she wants him to prove that he'd do it and he does technically prove himself (if you're thinking about the one edit... yeah). and nite knows what's going to come next so that's when he tries extra hard to push caecis away and wants caecis to stay by daye's side bc he's the only who can actually protect him atm bc caecis quite literally keeps chasing after him (and he ofc doesn't tell this directly to caecis bc he can't communicate to save his life. literally...) then the day does come when aleah wants him to actually do it, to get rid of caecis for good. nite does pretty much refuses bc of course he can't actually do it but that's a whole thing for another time this is already long akdjjsks

sometimes i wish i could adequately explain their relationship but i think atp we just gotta wait until i can show it ;-; (i'll probably still try bc they're on my brain 24/7)

#absolute yap fest over here #and my brain is fried so im sure it doesn't make any sense #but im always happy to answer any questions aksjak #oc rambling #eio speaks

emotionally vulnerable and one of nite's songs just came on, i'm so cooked

#i'm already on the verge of tormenting him #DON'T do this to me omfg #eio speaks

gabbyp09

#zombie stage

queenoftheimps

Lestat going through the extremely relatable situation where no one trains you for your new job and then you get in trouble for not knowing how to do the job

#the vampire lestat

kosmogrl

adaughterofpearl on ig

loveridden1999

what doesn't kill you makes you overshare on the internet

greelin

charismatic but in the sense that being an absolute freak does interest & compel people

phantomrose96

Hey hey don’t cry. Character who destroys themself in the end for nothing

redstonedust

being too warm during the day: well, this sucks, but this temperature makes sense because the sun is up, and the sun is making me warm. i am unhappy but logically i can deal with it for now.

being too warm at night: what if i kill everybody.