currently fantasizing about my big brother being nice for once and inviting me into his room to drink while mom and dad are away for the weekend. cheap, shitty vodka he stole, almost certainly, the smell making my nose wrinkle (which he won’t miss an opportunity to make fun of me for). he was even nice enough to get me my own bottle! mine is a little more foggy than his, but he insists it’s nothing and to quit bitching about it.
weirdly, i thought i could hold my liquor pretty well, but it’s making me so much dizzier than usual. i can’t even hold my controller properly while we’re playing video games on his bedroom tv, it’s getting harder to talk and my limbs feel heavier by the second. “such a lightweight,” he teases, his hand snaking up from my knee to my upper thigh, slowly inching his fingers towards my panties, “maybe you should slow down. take it easy, kiddo.”
it’s a blur from there, and i’m nearly certain i’ve passed out and had a nightmare. small glimpses of my brother hovering over me, face flushed and desperate as he pounds his cock into my poor unprepared hole. i’m unable to move, not quite awake, not quite asleep. a nightmare, i’m sure of it, even if deep down it makes my stomach flutter and my heartbeat pulsate through every vein in my body.
his hand on my throat, then grabbing my mouth and smacking me around, squeezing my tits, grabbing anywhere he damn well pleases while i can’t fight back.
by the time the nightmare is over and i’ve woken up, my hands are tied to his headboard, underwear soaked in a mixture of our cum, and the illusion is shattered. before i can cry, the bottle is quickly pushed up to my lips, while he shushes me and pets my hair. “you’re doing such a good job, kid,” he coos, watching my eyes dart around the room in panic, “just be quiet and hold still for me, hm? you wouldn’t want to get your big bro in trouble, would you?”