I guess this is a system blog now.

24 | lover(s) of mechs, furries, and ttrpgs Jay, Fax, Ace, and Vi(olet) Still trying to figure out what's going on with us at the moment.

[faxmachine0210]

You know what? Fuck it. I'm posting this again, since we deleted it the first time out of being afraid of ridicule.

We recently (back in December) realized we were a system. There's only 4 of us, I think, and its been weird. At first, it was just two of us, then after a day of freaking out over what was happening...

We found 2 more. As a quick intro, ⚫🐶is our host, who we'll just call Jay, 🟪🦊is Fax, Me, who is sorta the caretaker and was split from Jay at some point when we were in High school I think? 🟢🐀(why is there no possum) is Ace, who is sorta our protector/persecutor? Finally 🎀🦨is Violet, who is a feminine version who might have been our original host? We haven't been able to figure out all the terminology yet, and are still in the process of getting a diagnosis, but I think we might be a DID system? Guess we'll know for sure later, but in the meantime I'm happy to try and answer questions, as I can understand them!

We're mostly gonna start using this blog to post about this whole situation, because real talk, we still have no idea how to explain what is happening to us and this feels like a good way to try to educate ourselves and just put our thoughts on paper(screen?).

[momijigari]

🏃‍♀️✨

[alleesaur]

the productivity creatures

[faxmachine0210]

Change the method, Change the outcome.

Trying something a bit different moving forward, since I do want to make this blog into something, but we've got a terrible track record for not being consistent. Maybe if we just make this without the expectation of it needing to be "funny" or "relatable" and making it kinda just a way to get some more drawings of all of us on paper, then maybe I can keep this up.

[faxmachine0210]

Change the method, Change the outcome.

Trying something a bit different moving forward, since I do want to make this blog into something, but we've got a terrible track record for not being consistent. Maybe if we just make this without the expectation of it needing to be "funny" or "relatable" and making it kinda just a way to get some more drawings of all of us on paper, then maybe I can keep this up.

[molabuddy]

i couldn’t think of a better way to communicate this so its this . my struggle

[bronkenj]

[daxite]

the ride never ends

[weirdstrangeandawful]

[bowenoke]

[faxmachine0210]

Motivating us to draw anymore lately has been insanely difficult. Like I want to make stuff! Really badly! Hell, this is our first post on this account in like a month because I haven't even been able to get us to do *that*! [#-~-]

[e-c-o-system]

i kinda wanna make doodle comics abt my experiences but im also so freakinge tired

[bright-system]

"If I Were You, I'd Have Gone Mad" - a zine, kind of, on plurality

This has been a long time coming, but our system has finally slapped together an explanation of our own personal experiences of plurality. This originally started as a way to explain to people in our lives what it means to be plural, but it quickly spiralled into something much more.

We're hesitant to really call this a "zine" - it's not quite the right format, and it lacks the polish and quality of the other things we've seen other systems create - but it certainly is a thing we have made and you can read. Read on for the full thing.

[devilishdescent]

if she’s your girl then who am i? what year is it? why cant i remember anything…

[devilishdescent]

ugh… my head…

[devilishdescent]

well… no sense in waiting around. ive got to get out of this place. [stands up and you gain control of me] looks dangerous… i should try to find a weapon, just in case.

[trapny]

USE THE WASD KEYS TO MOVE AROUND

[faxmachine0210]

@funnier-as-a-system

[alteredpanel]

[wiingdings]

something about my experience being a system and my limited advice from that experience

reblogs > likes

[inchwormcircus]

and how is that different from imaginary friends

ok so that's actually a very good question so little info session with lime bc i know some may not be ultra familiar with the basics of plurality

but systems are less adults that didnt grow out of imaginary friends and more "I can't function as a human person alone so im going to become several smaller dudes with more specialized tasks so we can person without exploding into a million tiny pieces"

(I can't believe lime had the patience to draw a whole info comic I would've just taken it as our first hate anon and been sarcastic about it)

[faxmachine0210]

Cain TTRPG session went so fucking hard tonight.

(TW: SUCICIDAL IMAGERY AND IDEATION MENTION)

You ever just solo a cat 5 binder, sin, and a drifter all in the same fight using a combination of Category enhancing buffs, fling, very good luck with your agenda abilities, and your slowly developing high blasphemy power (He's only CAT 3 btw)? This was immediately after he had an in character therapy session because the rest of his party was worried that he had a lack of self preservation instincts (he failed the eval) and then Cain HQ got immediately assaulted (the rest of his party and every other exorcist was on a deployment in the Nevada desert fighting a living mountain).

Post session character sheet here, btw.

My GM is so fucking cool.

[faxmachine0210]

Didn't realize thats how it was gonna be today...

(I do really like how this looks for coloring though)

[faxmachine0210]

So it turns out. Sleep. Is very important.

Yesterday was not fun, and now suddenly we're all fine again.

I stg the others in here need to stop staying up past 3 am -_-

[periodic-sys-comics]

I am SOOOOOO good at keeping blogs active

Ok gimme a hot second