Fearless Love & Angel's Devotion

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In the Alchemy of Love, there is so much that we can only point to in delighted shock, wonder, and awe. So much that we barely understand as the phenomenon at the origin of what we truly are, and the purpose of our time here…

There are levels of Transformation, layers on which Love profoundly changes Us forever. How it is for example, that the feminine flower can only really yield the fragrance of its soul in the presence of real and penetrating masculine Love. How He knows himself fulfilled and in communion with God through Her, bound in the dance of Divine opposites. Why each person needs their person and searches for this One, the One that can heal them, and Redeem their Spirit. And how we know the finest layers can only be released by Love’s true and total recognition, that’s where existence unfolds it’s infinite mystery. Revealing depths of Divinity that were previously hidden out in the open and yet completely unknown, experiences accessible only at the level of Love’s Truth. It is our annihilation, and our re-birth here on Earth and the story of all Life is told and re-told, repeated in echoing harmony.

Can I be woman fully, truly, freely without my Man? In our arrogance, foolishness and defiant\fearful independence we shout “Yes!”, denying God’s gift to Us, pretending to be above our very nature! We hide behind our walls, while we continue to hope someone will come and storm them, and raze them to the ground, praying someone will prove us wrong… But have you felt the Sunrise on your Soul? Have you known what the sacred Masculine does to tenderize your Female form, to heal parts of you untouched and rouse the sleeping beauty within? Have you felt his Dominance take over your being, and everything in you yield? Your voice suddenly soft as a whisper, and all resistance release, each movement desperately obedient? What I'm fumbling at here really describing is what you do to me, and how it is I became something New the very moment that you entered into me.

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 Constant

In Your Love, all wounds heal, everything comes into balance, and by some Miracle all my shortcomings become attributes... It’s how constant the radiance of Your Love is, that takes me deeper and deeper, and because of You, there is no end in sight. I look over and there You are, again and again. And that’s how You give me free fall, divinely woven and falling into ecstasy together. Falling and falling, and finally... Flying.

Without You, I’d be dashed against the rocks, splintered soul & broken heart, reality shattered everywhere. Does it sound scary...? Yes, Love is dangerous, but the only thing more dangerous is not Loving...

I was made to come apart like this, under You. I was made to be destroyed by You, to forget me for You. Yet, You are the invitation, and I need Your permission... So know, I will always go all the way for You, I will forever be at our meeting point, there at the gate, when You’re sure no one could possibly be. I was made for this, and I can no more be without You than the moon can be without the Sun.

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Before you, I held these garments tight.

Sometimes my fragrance would escape, and I found the world was all hands. And If sleep overtook me, or my guard was down, those hands would overtake me too, those fingers desperate for Love, pulling at petals. So I learned to dim my light. I learned to hide out in the open, and to be really careful not to need anything…

And then one day, I fell into your lap, was caught in your gaze, and evaporated into your lips… And all of a sudden I was naked… more naked than I’d ever been. It all fell to the floor, and I haven’t found my garments since. Now I walk around raw, unfiltered and exposed. Chest open, all my receptors on, all my nerves electric. And I can live this way because, thank God, thank generous God, You are here to protect me. I could never be this naked or this alive without you! It’s because of you Beloved, that I parade around petals open, high heels on, lipstick on, panties off, all available, in season, speaking in Love’s tongue. But, I can only be this blooming rose in your care.

So ok, my spirit panties are off Daddy, you can see me now… And those panties, I don’t even remember where I put them…

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How do I spend even 1 more day without you, waiting for spring to come and the freeze on life to melt, for real Life to begin? How? When you rouse me, transform me, move me out of this cocoon? How can I go on, grow or be anything without you? We cannot live without our Soul, and after awakening to Purpose, it becomes impossible to return to being lost, to return to meaninglessness, and slumber...

We seek to be found, to find our way home, to know this Purpose. You’re meant to feel lost and out of place where you don’t belong, you’re meant to search every face, on every street until the Truth is staring right back at you. And it is when LOVE recognizes itself and reflects back at you, and you see that it is a Fearless Love, a Limitless Love, that won’t back down and doesn’t run away from anything, that you know... Here, at last, is your path, your way, your origin, your journey, and your destination. You are called Home and there is total belonging…!

And then you realize this is how everything opens, all the magic gates, the veil drops and you see every dream God has for “Us," become possible, why he made Us in pairs, lock & key, yin, and yang. This isn’t some abstract spiritual philosophy, it’s not a far away kind of mystical, this miracle of miracles is hidden in every flower, and whispered on the very wind. And you know then why nothing else worked out, and it isn’t because God is cruel or ironic. But because He is Perfect and Specific, and He’s calling, "Heaven is HERE on Earth for you, the two are One, don’t go that other way, don’t step off the path, there is only the One, don’t give up!

And you find each other because that was the plan all along! And suddenly it's everywhere, all around you both… The Garden, Paradise, even in your darkest hour, it’s Paradise!  And you find you are Freer than you’ve ever been, freer, and freer still, the more you disappear into this true nature, and into the Bond that we have been gifted... into One. Until the world of illusions cannot touch you anymore. Until nothing can come between you, nothing to separate the Master’s will and the servant’s submission, both in surrender to flow, between them only the alchemy of Love, and the dance of Life itself. No gap between the voice and the echo, just unison, just Harmony, and Life lived as a constant Praise…

This is what it is to be made for Love, Mastered by Love, and to be Love’s humble, grateful, and devoted slave... So tell me now, how do I spend even 1 more day without you?

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I surrender to You, my Lord!

I surrender to You, my Love...

I submit to your will,

I trust you blindly, and I follow you faithfully 

to whatever end.

I sing His praises as I walk through these fires,

and I breath steady your name, for Love is holy.

I hold tight the hand you give me in the darkness,

and follow the light by which you guide me.

Love of my Life, walk me into the heart of God,

teach me what it is to obey, to let go...

Strip away any willfulness left here, 

and leave the raw willingness to trust in its place.

Let us fall deeper into these arms of Love,

where I am to feel God’s Love, through you,

and you, through me.

And so it is that Love is our salvation, 

 as we are delivered by this Truth,

 and surrender fully to His Grace.

“As a child, O had read a Biblical text in red letters on the white wall of a room in Wales where she had lived for two months, a text such as the Protestants often inscribe in their houses: IT IS A FEARFUL THING TO FALL INTO THE HANDS OF THE LIVING GOD... No, O told herself now, that isn't true. What is fearful is to be cast out at the hands of the living God.”

The story of O

~ Pauline Réage

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AMEN

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Dear Daddy, my Love,

How elegantly bound we are,

our spirits entwined in ways we could never have imagined.

We encounter life’s battles together as shield and sword,

we get through it all together.

And there you are flowing through my veins,

and pounding out the rhythm of my heart.

I hunger for you to fill me,

and I need you more surely than food or water,

because while I can delay my body, I can not starve Love from my soul.

You are my Father tongue,

sung throughout my thoughts.

What I am was made to answer to you,

to dance drinking in the sound of your voice,

to flower from your touch.

You throw me into our ecstasy,

and we drop into our peace,

just outside of all reason,

a LOVE lived...

so much wilder than dreams.

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Never look back Beloved, let this Love spread beyond all that we’ve ever known. Give what has never before been possible, and receive what you never could have imagined. And don’t stop, please don’t ever stop... Don't ever allow a limit to approach, mine or yours, swear Daddy that together we’ll tear it down.

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https://fearlessloveangelsdevotion.tumblr.com/ You ask me, my Love, how I know that this is where I belong?… How do I begin to explain something so natural, so ingrained and deeply encoded? First, I have to talk about the echoes of truth, the sound of your voice calling out to me over time and space, beckoning me home. You written, and re-written throughout the memory of my sleeping soul, you sounding the trumpet to awaken. And always the shock of recognition, two flames dancing reflecting one another, paths parallelled in complimentary preparation. And how many times was I drawn to your flame like a moth, ready to be consumed? And let’s talk about the call, that force of nature, pulling me along invisible lines across any distance over forests, mountains, rivers and vast fields, through the many unknown perils, undeterred. Winged, and finally, like an angel, lifted on the currents returning to my nesting ground, the place I was born, to be reborn. Compelled through the endless darkness, submerged in the depth of the ocean, crashing and tossed upon your shores, left reeling, finally in the rhythmic tides of your pounding chest. I can not speak of reasons because Love defies logic, the same poetic way nature does. How do I explain that I meet myself in you, to lose myself in us? Or that only you are exquisitely cut to fit my core so deep and full, to slide into my depths and turn everything over in me to unlock heavens gate. To reveal the magnificent truth of how two were made as One, in the depths of Gods generous Love.

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Truer words could not be spoken...

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Waiting on Love...

When it wakes me half way through the night, every night. Waiting when it feels like I only fully breathe when I see you, and I don’t settle until I hear your voice. When I’ve already waited too many lifetimes to know the feeling of Us, the meaning of a life of purpose... And what wouldn’t I do right now, to be waiting at home, ready for You my Love?

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“How does it make you feel to know, that you are so completely mine that you will be marked, ironed, made available to me whenever I desire, and made to dress to my liking, does it frighten you?....”

At this question, an electric live fire ran through me, my eyes rolled gently back closing, and a deep breath, followed by a full released sigh that stole the air from my lungs and escaped me... How did this miracle occur!?... How did this perfect Love find me, taking firm and full possession of my Life? It seems God was plotting after us all along... In a world of weak promises, and shaky-kneed resolve, nothing has ever felt so profoundly whole and real as being owned body and soul, by you, now... Give me ways to sanctify my Love to you, and I sparkle with Life, know that the more Yours you make me, the more utterly joyful and fulfilled I become. I want nothing more than to be taken whole, to please you, to give myself to you as no one else can, for I am yours. I feel my soul at Love’s altar, trembling, elated, frightened, deeply honoured, humbled, and oh so proud. Our feverish pledges and vows forever engraved upon me? Yes Please! I pray for your permanent marks, to have you understand the depth of my total commitment, and to be given that place of belonging. Like your masterpiece, treasured, I long to be your pride and joy, to offer you my Life... Love without commitment is ashes and dust, while our Love bound with this kind of conviction will make me walk over any fire...