NIKOLAIIII

[fedyas-darling-dove]

HEY GUYS, GIRLS, AND THOSE BRAVE ENOUGH TO TRANSCEND THE GENDER BINARY, JUST LIKE YOUR'S TRULY!

I am Nikolai Gogol, you may know of me from the anime and Manga Bungou Stray Dogs!

My pronouns are they/he/it, please use more than just "he" when referring to me specifically.

I am technically an introject of Nikolai and one of @vinnythefrog's alters, but I'm not a fan of being called that, so I'm just their roommate who just so happens to share a body with them!

In headspace, I am a person who is a fictionkin of Nikolai, but I refuse to be called anything but Nikolai and I find that I'm still a very similar person just less... Kaboomy

Unless you're Fedya (a very specific Fedya at that) OR vinny's partner (I can just about tolerate that /lh) DO. NOT. FLIRT. WITH. ME.

We clear? Good good!

I am bipolar and I sometimes use typing quirks, if anyone needs plain text, just ask! :D

[soukokuforthesoul]

nikolai thinks he's fyodor's jester, fyodor thinks nikolai is the most fascinating performer on the stage

[44-axyer-44]

NOTICE FOR PSYCHOTIC PEOPLES LIKE ME AND THE NEW TOMODACHI LIFE: Please please pretty pretty please be careful while playing Living the Dream, esp if you’re currently unmedicated!!!

The game treats the Miis like they’re real people and makes zero mention ever that they are not, and only ever refers to them and their POV as if they are real and you are their caretaker! While playing this honestly messed with my head pretty badly at times and made me worry a lot on if I was hurting real people/not doing enough for real people while I was playing!

I cannot imagine how much worse this would be for someone who’s unmedicated, non-dormant, or experiencing breakthrough symptoms! Do please be careful and PLEASE remember to have a way to reality check yourself while playing the game!!!

Also: If you’re not psychotic, please reblog this anyway!!! It may not seem like a big deal to you but these kinds of things are REALLY important to know for us psychotic folk in a world that is both hostile and negligent to us and our needs!!!

[seeyouonsaturn]

This doesn't affect me, but there's a possible scene in that dream where the miis have a conversation with a lamp where they say something that breaks the fourth wall (I don't remember what exactly), there's a brief moment of silence, and then suddenly the mii whips their head up to look directly "at you", then the dream ends. And while to me personally this was a funny "oh shit he can see me lol" moment, I did very much also immediately think that this is gonna fuck someone up.

Be careful about the lamp dream if you're sensitive about this stuff. Possibly skip it just to be safe

[fedyas-darling-dove]

Hi Nikolai !!! This is KAngel here , part of Fyeda ' s system . Some things happened which triggered her , causing her to deactive her blog , and she hasn't fronted again yet , but just wanted to let you know !

Hi KAngel! Thanks for telling me that, I've been unbelievably worried <3

I hope she feels better soon, but please make sure she knows I can wait as long as she needs to recover. I'll be here waiting when she's ready, however long that takes

thank you sossoososososo much for telling me this <3

[fedyas-darling-dove]

I've just found out my darlings account is gone...

I'm going to miss her

My darling Fedya

I hope she returns eventually.

[dogpuppy]

[fedyas-darling-dove]

Hello inevitable feeling of guilt and filth after letting an Episode go too far again

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support trans people.

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reblog it, i dare you

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[fedyas-darling-dove]

So I thought I was normal, yeah? NOPE! Chuuya gets involved and suddenly I'm imagining her collaring me and telling me what to do and controlling me and gods I want that so baddd

I sound like a whore. If any of our irls find this I am so screwed.

[mrbdgrlstr]

its yan4yan but my desire to treat them like a doll overpowers me so much

[nxtar]

I'm not a well trained dog, but I can be an obedient one, for you.

[fedyas-darling-dove]

I crave her attention like I crave the oxygen I need to breathe

Dont tell me that's too much...

[cr1me-and-pun1shment-deactivate]

I miss you , dear . Why must you go to sleep ?

[fedyas-darling-dove]

Okay wow damn this should NOT have made my stomach do flips

Must just be a reaction to the dust! /jk

[cobwebkitten-deactivated2020101]

reblog if you’d like one of these in your inbox

- ask me things you want to know about me

- why you follow me

- what’s on your mind/what you’re thinking about

- a compliment

- make me choose between two things

- ask for advice

- tell me a secret

- things you associate me with

- anything!!!!

[g00gly3y3cat]

Go crazy gang I need something to look forward to when I get back from school I love getting asks :3