FEEDING THE WOLVES

Kirby, 22, Australia. Mumma to Cooper, born on 19th September 2012 and Eddie, born 13th November 2013.

[feeding-thewolves]

Someone said I don’t deserve what I’m going through.

I have been abused physically, mentally and emotionally all my life, from the moment I was born. I’m beginning to think that its exactly what I deserve.

[feeding-thewolves]

The worst part of mental illness is watching it slowly rob you of the person you love. Everything looks okay on the outside but on the inside they aren’t the person you know anymore. The bad moments are horrifying and heart breaking yet the fleeting good moments keep reeling me back in, hope is the only thing keeping my feet on the ground.

I can’t eat anymore, I can’t sleep, I can’t stop hurting myself and I’m begining to question my own sanity. I’m haunted by ‘what ifs’ and the ghosts of our past.

I’m in mourning over the death of someone who is very much alive. Every day brings me closer to my breaking point.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

It is okay to be at a place of struggle. Struggle is just another word for growth. Even the most evolved beings find themselves in a place of struggle now and then. In fact, struggle is a sure sign to them that they are expanding; it is their indication of real and important progress. The only one who doesn’t struggle is the one who doesn’t grow. So if you are struggling right now, see it as a terrific sign — and celebrate your struggle.

Neale Donald Walsch (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[lavender-earth-deactivated20140]

Too many documentaries and never enough hours in the day to watch all of them

[feeding-thewolves]

Feeling like the paper clip in the old microsoft word right now. No one is interested in what I have to say and I’m pushed to the side until someone desperately needs help with something.

[silentyetmagnificent-deactivate]

Senator Ludlam schooling Tony Abbott on WA [x]

[the-more-u-know]

[feeding-thewolves]

I just realised that I love going to the gym because if you do decide to leave me like you've been threatening to for months theres a small chance I'll be able to find love again. The truth hurts.

[tomche]

Even broken things can still be beautiful. [via]

[feeding-thewolves]

I said some horrible things today in anger. I wish I could rewind.

[memoriesrecollected]

do not tell her you love her if you are not ready for her to call you at 3 AM freaking out. do not tell her you love her if you cannot handle her father or mother. do not tell her you love her if you cannot love her at her worse. do not tell her you love her if you only crave for her curves, not her mind. do not tell her you love her if you cannot deal with her mood swings. do not tell her you love her just to have sex.

do not tell her you love her. Krystal Gonzalez  (via memoriesrecollected)

[gemmacorrell]

[elizabyss333]

One of the most accurate depictions of a panic attack that I’ve ever seen.

[egg-rolls]

Thank you. Just thank you. Far too many people don’t seem to grasp the concept of what a panic attack actually is. Getting upset is not a panic attack. This is. 

[jh1986]

this is actually really accurate, especially the feelings of not really being there. i cannot concentrate when i’m having an anxiety attack, i can only concentrate on the anxiety itself. I had an panic attack yesterday and i can’t remember anything of what anybody was actually saying to me during that time, its like being in a tunnel and everyone else is shouting at you from the other end.

[thoughts-and-ponderings]

This is so painfully accurate. Especially the ‘not really here’ feeling.

[feeding-thewolves]

I paid our internet bill JUST so I could download the season finale of the walking dead. Our direct debit failed and I've been so sad all day because I couldn't figure out why the torrent was downloading at 2kb/s. I had waited 4 hours for like 3%, got it reconnected a minute ago and it's done. I love you fast internet, never leave me again.

[mariah-banks]

im still in between kinda accepting my body and wanting to starve myself for weeks i dont know 

[feeding-thewolves]

Finally convinced someone I love to get the help they need. Here's hoping the medication helps, I'm so proud.

[bicklandia]

Here in Australia, this is what has been happening over the past few days. The media is largely ignoring it, despite it being one of the largest protests in this country’s history. My state has also just passed laws that will come into effect in September that put restrictions on protesting which could lead to two years imprisonment. Our Prime Minister won’t even acknowledge that this has been happening.

Reblog this!

[peduncling-away-deactivated2019]

Please get this circulating. Australian media refuses to cover it and the government is pretending it didn’t happen even though there were people on their doorsteps at Parliament house. People in Australia are discontented with the way asylum seekers are treated like criminals, indigenous people are still being treated horribly, that our prime minister is a racist, sexist, homophobe who appointed himself as Minister for Women, that our health care is threatened, that our environment is being treated as a commodity, that our university funding is being cut, and that our Prime Minister doesn’t “believe” in climate change and that this country now only caters to the rich and conservative. And that barely scratches the surface.

What this government does is not in our name and we need to get the message out there, loud and clear.

[thisis-spiritual]

March in March, 2014. The Australian people speak up about how unsatisfied they are with the current fascist, racist, sexist government. Stand down, Tony.