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And God knows I’m not dying but I bleed now And God knows it’s the only way to heal now.
My Blood - Ellie Goulding.
:c on We Heart It.
Alignment Tracker
Chaste ◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Lustful Energetic ◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Lazy Forgiving ◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Vengeful Generous ◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Selfish Honest ◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Deceitful Just ◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Arbitrary Merciful ◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Cruel Modest ◌◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌ Proud Pious ◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Worldly Prudent ◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Reckless Temperate ◌◌◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌ Indulgent Trusting ◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌◌ Suspicious Valorous ◌◌◌◌●◌◌◌◌◌◌ Cowardly
☭ !! (( this is going to make me shed tears isn't it? ))
[ I do not know if some of what she does in here would be out of character, so sorry on that DX
And for those of you who don’t know, her character is mute. Which is a nice tidbit to know for some of these answers.]
Battle Intro:
Oh.
Another one, intent on killing the evil creature who haunted the Bastille.
That should be the Lost Sinner.
That should be the monster restrained below.
And perhaps once, it was.
But now, it was not.
He heard her footsteps, light against the stone. No armor with this one?
The warden turned to see who would confront him, and the sight was like a hammer to the chest.
Robes flowed in the cold wind, held together by tattered cloth and hints of leather. She held only a single object; the chime in her hand.
He blinked, he looked her over again and again, he opened his mouth but despite all he wanted to say, only one word came out, like a whisper.
"Cleric."
The cleric said nothing; just as well. No need to mince words.
The warden gripped his whip tightly as his glare became more and more intense.
She would dare judge him? Did she come to rid the world of a sinful beast? Was that what she thought? She, a cleric, so self-righteous? Was his very presence now a sin?!
There would be no capture here, no intent on torture.
He would stomp her out on the spot.
Victory/Finishing Move:
He pulled the whip and her blood splashed onto his gloves; he grinned terribly at the anguish on her face.
He yanked his whip back and she fell before him, her wrist becoming only the more torn and shredded from the motion.
He chuckled, the sound deep and ominous like thunder in dark clouds. Before she could try and get up, he slammed her head to the ground, his boot holding the cleric in their rightful place.
He pulled the whip once more, if only to see the flesh fall from her torn muscles, to see the steel cut deeper into the mortal body.
He looked down, filled with a flurry of emotions at the sight of the defeated cleric, the fallen blood from her wrist pooling near her face.
"Your miracles were quite useful, cleric." He spat the word out like the poison it was. "Your lightning is full of power, and your healing did you well at times. Yet, you gain all this power from your precious gods. You ask them for help, you speak of old tales, you praise your gods and you treat them as if they actually care about you."
He sneered, pressing his boot harder down on her head. “If they cared about you, where are they now? Shall they strike me down at this very moment? Should I fear their wrath? Should I fear the possibility that they will intervene to save your sorry, worthless soul?
You think they care. You think they will save you. But you are wrong. Your miracles mean nothing. For all of your glory and grace, all you clerics are the same. Hypocrisy and evil; all of you, so useless. What good have your brought to the world? What good could a cleric, one who swears loyalty to meaningless lies, what good could any of you be?”
His breaths are heavy now, his eyes full of excitement.
"You can do nothing. And so, you are naught but a worthless bug. And now…"
He raised his boot, his eyes fixed upon hers.
"I shall crush you like the pest you are."
Defeat:
Beneath his robes was scorched skin, blackened and cracked. He felt it burn with every motion, every twist and turn of his body.
He leapt to the side, narrowly dodging another lightning bolt. When he stood, he saw another light fill his sight.
The power tore through him, eliciting a scream, one more full of pain than anger. He almost fell to his knees, catching himself at the last second. Each time, he had felt the pain rush through every nerve in his body; each time, it was more and more painful.
With great effort, he stood back up, stumbling backwards from the pain in that simple motion. He managed to tilt his head up to look at the cleric at other side of the room, her attire partly shredded and stained in blood.
His breaths were deep, erratic, pained. By the time he had spoke, not a single attack had come from the cleric; was this mercy? Or a morbid curioisity?
"You…"
He slowly raised an arm to point at the cleric, who still stood silently.
"You…You think you know what sin is?"
He stumbled towards her, causing her to step back, but not yet attack. The distance between the two was still great, and from the way his body was shaking, it would seem that the warden would collapse any moment.
"You, know nothing…Nothing."
A cough. A fainter voice.
"I…know sin. I know evil. I know what is right, I know what is wrong, I…"
He coughs again, and for a moment of pure silence, it is as if he had stopped breathing.
"…You frown on my justice? You, think that I, am evil? Do you think of my actions as sin?"
He lashed at the air, grip surprisingly strong given his weakened state.
"Well? Answer me!"
Nothing.
"Do you think I jest?! Do you think of me a sinner?! Do you think I have done wrong, that I kill for the wrong cause?!"
She said nothing.
"…You, you, you self-righteous fool! Do you think yourself higher than me?! Do you think you are righteous?! I am righteous! I am the good of this world! I am the advent of justice! I am justice! You are nothing! Nothing!"
There was only silence. And never before had he hated one so. When he broke it, it was with an inhumane, desperate scream.
"ANSWER ME!"
He ran towards her, nearly falling over with every other step, screaming the whole way.
Lightning tore through him again, and again. He felt their shocks, he felt their power fill him, he felt them pierce his very flesh.
Was she going farther away? Was this room bigger? Was he moving slower?
He was shocked from a bolt once more, and it was the last. He fell to his knees before her.
The sound of his faint breath was all that proved he was alive. His body was motionless, his whip finally loosed from his grasp.
With shaky eyes, he looked to the cleric, who looked back.
More silence.
When he broke it this time, it was with the smallest of whispers.
"…Do you believe…in what you fight for? Your precious…gods?"
His eyes, blood-red and wet, stared at her.
"You…you are nothing."
She raised her hand, and he saw the light.
Assist:
"…Do not mistake me, cleric. I shall not let these hollows kill you, but that does not mean I care for your safety. Once this is over, I shall destroy you myself."
Taunt:
He lashed at her and grinned savagely at the sight of drawn blood.
"Ha! One step closer!"
He lashed again, and again, and again. He missed each time, but that did not deter his attacks.
"Your miracles are nothing! Your work is nothing! Your gods, nothing! What have they done for us? What have clerics done for us?! Nothing!
You will leave no effect on this world. You will not change it for the better. No, that is for I to accomplish! For I know justice, and shall cleanse the world! You are naught but another for me to wipe away.”
His grin remained, his face hurting but his spirit more passionate than before.
"Come! Let me tear your head from your body!"
Reacting to Taunt:
[ Not sure what she would do, maybe show more defiance or a gesture ]
He threw his head back and roared. When he looked back at the cleric, his eyes were full of hungry flame, thirsting for death and destruction through its inferno.
He roared again like a beast and charged.
Flee:
No. Never. Not to them. Not the cleric. No. A cleric could not kill him. Not a cleric. Not…Ack…
Reacting to Flee:
NO!
He ran after her, chasing her around every corner and hallway.
He would never let her live! He could not! He would not!
The cleric will suffer for their crimes!
The cleric must be punished!
DO NOT LET HER ESCAPE!
Perfect Victory:
Why had she not struck?
Why had she not ran away?
Why had she not rang that chime, filled him with lightning, made any attempt to kill him at all?
Why had she just
prayed?
She had stood there, doing nothing but holding her hands together in that oh-so-familiar gesture.
She had not looked at him. She had not held her chime. She had not done…anything.
But she had to have known he was there, she had to have seen him, and anyone would have sensed his malicious intent.
So…why?
Why?
Why?
He asked himself that question over and over, ignoring her blood that fell from his hands.
Why?
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some time ago, around four weeks, my father was diagnosed with lung cancer. since then i've been going through a bit of a crisis since then. before this i've never confronted any terminal illness within my immediate family or anyone close to me for that matter.
i've been trying to cope, but it's a difficult thing to go through, and because of it i've been suffering to find things interesting, or to find my writing muse any more for that matter. but, i had a long discussion with my father, and since then i've been trying to come to terms with the fact that time is relative, and i have to enjoy my time with both my father and i have to do things i enjoy while i can. this is a difficult time for me, but i will be trying to roleplay more routinely from now on. so thank you for not unfollowing me, and thank you for understanding my absence was not intentional and will not be permanent.
YOUR GODS would not help you. Your Gods have abandoned you. Your Gods are dead, defeated, throttled by His darkness. There is no one to answer your prayers; no one to grant you strength; such you have to find within your bosom. In Their likeness, you have to steel yourself; in His presence, like an old, discarded sword, you are melted down. To be smelted anew, to be baptized in a mire…
IMMOLATE orbs pin the Abbess, a sneer upon His distorted visage. Weakness; fear and loathing directed at His person. A mirror placed before oneself; the individual loathing their very humanity, for MANUS, aeon-old and mutated, is but HUMAN.
⌠ A human more powerful than the Gods and Their divinity. A human who did snuff out Their light. He takes pride in His deeds. Civilizations wiped out at a flick of His fingertips; deities and half-deities and apostate humans; vertebrae bent and shattered; spirits befouled; temples reduced to rubble, their priests and priestesses gone M A D. ⌡
YOUR GODS AND APOSTLES ARE DEAD, AND ALL THAT IS LEFT FOR YOU IS DARK.
{ She averts her eyes from the sight, With countless thoughts of shame and fear no doubt break upon her face like a cresting wave. { & ɪs ʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ { ʜᴜᴍᴀɴᴇ } ? Without a shred of immutable evidence to speak otherwise, Feeva is left assuming the resounding depredation of her own precious frail humanity would soon follow. { Do not take away her God, oh dour darkness. ( NOT HER GODS ) They are all this mute abbess has left in this cruel world of dissolution.
{ She cannot bring herself to meet the gaze, but rather she lifts her hands in forlorn prayer, willing herself to have strength where there was none--- like milking from a dry well. { It remained an uncertainty whether she would--- could fight, or if she were just to die today. Melt away beneath the shadow of his darkness. { Not " it " . HE. His.
Further laughter, and then silence—well, not the optimal result, but the girl couldn’t talk, he reminded himself, attempting to stymie the immediate reaction that he’d done something amiss. The fact that she was readying her equipment, but remaining by the fire, spoke of her desire for his continued company, at any rate.
Or so he told himself.
Having settled on that conclusion, he set about gathering what little he’d taken out of his pack. Slinging that along one hip, the fireslinger took up the axe dangling along the other.
"It will be well to have a friend alongside," he said, giving her a friendly grin as he passed in front of her. "What my axe and flame can’t do, perhaps your lightning can, eh?"
He assumed, at least, she could throw lightning—the woman had clearly done something to defend herself in this hellscape, and by her stoic manner he didn’t suspect it frequently involved fleeing.
"Either way, the company is most certainly appreciated," he said, turning toward the doorway, and heading out toward the path beyond. "Especially someone who knows the place."
{ And she was quick to open body language to him rapidly after his first words. She faced him, with smile once again upon her face:
{ It seemed he wouldn't make assumptions of her or ask her too many questions. Thhis was a blessing certainly. { Lightfooted as a fae, she closed the gap between them until she stood close at his backside. Her shield was up; her free hand was clasped into a ready-and-waiting fist at her side. { If lightening was what he wanted, she would provide it. { As always, she wished to make conversation with him, but she was quick to push the want aside. { She crossed the distance quickly, with a shuffling of her feet, until she was before him rather than at his rear, and she turned her head back to give him a grin what spun from her lips as she twirled.
{ She wished to say: Ladies first : but as always, she had to project all the intent as she could behind her smile, as she offered him her back to run out before him.
"I remember on the first day of shooting being struck by the way he smoked a cigarette. We weren’t sure how much he was going to smoke yet, but I had made some comment early on – because he doesn’t smoke and is very healthy – where I said, ‘Just make sure you don’t smoke it like a high-school girl.’ He must have taken that as a challenge because by the first day of filming he was smoking a cigarette like it was a joint." - Cary Fukunaga, True Detective director and producer (x)
The Jester returned to his world from his most recent invasion, foiled again by another Profound Still. Frustrating. It was no fun at all when those dirty hexers didn’t even let him fight too. As such, he returned in quite the frustrated state, stomping the ground and throwing a tiny temper tantrum.
"Oh darn and damn those dark little bugs! Won’t even let me play and give fiery hugs! It’s no fun at all when they use that damn hex! Oooh how it does just anger and vex!"
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{ There was a breathy laugh, less pronounced than some but easily recognizable in it's origin, at his words. T'would seem that Feeva found the actions before her to be humorous.
{ The mute cleric stood in the opening near the pyromancer, Her disc charm was put away, her lips pulled into a modest smile.
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✔ : A plot you would love to play out with your character
Specific plot, I have none. But I wish to do something very emotional and fulfilling. Writing outwardly happy but secretly insecure, doubting, meager Feeva is always fun, but it is always what i seem to do. Something serious, and very intentionally sad, or dramatic would be fun.I do also want to plot where rather than being a mute, she is blind. This is something I have thought of many times as well.
☄: A doubt you have about your writing
I worry that I cannot properly portray what Feeva needs me to. She has a difficult time getting her point across as it is, and i'm only interpreting it. Writing a character who can never speak is not easy, this i assure you. It is cause for worry within me.
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