So my situation keeps on getting worse.
With my parents, things are okay, but that's bound to change at any moment with how batshit insane my dad can be.
But we can't afford my phone bill, which means I can't talk to my friends, which means I don't have my main coping method if I get suicidal. Luckily I've been fine for the past few days, but that can change easily.
It's hard for me to get out every day, so I have no idea how I'm going to be able to keep active on this blog. Like it really matters, seeing as barely anyone has rped with me since I came back and my anxiety makes it really hard for me to ask myself.
I don't even know why I'm bothering half the time. Maybe it's because this blog used to be so popular and I had a lot of great friends I rped with... until shit hit the fan and I stopped being active.
-shrugs-
But that's what's going on, if anyone cares.

















