saille’s typewriter

“Despite everything, it’s still you.”

[femvanhel]

a smidge about me <3

hello visitor! this is my attempt at an introduction post I did NOT think through so apologies in advance if it’s chaos

fem/saille | she/her | dutch/american | 17

random things about me:

my favorite color is red

i love sharks and dinosaurs

i speak fluent dutch and english, and some french (not that well)

i’m blind as shit (it’s getting better, though)

i’m very extroverted and a yappaholic and yes i want to talk to you and love talking to you!

i think passion for what you do and like is the hottest thing ever

i’ve written my capital Qs with the line going in the wrong direction since i was 5 and i stand by it for life now

my hobbies & interests

playing the piano (especially composing, which i taught myself :)

writing and mainly daydreaming about my book, A Planet Lies Ahead, which is tagged by #APLAposting

drawing, especially fantasy birds and dragons

linguistics and etymology

polemology

general history

anything about the classical world! (the Roman Empire is my Roman Empire)

oh and did i say dinosaurs and sharks already?

astronomy and physics (as long as it doesn’t get into mathematics)

earth science

MY FAVORITE MUSIC: MUSE, franz ferdinand, queens of the stone age, radiohead, pantera, bad religion, green day, royal blood, the clash, limp bizkit

my favorite song of all time is probably nights in white satin by the moody blues, which is kind of out of character to my playlist music above lol

i also LOVE film soundtracks (think hans zimmer, john williams, danny elfman, ramin djawadi) and classical music! (i’m a huge Romantic era fan, so think chopin, wagner, beethoven)

my favorite books: candide, the secret history, 1984, brave new world, the blind assassin, impossible histories, the book thief, lotr, the amulet series, the disappearing spoon, the unbearable lightness of being

my favorite movies/series: the prestige, inception, the bone collector, interstellar, se7en, now you see me, oblivion, the interpreter, ANYTHING JURASSIC PARK, the sixth sense, interview with the vampire, edward scissorhands, gladiator, the chronicles of narnia, star wars, HBO sherlock

my favorite games: undertale, fallout new vegas, assassin’s creed: origins, stardew valley, deltarune, subnautica, far cry primal, no man’s sky

my favorite genres: sci-fi, fantasy, thrillers, historical fiction, non-fiction too!

my main fandoms are ut/dr, sdv, and subnautica

list of my tags: (that ill use from now on)

#APLAposting as mentioned above for my wip that is my heart and soul

#pianoplonking for anything about my music and composing (i’m trying to learn guitar, so that might fall under this tag too)

#spicymemories for ranting about my mother and the mommy issues I definitely don’t have

#femyaps for just about anything

#fem fangirls for exactly that

[w33frisch]

i long to be loved for my idiosyncrasies! i also need to start journaling using a pen with a more reasonable grip for writing instead of my winsor&newton. im running out of ink

[femvanhel]

you are loved by your regional dutch autism enjoyer, including all your idiosyncrasies <3

[w33frisch]

its fascinating how people manage to hide (or even are good at it) their grievances, like how do you even keep those feelings inside your system? what is your secret to such high tolerance? how virtuous but dangerous at the same time.

[femvanhel]

yeah i don’t get how they just spontaneously explode like a closed bottle of soda rolling around in the car or something I don’t know I’ve never had car

[w33frisch]

german writing exam starting in 8 hrs (yes at the godforsaken hour of 7:15am) and i am seriously considering quitting studying and drawing ludwig beilschmidt as a desperate attempt to manifest any german knowledge into my head. pls aph germany

[femvanhel]

brother lock in n do it

[w33frisch]

okay!

ludwig:3

i also found a postal stamp looking sticker of ludwig i bought back then in a random acg goods store in china (??) and also one of gilbertbro, so conveniently i also turned my phone case into a shrine for them since they are cute little pieces of shiny paper depicting characters that speak german. exactly because i have so much time. fuck you german exam i now have prussia himself in my phone case, what can you do to me

look at him he is smol

[femvanhel]

such a precious little one

[w33frisch]

german writing exam starting in 8 hrs (yes at the godforsaken hour of 7:15am) and i am seriously considering quitting studying and drawing ludwig beilschmidt as a desperate attempt to manifest any german knowledge into my head. pls aph germany

[femvanhel]

brother lock in n do it

[aquilacalvitium]

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

[femvanhel]

how do i live constantly cringing at my own work though like every time i get back to my wip i wince

[w33frisch]

for ma friend

[femvanhel]

holy fucking peak?!?

[femvanhel]

im wondering if putting something in the way on loop is exacerbating my depression or helping it

[apollos-archief]

.... probably making things worse ngl

[femvanhel]

this was the correct answer i was not looking forward to

[femvanhel]

im wondering if putting something in the way on loop is exacerbating my depression or helping it

[femvanhel]

ever get this feeling where your friends are your family and leaving them feels so bad so you just cry on the bike home because you don’t know how you’d ever be able to communicate how much you care about them without sounding insincere

[apollos-archief]

as i get more stressed my summaries become more unhinged

[femvanhel]

NOT THE BREAKUP SEX 😭

[apollos-archief]

i just almost died

You’re married to your phone background/lockscreen how fucked are you

[biggestqiblifan]

MY FRIEND GROUP!!!!!!

I’m married to my friend group!!!!!!!!!!

[tired-shipper]

I’m married to a cat and my warrior cat book :3

[no-one-offical]

It’s literally gay

[queer-offical]

Im married to both Aziraphale and Crowley *gay victory dance*

[the-king-of-beans-offical]

i’m married to sherlock and i’m pretty fucked because JOHN IS SUPPOSED TO MARRY HIM NOT ME!!

[beansandsausages32]

How do i marry a gradient?

[the-king-of-beans-offical]

now that takes another level of rizz

[king-of-oreo]

My cat :(

[redheadeatsbread]

@thetransgenderagenda is my lock screen and my other friend is my home screen

ALEX WE’RE GETTING MARRIED

[lillylovesarcticmonkeys]

[cinnamon-vanilla-scented-candle]

AM MARRIED TO A POEM AND ALL THE POETS 🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 (lwbdvsjsbwj Mr. Keating will be my papa ehevsjsbwjsh-)

[charliessaxophone]

I’m marrying Rita Lee and Dan Heng

[apollos-archief]

i’m marrying @amidautumnn1ghtsdream ’s ginny :3

[femvanhel]

marrying… medea??

[charliessaxophone]

Guys how does one deal with stage fright I'm feeling it 3 days in advance bru

[grishaversefaketweets]

[femvanhel]

[WATCH NOW] Teenage Girl Experiences Nu Metal Awakening and Channels Her Unresolved Emotions Through Deftones and SOAD (Heartwarming and Headbanging)

[femvanhel]

the joys of music are overpowering any remaining discipline or motivation to study