FictionAndLove

[natdeviantrat]

PAYBACK (2026), Ep 10 - answer my calls aka wound play

[fictionandlove]

YUP!! This was one thing I was worried would be taken out. I'm so glad that even if they toned down Jay's psycho side compared to the manhwa, they kept at least some level of his sadism and stuck to it till the end - enough that we can identify him as a sadist. It is a big part of Jay and Sun's relationship.

I appreciate the show for that cuz it was VERY prominent in the manhwa. And also clearly showed the audience that Sun is happy where he is lol.

[bisexualboysbroadcast]

*knock knock to those of us who are insane* are we going to talk about the parallel shots from the beginning and end of the recent payback episode.

the episode opens with a boy beaten and broken (possibly dead?) lying stomach down on a bed, naked, after having been clearly sexually used (and likely abused) by an uncaring tyrant. one who typically preys on younger men who need some kind of monetary help to find their footing in the big bad world of entertainment. formally known as A Sponsor. the episode opens to deathly actor and the man who caused it walking out.

and then to parallel this with sun and jay. jay who is also an older man that could be sun’s sponsor (that’s how it looks to the outside and what sun was initially after anyway). sun who was also stomach down, naked, on the bed looking sexually satisfied. but this time jay is leaning over him a look of absolute care and (dare i say) love in his eyes as he actively engages in those acts of pleasure with sun.

this juxtaposition between what different versions of power look like under the “same” umbrella.

this is so badly worded im sorry im sorry but do you get me?

edit: @befuddledcinnamonroll said it better! *nose bleed nose bleed nose bleed*

[fan-fricking-fiction]

Payback ft. textposts (3)

[madam-kyoubin]

[skynani-sideblog]

[thequeenofsastiel]

Jay Athip Wanitsakitphaisan, loving seeing Sun Theemekha Rungsapdee in pain that he caused since 2021

[fictionandlove]

mhm…also the one from ep 8.

Every frame of Jay is him staring at Sun's face, reveling in Sun's discomfort, painful moans and grunts that Sun is letting out. Man is feasting at what he is doing to Sun with just his fingers. The devilish glee that Sun is taking it all without a single complaint and grabbing him tighter rather than pushing him away. And to think this was just the beginning.

It was early Christmas for Jay when Sun literally begged to make him cry and handed over full reins.

[gotmehookedonthekpop]

I think we need to discuss Toptap's yaoi proportions.

Like he's straight out of a comic.

1. HANDS:

His hands are GIANT. He's like a seme in any yaoi manga.

2. SHOULDERS:

Shoulders and arms? Thicc. Like thick thicc.

3. WAIST:

Waist? Tight. Way too tiny for those shoulders... and hips.

4. BOOTY:

Oh god, the waist to hip ratio is a thing of dreams for a true booty connoisseur.

I don't want any of this to distract from his acting, which has been impeccable.

I am simply reminding everyone that he is the embodiment of a yaoi mangaka's wet dream come to life.

Please feel free to add to this post and discuss as much as you like.

[fictionandlove]

5. THE LIGHTSABER 😏

This might be just his pants and an illusion, but my gutter mind would like to believe that what i am seeing is what i am thinking and add this to the yaoi proportions of well endowed sabers lol

iykyk

[shijiujun]

MDZS DONGHUA 8TH ANNIVERSARY ART

[za-kyu]

🦋  Hualian compilation  🦋

[apzzzu]

[kit-teung]

congrats on marriage??

[madam-kyoubin]

[kit-teung]

getcho self-hating ass over here

[fictionandlove]

Me....... giggling, rolling on the bed and cooing at a Hua Yong x Shen Wenlang fic where Wenlang ends up pregnant.

*sigh* Ghost ships are so much fun! Same with OT4 fics lol

[fictionandlove]

I know 2 obsessive freaks and both are named HUA.

I know two obsessive freaks who have stalked the love of their lives for years/ages, built shrines and made images of their loves, fought to avenge their lovers (even when they did not know), still has an item they essentially stole as a kid (from their lovers), was bullied as a kid, first approached their lovers under a different identity, gave their lovers extra strength or more powers, have insecurities when it comes to their lovers, is insanely strong and op in their own universes, and are terrors/menaces to society (also has a flare for dramatics and is a diva lol) but a loyal puppy to ONLY one person in the world..........and all of this started because they were saved when they were kids - and both of them are named HUA.

Yes...I'm talking about Hua Cheng and Hua Yong. I just realized that the similarities are way too many and I LOVE both these characters!

Hua Cheng - Heaven Official's Blessing (He is a green flag if you exclude the obsession)

Hua Yong - ABO Desire (I do think Hua Yong is more of a psycho and he is toxic, I still love him)

I really tried to get pics of them in similar poses 😂.

Oh yeah...they also have loyal sidekicks who are in debt to them lol. Courtesy mention He Xuan and Shen Wenlang. I'm just glad Shen Wenlang is not tragic like He Xuan.

Feel free to add those I missed!

[scarlettundrhett]

[fictionandlove]

Looking this heavenly should be a criminal offense!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️

[fictionandlove]

One Thing we can all agree - EP 16 was just f*cked up.

What was that??!! I have never been more disappointed in a final ep. How did this episode even get approved?? 😭😭😭😭😭

I don't know what to say. I understand the constraints of the series, the first time directors, a book adaptation, and new genre exploration...everything. Despite all of its drawbacks in the 15 eps so far, it was going good and it was enjoyable &entertaining for the majority of the part.

But ep 16?? I'm crashing out with how they butchered BOTH couples. All the emotional beats for BOTH the couples were ripped out of Ep 16. Okay...lets be real, I knew LangTu were doomed from the start cuz they were hardly in the novel. I did not have much hope for them. But ep 16 didnot even give HuaSheng couple a proper final episode??

I couldn't even enjoy the good scenes in ep 16 because of how bad it was overall. The editing was terrible and the progression of the episode was really bad. A person who has not read the book will be confused AF and even as someone who has read the book, I found the final ep really bad.

I'm disappointed. I'm drained. I will come back after I unplug for a while and let it sit. BYE.