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[fightinginfertility444]

Newly diagnosed with Endometriosis, not sure how to process everything but I have faith in God 🙏 #fightinginfertility #ectopicpregnancy #ectopic #miscarriage #salpingectomy #onetubeless #irregularperiod #causeunknown #awaitingmyrainbow #awaitingmyrainbowbaby #extremelylongmenstrualcycle #infertilitysucks #ttccommunity #ttcaftermiscarriage #infertilityawareness #infertilitywarrior #chasingrainbows #reproductivehealth #ttcsupport #ttcsisters ##hormoneimbalance #irregularmenstrualcycle #fertilityjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/B3uAmSrhHa7/?igshid=fd7iabalnm4b

[fightinginfertility444]

I have not given up on my rainbow. I’m still here trying to have faith and remember that whatever God does is always well done. Teach me oh Lord to be patient and wait on you because I need you now more than ever 🙏🏽🌈 #fightinginfertility #ectopicpregnancy #ectopic #miscarriage #salpingectomy #onetubeless #irregularperiod #causeunknown #awaitingmyrainbow #awaitingmyrainbowbaby #extremelylongmenstrualcycle #infertilitysucks #ttccommunity #ttcaftermiscarriage #infertilityawareness #infertilitywarrior #chasingrainbows #reproductivehealth #ttcsupport #ttcsisters ##hormoneimbalance #irregularmenstrualcycle #fertilityjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/B13m_ynBBDs/?igshid=1lqfznmmgeo5z

[fightinginfertility444]

Cycle day 41 with cramping and spotting #fightinginfertility #ectopicpregnancy #ectopic #miscarriage #salpingectomy #onetubeless #irregularperiod #causeunknown #awaitingmyrainbow #awaitingmyrainbowbaby #extremelylongmenstrualcycle #infertilitysucks #ttccommunity #ttcaftermiscarriage #infertilityawareness #infertilitywarrior #chasingrainbows #reproductivehealth #ttcsupport #ttcsisters ##hormoneimbalance #irregularmenstrualcycle #fertilityjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/ByKvK9shNSP/?igshid=17hk36piskta0

[fightinginfertility444]

I have not posted anything on my page for a while now because there are no actual words to describe how I’m feeling but then I came across this photo that pretty much sums it up for me. I’m struggling, I’ve been really struggling. Monday May 27th 2019 was a very rough day for me because that was supposed to be my due date. All I thought about was how much I’d be holding you in my arms, thinking about how perfect you are, your little hands, your little feet and just imagining how complete I’d feel knowing that you are here with me. I’m hurting, I’m in mental and emotional pain and I keep silent about it because I don’t want to be looked on as being crazy. We often say everything happens for a reason and that we should not question God but how can I not question Him when I’m left with this void which seems as if nothing else can fill it? I miss you my baby (you may have been a 7 weeks old fetus but you are still my baby) #fightinginfertility #ectopicpregnancy #ectopic #miscarriage #salpingectomy #onetubeless #irregularperiod #causeunknown #awaitingmyrainbow #awaitingmyrainbowbaby #extremelylongmenstrualcycle https://www.instagram.com/p/ByKsuImh0-p/?igshid=1u529syzpiegs

[fightinginfertility444]

Some people are out throwing their child away while some of us are fighting with out body just to get one positive viable pregnancy #fightinginfertility #ttccommunity #tryingtoconceive https://www.instagram.com/p/BtcOfe_h2h0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=issdq1msx6wr

[fightinginfertility444]

FINALLY 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ I can finally move forward in this #fightinginfertility journey🤨😏 https://www.instagram.com/p/BtOXQ8MBQLz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14auescaf4wnc

[fightinginfertility444]

I can’t move forward with anything until AF shows up. I’m cramping, having lower back pain and nausea and still to AF. BHCG neg. What’s next? How do I proceed? https://www.instagram.com/p/BtBl1nFBMVF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fuo2u35n0far

[fightinginfertility444]

I’m so excited for this seminar. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs12P_OhJiZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=syqlrxcyvzwj

[fightinginfertility444]

I have to keep fighting for my #rainbowbaby https://www.instagram.com/p/BsyTfmVhTZE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nnehm4zxff5c

[fightinginfertility444]

I have no been in the best place mentally in the last few weeks. I feel as if I’m being defeated emotionally and mentally. Depressed may describe where I’m at right now and I’m not sure how to pull myself out of it #feelingdefeated #feelingdepressed #fighting #fightinginfertility #needadistraction https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsv1DW-hxgx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1e4sdoek4t2wx

[fightinginfertility444]

I really didn’t want it to get to this but af has made up her mind in regards to not showing up #ttcafterectopic #fightinginfertility #thefightisabouttobegin #countingdowntoaf https://www.instagram.com/p/Bss-N-CB1Xh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ep89f08ikjy7

[fightinginfertility444]

Still waiting 🕰🕰🕰 #ttcafterectopic #fightinginfertility #emotionallydrained #noaf #tiredofbeingtired https://www.instagram.com/p/Bss9m57BFJi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p04r4ym7fvro

[fightinginfertility444]

Still no AF....... not sure what’s happening. It’s my first time being this late except for when I had my BFP. I’m feel like I’m losing the battle with my body. I’m tired of being in excruciating pain from ?PMS. Sigh 😔 #ttcafterectopic #fightinginfertility #noAF #concerned #emotionallydrained #scared #ovariancyst #salpingectomy #tired #losthope #frustrated https://www.instagram.com/p/BsNsKljh5WB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ltkqt1sayzah

[fightinginfertility444]

Cycle day 39. Cramping, nausea, BFN, negative BHCG..... sigh #fightinginfertility #ttcafterectopic #emotionallydrained #tiredofbeingtired #unexplainedinfertility #waitingtogethsgdone https://www.instagram.com/p/BsIoID8h6JW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6q7bysif5gx8

[fightinginfertility444]

Pray without ceasing 🙏🏼 #ttcafterectopic #fightinginfertility https://www.instagram.com/p/BrvMYJeBfgK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uykltbddxprn

[fightinginfertility444]

You can either focus on the things that’s tearing you apart or keeping you together, choose wisely #fightinginfertility #tiredofbeingtired #emotionallydrained https://www.instagram.com/p/BruyKTZhj3N/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qkukh3cac0pn

[fightinginfertility444]

I’m feeling down, exhausted, frustrated and very emotional today. I’m 7DPO and I’m having horrible lower abdominal cramping. I’m so tired of all that’s happening right now😓😪 #fightinginfertility #ectopicpregnancysurvivor #onefallopiantube https://www.instagram.com/p/Brn3z6HBLnT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7ir9lg1uxvob