If you don’t care about my baby making process keep scrolling-I need to barf all of this out somewhere.
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For anyone that knows me irl here sshh. This is not public knowledge. I have told my two room/office mates and that’s it mostly because they have to deal with my crazy ass every day.
M and I have been officially trying for over 14 months.
The Dr thinks I had a MMC January 2020 (on my birthday after being so distressed witnessing a child be abused in front of my eyes at work - but that is a different story) By mid March M was given a wfh order and my workplace was only open to kids of essential workers for I was off (paid) until mid June. I was so bored all I could do was research why I wasnt getting pregnant. I tried everything that didn’t require a Dr prescription. I finally got a referral for bloodwork and they said it was fine and I was brushed off for three more months...turns out my thyroid was fine for a normal person but not for someone who wants to get pregnant. Thanks doc! We were given a fertility referral in November and it has taken 3 months to have all our consults, sign the waivers, do the tests, go on synthroid, all to find out they don’t have an answer as to why I’m not getting pregnant. I was on letrozole for 9 days and finished on Wednesday which means in the next 4-6 days I will be going into the clinic to be inseminated!!!!!!!! I’m having a moment trying to wrap my head around it all and preparing myself for the most exciting news or to be devastated. We have been approved for 3 rounds of IUI. I never expected to have ‘problems’ getting pregnant but here we are. I was on the pill for 16 years...16 years-I suspect that messed up something! I’m so thankful for technology and the ability to utilize science to grow our family. Wish us luck xx.
