It’s All Fiction

26 • I used to write • in my HR era

[filthforfriends]

FilthforFriends Masterlist

My fics are not intended for all audiences. Please don’t stunt your brain’s development by reading adult material prematurely.

All works are smutty in nature unless marked with an asterisk!

◐ Fetish, kink, power dynamics

◓ Angst, conflict, distressing topics

◑ Kink + angst!

◒ Omegaverse (all of the above & beyond)

Måneskin

𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐃𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐝

◒ 𝐆𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥

◑ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠

◓ 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝’𝐬 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 age gap!

1. The Spark 2. First Warning 3. Equals 4. Call Me Damia 5. Glass Houses 6. Shame and Pleasure

◒ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐛𝐮𝐬 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐌𝐞

𝐂𝐡. ❶ ➋ ❸

◑ 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐎𝐰𝐧 𝐌𝐞

𝐏𝐭. ❶ ➋

◓ The Spare Room Scene

Informal Introductions

Make It Up to You

On the Cliffside*

A Lullaby for the Dawn*

𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬 𝐑𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐢

◑ 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧, 𝐋𝐚𝐜𝐞 & 𝐎𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

𝐏𝐭. ❶ ➋ ❸ ❹

𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐌𝐞

𝐏𝐭. ❶ ➋

◓ 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈𝐭

𝐏𝐭. ❶ ➋

◐ I Fantasize About You

◐ On the Edge

◓ The First Time of Many

◓ Lighthouse*

◓ On the Kitchen Table

Kept Me Waiting

Can’t Keep a Secret

Making It Out of the Hotel Room

The Taste of It

Calm in the Storm*

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐨

◓ Sabotage

◑ Awake Past Midnight

A Bloody Good Time

◓ Awareness

𝐕𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐃𝐞 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐬

◓ Good Days, Bad Days*

Sweat and Good Grips

𝐌Å 𝐱 𝐌Å

◒ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐲𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝 (𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐱 𝐓𝐨𝐦)

1. You Are My Perfect Secret 2. Nesting (Bonus) 3. Into the Light 4. Just Us Now (Bonus)

◓ 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐲 (𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐱 𝐓𝐨𝐦)

𝐂𝐡. ❶ ➋ ❸ ❹

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 (𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐕𝐢𝐜 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝐏𝐭. ❶ ➋

In the Backseat (𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐱 𝐕𝐢𝐜)

Familiar and Sweet (𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐱 𝐕𝐢𝐜)

Backstage at the Bowery Ballroom (𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐱 𝐕𝐢𝐜)

My AO3

My Taglist! (Taglist Removal)

headcannons, blurbs, & imagines

[filthforfriends]

“Boring”

As in “since I could perceive the world around me my life has been abuse, conflict, chaos, and fear. Fear that if I am not the best, that ever looming beast will sink its claws into my torso and drag my back to Russia where I will inevitably swallow a bullet like my mother did pills.”

As in “I have never known familial love without emotional hardship. I don’t recognize this feeling you give me. It lacks the stress-induced dopamine hit I’m accustomed to, but I’m fucking exhausted. My nervous system has been activated since I was like 12. You give me the opposite of stimuli, you give me stillness.”

As in “and I like that. I crave it. I want to acknowledge this still feeling. But I lack the language to precisely name it. And even if I were more articulate, I lack the courage to be so vulnerable outright. So I will tease, affectionately. I hope you understand.”

As in “Shane, your mundane predictability is a balm on the burn of my upbringing. How did I survive so many years without taking a deep breath? How the fuck would I breath if the world ever took you from me?”

[finny-red]

Home Sweet Home 🌃🌙

[filthforfriends]

I just think about how no ones really held Ilya since he was 12. Suddenly he’s being very regularly embraced and cuddled by Shane and it’s literally changing his brain chemistry. To Shane it’s just Normal Relationshiping, his parents have always hugged him. Whereas Ilya is experiencing unprecedented evels of oxytocin.

Ilya trudging through the door after a Centaurs game to “C’mere, sweetheart. Listen, that was fucking brutal, but it wasn’t your fault.” Shane petting the back of Ilya’s neck with one hand. “It wasn’t your fault. You played really well.” And Ilya’s thinking why the fuck am I crying? Why the fuck am I sobbing?? Shane, do you mind validating, comforting, and loving me on a day I feel less vulnerable. Oh wait, now I feel vulnerable everyday FUCK

[aspiringhexgirl]

category is: album colors without repeating artists!

i was not tagged by anyone but I think this is fun so I'm taking the wheel 🚗 no pressure tags @filthforfriends @remotewatch @strangemangos

Red: Fancy That by PinkPantheress

Orange: Teatro d'ira - Vol. I by Måneskin

Yellow: Little Dark Age by MGMT

Green: Afrique Victim by Mdou Moctar

Blue: Solar Power by Lorde

Purple: Live Through This by Hole

Pink: thank u, next by Ariana Grande

Black: Am I A Girl? by Poppy

White: Suck It and See by Arctic Monkeys

[filthforfriends]

🩸Back From the Dead - Halestorm

☢️ The Gold & Silver Sessions - Elder

💫 Le Tigre self-titled

💚 Nina Cried Power - Hozier

🌀 A Million Knives - The Velveteers

🔮 Heaven and Hell - Black Sabbath

💕 Blue Weekend - Wolf Alice

🎱 Masquerade - Thomas Raggi

🎲 Prelude to Ecstasy - The Last Dinner Party

Hi there! You don’t know me. I’m a recent fandom transfer but you reblogged a post of mine! @wordy-and-nerdyy @city-of-boners @gay-mooshrooms @maraudermysteries @hr-violations

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day

[wizardarchetypes]

i think you should be able to emoji react to MyChart lab results

[filthforfriends]

This is my favorite Heated Rivalry edit and it has less than 100 comments

But the comments it does have are going to fucking KILL ME

[filthforfriends]

4/4 hanging out at Vic’s b-day y’all !!

[goblinontour]

i miss mr turner

[handsywoman]

beginning pt.2

[hollanovsgingermelt]

they were 1 million percent going at it RAW here . first time too . ilya too lost in the sauce.

[gnawu]

“ilya is a better kisser, in the show.”

soft kisser shane (endearing)

[firstprinced]

🔎 on ilya having a religious experience

[nic0o-o]

the gay hockey show got me😔

[thence-we-came-forth]

Shane fucking Hollander you have captivated me with those heart eyes of yours it's so unfair

[hrgifs]

Shane & Ilya HEATED RIVALRY ✕ 1.04

[lapetitepedestre]

You could stay.

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