one last pic and i'll be gone

on my 45th reason

[filthylibrabitch]

-call me eden

-he/it

-literally just my venting sideblog

-idk. no 18+ blogs ig

-insert list of mental illnesses here

-idc if u interact

[filthylibrabitch]

Only 45 reasons???!!!

ts has gone up since i put that there 😭

[http-tempted]

Who am I going to lose, if in my worst moments I’d dealt with everything alone?

[whisperedyearnings]

I opened my mouth , almost said something . Almost .

The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had . But I didn't .

-Khaled Hosseini

[filthylibrabitch]

oh i cant wait to go home😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe i would be brave enough to love you like you deserve to be loved

[traumatizeddfox]

[traumatizeddfox]

"Am I supposed to be grateful to have survived this?" -Brenna Twohy, from "I know Its A Little Late," Forgive me my salt.

[martyrdoll]

˚₊‧ ⊰ ⸸ ⊱ ‧₊˚

[dying-weeds]

[dragonheartstring360]

can’t emphasize enough how when you grew up in a toxic environment, being in the room with someone who’s angry or frustrated - even if it has nothing to do with you - is absolutely terrifying cuz you’ve been 1000% conditioned to assume frustration = all hell is going to break lose and be aimed directly at you

[filthylibrabitch]

i am feeling suicidal and i have no one to tell about it. and i fear i may be stuck in this caretaker role for the rest of my life.

[filthylibrabitch]

me when i realize i'll be stuck in a caretaker role for the rest of my life and i'll never have my needs met by someone else

[filthylibrabitch]

oh its finna be rough. isolation and delivered

[filthylibrabitch]

damn. parents dont want me to be home. dont wanna go to school. its a lonely road out here man. might just go missing ngl.

[daily-spooky]

[weirdgirlvampire]

again and again and again and again