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𝗜𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗨𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗔𝗚𝗢𝗡𝗜𝗘𝗦— I EXIST. An independent, selective and mutuals only writing blog for 𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙰𝙽𝙲𝚄𝙽𝙸𝙽 of Larian Studio's 𝙱𝙰𝙻𝙳𝚄𝚁'𝚂 𝙶𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝙸𝙸𝙸. Established in December 2022, revived in May 2023 and officially rebranded itself in March 2024. Written and lured by Vampyre, 21+ and uses she/they pronouns.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ i have standards, you know.

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𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍 : the crow and pomegranate motifs, the need for power out of fear, escaping the one who you believed saved you, a crown of thorns, an understanding that you are more than just your body, big brother values, EAT SHIT and DIE.

THINGS TO TAKE NOTE : Astarion is portrayed heavily under the influences of death and isolation along with suicidal ideations; keep in mind that I do not shy away from ever going into details about how he was treated within the Szarr family. Astarion is seen as a 5'11 lanky man with no structure. Claws for nails, red eyes that often glow in the night and skin that's a tad bit on the "greyish" side, etc. All in all, he looks exactly as to what he fears; a monster.

1 ) CARRD. 2 ) PIN BOARD.

#PINNED.#yeah...

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to no one's surprised this blog has been moved. you can find astarion over on @backscar

#i moved again... wow....e... LEDFSAONDG

backscar

An independent, selective and mutuals only writing blog for 𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙰𝙽𝙲𝚄𝙽𝙸𝙽 of Larian Studio's 𝙱𝙰𝙻𝙳𝚄𝚁'𝚂 𝙶𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝙸𝙸𝙸. Established in December 2022, revived in July 2024. LURED BY VAMPYRE, THEY/SHE, 21+.

#LMFAOOO REMADE BTW.

What if Enver Gortash Was Named Enver Freak and He Ate Ass and Sucked Toes, Think About It.

#thinking about him . touched bg3 for the first time in a month #dude don't fucking do it... just don't do it..... just don't touch that blog.... just don't do it....

ancelle-art

The first look at the sun in 200 years and the last 💔

#⁽ ☆ ⁾ a ribbon of l͟o͟n͟e͟l͟i͟n͟e͟s͟s͟.

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i have a lot of muse caking up 👍 i’m throwing my old interaction call and making a new one this late. feel free to like this for a lengthy starter, im about fuck everyone up!! (by laughing of course, or something more 😋)

#get it while you can hotties. i’m grinding on runescape for the necromancy pet #but after that i’ll write 🙏

moonache-a-deactivated20241214

↪ ㅤ @firstspawn ♡'d for a starter. ㅤㅤㅤ... ㅤ astarion ㅤ↬ㅤ shadowheart.

" so, tell me, astarion. what is it you filled your days with back in the city? when you couldn't go out in the sun light, that is. i don't believe vampires truly sleep, now, do they? you must have had a lot of time on your hands, if that's the case. "

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it is nothing more but a simple question to be asked by no other than shadowheart, as simple as it may have been it singed him for just a tad, a small pinch in that nerve he kept at bay. it is but a reminder of what his life once was, still is if he were to ever go back to it. but such is an end once cazador finds him fair and square. arms cross now. a tilt of white curls as red hues study each detail that he must have missed about her. " meditation. " astarion's voice is rather flat. eyebrow raised. " that's what we call it. spawns rarely have the pleasure to do so, or rather from what i've seen. " though he's keeping his life vague... open too much then he'll be a target for sure. a smile lifts, no more of that flatlining of a heart. " had a bit of fun, dear heart. no more, no less! had dinner with those that i've slept with and lured them back into my arms where we danced until the sun began to peak... of course, all of what i say is but a jest. i had things to fulfill just like anyone else within the city. a miserable place to live but somehow i'm still alive. " astarion's clawed hand comes to gesture towards her, a small bow of his head. still that smile has yet to lift. he's enjoying this. perhaps he is. " and you? i doubt you ventured far. often kept with your head down and praying to that goddess of yours. hah! how rich and innocent. i can't picture you within the city. like a lamb to the group of wolves, starving. you wouldn't survive, no doubt. "

#⁽ ☆ ⁾ i was never good at this b͟o͟d͟y͟.#moonache.#OOOOGUH FOROGT HOW TO WRITE... hope this is okay <3 #love u !!

gautiersylvain

Look, I'm not a "details" person, all right?

#he’s so stupid i love him #i lost my tag already

in-your-walls

Twin Peaks (1990-1991) / “The Unified Theory of Ophelia: On Women, Writing, and Mental Illness”, B.N. Harrison

#⁽ ☆ ⁾ a ribbon of l͟o͟n͟e͟l͟i͟n͟e͟s͟s͟.#i miss her…#but also this fits well here

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i have a lot of muse caking up 👍 i’m throwing my old interaction call and making a new one this late. feel free to like this for a lengthy starter, im about fuck everyone up!! (by laughing of course, or something more 😋)

#tbt.#get to these saturdaaay :)

i have a lot of muse caking up 👍 i’m throwing my old interaction call and making a new one this late. feel free to like this for a lengthy starter, im about fuck everyone up!! (by laughing of course, or something more 😋)

#tbt.#i don’t remember my tags brothers

theoblation — firstspawn (we’re back… sighs)

#sorry….

firstspawn-moved

very sorry to say this and it may just be political but how can you ascend him. this is the exact moment where he truly became his self. this is where he truly became weak, letting his walls crumble because he's seen the people he lured. the children he took. like... seeing sebastian truly broke him.

#reblogging this again because wow i do love my brain

i’m in a very good mood so yes i’ll be here this week to redo graphics and to get to what’s in my inbox. i’ll even clean out my followings 😋 vamp era back again (i’m reinstalling bg3…..)

#GRAAAH

nightprompts

&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

#tbt.#to get the ball rolling and to celebrate me having time off !!2!2!!&:&;&;&38383 #will be working on new graphics soon

idc how much astarion says he enjoys immortality in any way because there will always be this long ache of wanting to grow old with the one he loves. wanting to start a family in which he and his love created and to die a peaceful death where he lived normally and filled with love that he had not felt in centuries. the mere thought of it all being took away because he accepted help from a figure blurry, where jagged teeth hook themselves deep within flesh and made his life his own hell. anyway just think about that for a minute

#just think about that …#there’s a lot that i wanna talk about that i’ve covered many a times … but i #don’t want 2 sound like a broken record when it’s really how he feels #⁽ ☆ ⁾ i was never good at this b͟o͟d͟y͟.

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