When I'm saying OMG im saying Oh my gods, not Oh my God, and no im not gonna write omgs, just dont assume I'm a monotheist, and don't assume I cant say its because I LITTERALY BELIEVE IN GODS, yes they're multiple gods but there isnt just monotheist or atheist
It pmo when someone assume I'm either atheist, satanist or christian, musulman or idk, there are THOUSANDS of religions, I dont care if you dont even know what mine is but if you dont know just ask
And I dont hate other religions you can believe in whatever you want. Anyway peace and love,
Oc fic, mention of torture, original universe, military inaccurate, probably bad, probably bad english, hinted mlm relationship. Crow-centered <3
Crow isn't much of a talker, never was. He was a shy young soldier before, sent in the army to "grow balls". And he had difficulty with words. It was worse when his throat got slit. Couldn't even speak for months and too ashamed of his voice to ever talk again.
Crow is the silent bird of the team, always watching, never interacting with the others. Crow… Crow hated his nickname, even if it gave him a brink of power, the prophet of the death, but he also brought death to his allies. He couldn't stay in a team long enough to make friends, people always dying after one or two missions.
They were the exception, well there was two, but the Bells was the only exception alive. A team of insane people like him who can survive other insane people, and their curse.
Fuck this they were the team chosen to have the first monster soldier. And what was doing this elite team? Arguing, like dumbass because they all had different opinions on what to do of the current situation. Captain Bellis let the others choose even if she had the right to expose what was the best option for her.
The Captain wanted to go rescue their new monster soldier. The idiot got caught in his first solo mission. Berry wanted to let him rot where he was and Clover suggested searching him and killing him so the enemies couldn't find how to turn someone immortal like crazy scientists.
"We should just kill it, it's enough of a bother to our team…"
"We're not killing one of us."
"Hey boss, I really appreciate it, but it's not one of us, it's just a monster. We should leave him, not go on this suicide mission, hell it made a mistake? Not our problem."
"Berry, they can experiment on it and just find the secret of immortality. Killing him is our best option."
"So go search him just to kill him? We could free him and take him home!"
"IT'S NOT ITS HOME!"
The arguing was going louder and louder, no one could really win this.
Breath in, and out, you can do it Viktor.
Crow stand up and slam the table to shut everyone around.
"Listen here" his voice was dry and harsh. "We might not like him, we might not even think he deserves to live, but one of our mission is TO MAKE A MONSTER SOLDIER! AND YOU FUCKERS WANT TO THROW HIM AWAY AT A SINGLE MISTAKE? Yes he got caught like an idiot! But it was his first solo mission! He didn't go through the same training as us, he's basically a rookie taking his baby step in the middle of war!" Captain Bellis left the room. "Our superiors trust us enough to take care of a living bomb, and by leaving him to rot, we're ruining our reputation and the trust our superiors have." The captain came back with a bottle of water, she put it next to Crow.
"We're four, four elite soldier, we survive stuff we shouldn't, you all being still alive proves it. So I say, we listen to our boss, we can even gather some allies, and we get our new friend back."
When he finished, no one said a word, with how silent he is, everyone forget why Crow's a lieutenant. He could be one goddamn leader if he wanted to. He takes the bottle and down it quickly, signing 'I'm not saying one more word.'
They let him plan the mission. They get another soldier, Culture, an old friend of the Captain and Crow. The mission was easy, a quick in and out. And it was easy, except for Clover who got shot in the stomach, Berry would say it was deserved, Berry's weapon broke though, it happens even to the best, she had to fight with a knife and she looked annoyed to be covered in blood.
They found him, in a perfectly white room, they left him here to rot and be forgotten. Probably white torture. He didn't even move when he saw his team. His skin had more scars than what he remembered. He had to carry him back to the evac. Damn he was light, did he even got feed?
The Monster was silent for days, often needing breathing exercises to even stay still in the common room. Crow walked to him, no, not Crow, Viktor. He sat next to him and signed: 'What should we call you? I don't really like Monster.'
The other one didn't even look at him. "I don't understand your weird gestures." And so Crow wrote it down. After a moment, the Monster finally answered "Shini, I guess you can call me Shini."
And deep down, Shini made himself a promise, he'd learn the language his lieutenant seemed fond of, even if it was hard.
AN: I want to post it somewhere else, like ao3, but since it's not really a fanfic, idk if I can, tell me your opinion in comment pls
Oh hihi there, I'm thinking about going back and write my fanfic, but I've got like 4 wips that I like and I got no idea to which one should I focus on, I'm gonna try and post the first chapter of each one here as a sort of pilot and here you can vote for the one you want first
Edit: I messed up the Ghost x Roach is actually a Ghost x Roach x Soap I forgot my scottish boy
Edit 2: I'm really bad with Tumblr I didn't want to vote
here's the cryptid chapter instead of the hybrid one, this one is really fluff
Roach knew there was something.. someone.. In the deep water next to their shelter. At night he feels the heavy stare by someone doing their midnight bath in the sea. Not a human, he doesn't think so. Their roomate, Avery, stayed unaware about the creature. Everytime Roach threw himself in a big explaining, his friend would just shrug while drinking their tea like a British bastard. Roach was going insane, taking picture of the water to show Avery the shadow of the giant human.
Avery just put up with their crazy friend, the guy probably had a little cryptid obsession, but it was fine, everyone is a little weird. Avery welcomed the man in their home after he was almost burned to death. Bug didn't have a happy life before washing up on the shore. Avery was surprised to see a burnt man while fishing to be fair.
Today Roach saw its tail, it seemed to be a merfolk like in the old book about the region folklore, he talked about it with Avery, but Ave didn't seems to care. Ave wasn't cold or all, they just wasn't as amazed as Roach by the merfolk living next to their beach. Ave was cleaning one of Roach's burns while he was talking about "seeing how big it is, what kind of merfolk it is, how old it might be"
Avery liked Roach, that was normal. The man was endearing, charming, really pretty even with all the scars. Yup they had a crush, but fuck if he could stop moving all around while Avery was trying to sew back his wound after it opened again. Bug could also clean his room, which was full of paper, picture and all, theory about the merfolk. Roach went outside despite Avery warning, the man was probably MIA or KIA and maybe even searched! Avery didn't want any problem. Avery had to pick up his stuff, sort out everything and do the laundry, he couldn't be mad at Bug, the lad found something passioning, that fine, he was hurt and probably traumatized, didn't even realize he lost everything.
The water was calm, Levia wasn't there, Roach hoped he could at least see something but there was nothing. The water was 14°C maybe too hot for Levia. Maybe it went back to deeper water. Roach went back home. His roomate had weird rules, Roach can't go to their bathroom, he cant wake them up, or see them during the night (which wasn't easy for his nightmares) and Avery would often go "to work", which was weird since they were a graveyard gardener and they normaly only needed to go every other day.
Avery saw him come back home, head in the clouds. Probably thinking about his little monster, Avery flicked his nose to bring him back. "Wakey wakey bug, you there?"
Roach looked at them straight in the eyes, yes, he was back, fuck did he almost bumped into him? Ave had a bright smile and their hair were up in a bun. That mean they were ready to go to work.
Avery went to the graveyard, the military one, the one they worked for every other day. Wash the graves, cut the weeds, plant the new roses. Make sure all flowers were healthy, did they like their work? Maybe, they weren't sure, they just needed an easy work to fit after all. Well it was far from easy but Avery liked to take care of things.
Roach found his room clean, clean like his bunk. Fucked he missed his life, but he couldn't go back, Ave keep reminding him. He didn't hate his new life, he's just slowly growing bored. He had nothing to do except wait for Levia to show up sometimes. So he took an old hobby while waiting by the sea. He study bugs, Worms hidden deep in the sand, butterfly which prefered sea wind.
Avery was stealthy, not really, but they didn't want the world to focus on them, they know they were "special". But they prefer the quiet of the graveyard, no one but the dead to watch them. What a good idea they had to house a supposed dead soldier. They absolutely wont be in any trouble if they get discovered.
Roach cleaned his injuries alone today. Ave was gone for a long time and it started to ache. Sometimes he wished he could year the skin of and wait for it to grow back. But no, he had to take care of the 3rd degree burns. He couldn't feel the pain, but the phantom pain stay, no matter what.
Sea, the deep water, the cold of the Artic. Fuck their bones needed that. Their injury finally stopped burning. They could go take care of the deep sea ground. The corals, all that colorful stuff, but they also needed to go back home, they weren't alone anymore. Home..? What is home?
about roach x hybrid oc, I just checked my wips and saw I only did like 350 words for the first chapter and its really really not good, I'm gonna try and work on it but I'll post the cryptid today
So I still have no idea to how to name this fanfic, this is once again for my pinned post and yeah its going to be rewrote, also this was sitting in my wips for 4 months
this first chapter is pretty brutal to be fair...
Alexander "Crow" Tarasova is a charismatic sergeant with a sweet russian accent, he used to live in Russia but moved to Ukraine years ago. He's the field medic of TF141 and soon will be his one year in this team. He works well with the others, he joined with Gary "Roach" Sanderson, as they knew each other since they were rookies.
Crow is currently drinking a morning tea, even if it's so early that the sun didn't set yet, he's smiling, he and Roach planned a leave together soon once Roach is back from his mission. They want to visit Ireland together and they have so much things to do for that trip.
Ghost and Roach would come back soon, maybe in a day or two. He puts on his headphone and start his morning routine, clean the common room while no one is awake, go shooting training until his arms are shaking and finally run as long as he can until he's too dizzy. He go back to the common room, breathless and he goes search for his meds. He hides the bottle once he took it and he starts making coffee for the team.
After that, he starts filling reports of last missions. He had a cup of coffee next to all the files and a cup of pen. Crow looks up from his file, hearing someone walking down the hall. He goes for his coffee but Captain Price suddenly open the door.
"Hey, there's coffee for you on the table."
The Captain ignore him, he's obviously tired, probably worked all night in his office, but he goes straight for the table in front of Crow and put down some files, written with Crow's full name on it.
"Sgt Alexander "Crow" Tarasova, you're under arrest for being a spy and a terrorist from the Konni group."
Crow looks at Price shocked. It was unbelievable for him.
"Price, you're kidding me right now, you don't seriously believe I'm a spy, please…"
But when Price put handcuffs around his wrists, he's broken. While he's pushed around by his Captain to go to the prison part of the base, his mind is running wild. Roach will be destroyed when he comes back home to find that his best friend, with who he planned his dream travel, is accused of being a spy for the group they fight everyday.
The betrayal hurt, when Captain Mactavish woke up and has to see the famous mole, he's furious to see their own medic, tied down on a cold chair, only in boxers and a shirt. He's even more mad when he sees the proof against Crow. And from that morning, the two captains allow themselves something they wish they never had to do, the interrogation with Crow.
"Is Alexander Tarasova even your real name? Who do you work for? What do you know about Vladimir Makarov?" Those sentences were bouncing in the mind of Crow as his head is forced underwater, and pulled off, to hear more questions, and again pulled in. After a long session of those sillies games, Crow is thrown on the floor only to be kicked in the stomach, vomiting all the water he nearly drown in.
"My name is Alexander "Crow" Tarasova, I work for 141, Vladimir Makarov is an extremist who deserves death…" Crow was mumbling nonsense while he was shivering on the cold floor, still soaked. He looked at the chair, which must have fallen while Soap was trying to drown him to death. He pulls himself up and put up the chair to sit down on it for the night.
Roach would soon come back, Ghost too, and the torture will be even worse. Ghost isn't very friendly with his interrogation method… Crow takes a deep breath, all he could do was keeping his energy to survive the next days, he should probably sleep soon.
"Alex! Come!" A familiar voice screamed at him in the middle of the panic. "Stay here… stay safe, they won't find you here…"
"Another lap." He could feel his legs giving up, he had been running for hours. "Do another one and then, go see the boss, he wants to talk to you."
"Do you think she sleeps with the boss?" "She could never be lieutenant without that!" "Plus they let her pretend she's a man" "Everyone knows she has a cunt."
He wakes up to the feeling of a hundreds knife piercing his skin. Screaming in pain. Captain Mactavish is holding a taser, ready to have fun with it. His eyes are cold and Crow suddenly remember how deep into shit he is.
Price isn't here, and Crow isn't sure if it's good news. It could mean anything. Mactavish takes a knife and stabs Crow in a non-lethal place, but fuck Crow screamed like a dying animal. It somehow seems too boring for the captain that crouch down to Crow's level.
"We were nice enough to leave ya mask, but a feel like it would be a wee bit better without it?"
He has a big smirk when he takes the mask off to reveal Crow's face, even if he looked like an average young adult he had a big scar starting on the left side of his mouth going to the top of the left cheek.
"Ooh Glasgow scar? It comes from ma country… Yours pretty brutal, how'd ye get it?"
The silence between the two after that question was heavy, Crow was struggling to breath with the knife still in his body and his face was covered with tears.
"Aye right, won't answer me.. not very symmetrical, how 'bout we add a matchin' one?"
He takes back the knife and start putting pressure on Crow's wound while he set the knife near Crow's mouth.
"No… no… please.. no—"
Those whispered words were followed by a scream of pain coming from the guts. Mactavish had opened Crow's mouth and made a matching scar. After his work of art he puts back the knife in Crow's wound.
"It'll slow down the bleeding.."
As Mactavish takes some step back to admire his work of art, Price voice can be heard through his radio.
First chapter of Would you fall in love with me again
okay so this is for the ghost x roach x soap, this chapter has been in my wips for like.. 5 MONTHS?? this is only for the vote and its going to be rewrote but here's the chapter
Carpe Diem
The ray of the sun hits his eyes as he wakes up, cuddling the source of heat next to him. "Good morning to you too bug…" The heartwarming voice of Ghost answered. He starts tracing words over Ghost skin and the Lieutenant turns towards him and press his lips on his neck "I love you too, always…". The Ghost head moves up to the fluffy hair "..Is that my shampoo? Bug did you steal my shampoo seriously?" He pouts at the smell, but he knows Ghost secretly was happy.
He was cold, it's been years and he still longing for his warm, "he's gone Ghost, just accept it." He stands up and go for his boring morning routine, it felt hards to do, it was one of those days. He sits back on his bed and scratch his arms, the itch will never go away.
"Get yourself together, stand up and be the scary Ghost they want." And he does so, walks through the halls, he ignores his stomach, aching for a breakfast, and go in the common room. Start the kettle, prepare a mug, get some Earl Grey, pours the burning water and he takes the mug in his hands, finding comfort in the burning feeling, he sips the tea, still too hot, but the feeling come back in the back of his throat. "This is where you belong, Ghost, you should have died in that fire."
Letting his thoughts destroy his last will to live, he simply adds a sugar before he starts drinking again. He turns his head towards the door when he hear a sound, only to find some blue eyes looking at him with a smile.
"Go away Soap, it's too early for your annoying mouth." The Scot smiled and walked towards his lieutenant. "Too early for ya, Si? Cap wanted me to tell ya there's a meetin' in a hour." Ghost grunts before quickly finishing his tea, leaving his tongue aching from the burning water.
"Alright boys, tomorrow at 0800 you'll be in a plane for Georgia, the goal is to take down a drug facility. Kill every hostiles you find, gather Intel and most important, be stealthy, I want this to be a silent op." Laswell still had the same charisma, her orders were clear and everyone in the room listened silently. Easy mission, only Soap, Gaz, Ghost and Captain Price on this, the 141 team. In and out, just another mission, and Ghost could do stealth, he embody well his call sign after all.
He spend the rest of the day trying to be busy, training, work, doing everything he could, but his brain was stuck in the past, his heart ready to die. He was at his third smoke break and tenth cigarette of the day, he hated smoking but it was something that he liked to do, never letting go his bad habit, it reminded Ghost of him. Half of his mask sat on his face, scars all around the visible part of his body. And as he expected, Soap suddenly appeared and took a fag out of his pack.
"Got a light Lt?" He sighs and give his lighter to the sergeant, it was black, with silver skulls on it, a delicate "Ad Vitam Aeternam" written on it, matching the silver skulls. "Fancy stuff you got there." The soldier said while looking at the details. He finally light up his cig and give back the lighter.
Ghost stayed silent to all of Soap words. When he got back the light, he looks at it, with a sad gaze. "No need to looks so pathetic."
"Fuck it", he muttered as he puts the light back in his pocket. "Mh? What did ya say?" "Nothing, Johnny…" Soap shrugged and took a breath of his cigs and immediately cough after.
"Never had a smoke sergeant?" "Fuck, this shite is strong!" That let out a small laugh out of Ghost, and Johnny smiled back at that laugh.
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He breathes in, then out, in and out, keeping care of his own breathing, he needed to continue manual breathing, keep control on that, control on that simple thing, at least one thing, he has the control. Yes he has the control he wanted, he needed. Everything hurts, keep breathing or you die.
Keep track of the wounds, that could work too, if he doesn't spiral too much over it. Burn scar, another one, those tally marks there, oh a burn scar. Fuck this wasn't a good idea, and all it does was making him remember, remember the fire. He holds his rings with a possessive strength, at least they let him keep the necklace with the ring attached to it.
He could pass his thumb over the skulls carved in the gold, even if he couldn't see it properly, he could still feel it. He misses him, his Simon. The tears fell on his cheeks as he looks at the quote: "Carpe Diem".
Oh hihi there, I'm thinking about going back and write my fanfic, but I've got like 4 wips that I like and I got no idea to which one should I focus on, I'm gonna try and post the first chapter of each one here as a sort of pilot and here you can vote for the one you want first
Edit: I messed up the Ghost x Roach is actually a Ghost x Roach x Soap I forgot my scottish boy
Edit 2: I'm really bad with Tumblr I didn't want to vote
Sooo uuh this isn’t really for aroace awareness week like my others drawings, completely gave up on that, but yk what? I see Crona as aroace, to be fair I just wanted to have fun drawing Crona in monochrome but I ended up adding some red and golden, I hope it looks good
I didn't post day 3 today, and I wont, I'm sorry, I forgot and I was lazy. Got a big day today and maybe the same tomorrow and this weekend, idk if I'll work much :'/. Ill try doing a big drawing to make up for this shitty try next week
Day 2, Lilith Clawthorne from The Owl House, this isn’t a hc it’s canon yay :3 toh has so much great lgbt rep and yeah sorry I like redemption arc so bad, if the Colors seems off, it’s because they are, I only used green and purple, I’ll try to use the sunset flag next time but yeah my fav one is the purple and green one my bad. Also if you have any character you wanna recommend I might draw them, I already know who I’m doing for day 7 but I have no idea in between :´)
I think it’s aroace awareness week? So day 1 The Wild Robot, no I don’t think it’s canon it’s a hc. But the movie show maternal love unlike most movie which show romantic love, I watched the movie like yesterday for the first time and I cried during half of the movie, I like Roz <3
Also yes the colors of the lightning is purple and green for the colors of the flag :3
I'm thinking about a Soul Eater fanfic, based on the manga because idk how I feel about the anime ending. So it kinda spoil from there
So Crona is back from the moon after yeeaars and the first person to see them is a oc I made, they're a teacher at DMWA and Kidd send them to Crona because he knews something happened to the moon (like there is something missing) and so Crona try to learn how the world works and how to be themselves and a grown adult with my oc. Its not really Crona x Oc, more qp relationship because
