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    [Not at all the real Jaylen Moore. This blog is for creative/rp purposes only and absolutely no disrespect is intended.]    

[fishy-moore]

[text] I love you so painfully.

[text] I love you too, babe...

[fishy-moore]

[text] Come remind me how to.

[text] Yes sir.

[fishy-moore]

[text] ... well. I can't breathe.

[text] Kind of need you to breathe if we’re going to take the trip.

[fishy-moore]

[text] ... you remember when that happened?

[text] You don’t forget the moment you fell in love with your true love...

[fishy-moore]

[text] I'm naturally curious.

[text] I was thinking we’d take a little trip... I want to take you back and show you the exact place where I fell in love with you.

[fishy-moore]

[text] Tell me.

[text] And ruin the surprise?

[fishy-moore]

[text] Sure, love.

[text] I’ve got something special in mind.

[fishy-moore]

[text] I'm trying, anyway.

[text] You up for a date night tonight, handsome? 

[fishy-moore]

[text] Mine breaks because you should have never been so surprised to be loved the way you deserve.

[text] You’re doing a hell of a job to correct the mistakes of others. 

[fishy-moore]

[text] Just feels... like I should. I dunno, maybe I'll eventually get it and feel less guilty. [text] I love you. So completely, which is crazy, because we've only been together a few days... so hurting you, outside maybe something you want in bed... isn't something I relish the thought of. You've been hurt enough. You deserve to feel nothing but overwhelming joy.

[text] That IS what I feel, Niko... that’s why it breaks my heart, because I never thought I’d get to feel this...

[fishy-moore]

[text] I'm sorry, Jaylen...

[text] Don’t apologize, Niko... it’s not a bad thing.

[fishy-moore]

[text] I do that to you?

[text] Yeah... you do.

[fishy-moore]

[text] It sounds terrifying.

[text] For a minute... because breathing feels impossible and your heart doesn’t feel like it’s beating anymore but... you recover quickly.

[fishy-moore]

[text] No... [text] That's a thing?

[text] A really rare and beautiful thing...

[fishy-moore]

[text] No... [text] Heartbreak has always meant bad things for me.

[text] Never once has your heart hurt from feeling so much joy, that it feels like it’s breaking? 

[fishy-moore]

[text] ... heartbreaking? No, Jaylen. I don't... I don't want to hurt your heart.

[text] It’s a good thing... haven’t you ever had your heart break in a good way? 

[fishy-moore]

[text] Why's that, love?

[text] Because watching the person you love be so good to the most precious thing in life that you have to share with someone is beautiful and heart breaking in a way that can’t be explained.