Wow! I miss this! It’s so nice to be back blogging again after seven long months of hiatus from social media really, except in my Instagram. There are so many things, good and bad, that happened I don’t even know where to begin.
Almost all my gears broke down around December 2017. We live near a watershed/reservoir and the humidity is crazy high, and it drizzles all the time. It was more on complacency and neglect on my part that I relied only on desiccants to protect my gears. My favorite lens – canon 85mm, my 50mm, my Fujifilm xe1, Fujinon 35mm 1.4, my Carl Zeiss Jena, Practika, my back up 600d, and the list goes on, got fungus so bad that these became unusable. My main backup cam 7d with its main lens were saved because luckily one of our favorite wedding clients got it for sentimental value because a few years back I used it as main camera for their wedding. To make the matter worse my Macbook Pro went down as well with a busted battery and graphics card.
Add some pasaway (stubborn and difficult) clients, it was an understatement to say my life was hell. We declined most client bookings for portraiture, and limited to fulfilling early bookings before all these happened (shoots that my limited gears can do).
Basically all I had left was my Canon EOS 6D and a 24mm lens, and a barely hanging on plastic fantastic nifty-fifty, some very old and unused ND and CPL filters, a defective flashgun, and a heavy tripod.
Photography is a big part of my life, and now with all the gears gone it means that a major overhaul and changing of approach must be done.
After 7 months of wallowing and beating myself up, I am able to start of slowly recovering, and on the process indulged myself more in film/analog shooting. I got some cheap film cameras – an Olympus 35SP and a Canon EOS 88 (EOS 3000), and started the process of slowly healing myself by shooting lots of film and learning how to develop. We bought a decent sized Dry Cabinet, too. Make this investment please before it’s too late.
We take our furbabies out to the park more, lots of mini road trips in the island, finding good places to eat around and about, and basically just slowing down, and letting loose.
The weirdest part in all these is my newly discovered interest in Landscape Photography. If you are one of the very few followers of this blog, you know that one of my weaknesses and major fear in photography is shooting landscape. I remember my fear on shooting people when I started, and basically became and wedding and events photographer… I hope I can duplicate such feat and become a tolerable/decent landscape photographer. I am still learning the ropes on this kind of photography and finding how to work around it because I not much of an outdoor person except for my love for the beach. I know it’s ironic, but it’s one of the things that excite me. Haha! Also, I want to limit myself (not that I have a choice really), to shooting landscape in black and white film with my very limited camera body, lenses, and filters. Will I be successful, I do not know. What I know for sure is this new path makes me happy.
The Best part in this big mess is I have learned what shooting for yourself really means to its essence. Yes, I share my shots in IG, but the operative word there is Share. I share my humble shots because I am actually happy with it, not because the end goal is to get clients or earn. I shoot for myself more now, and I have rediscovered happiness in the process of shooting, developing, and just sitting, and looking and appreciating my photographs.
Will I be back shooting portraits for a living? Right now I really do not know. I am finding ways first to upgrade my gears, buy a decent lens for the job, and in the near future rebuild a portfolio, and get my brand out there again… but until then I am going to enjoy this new journey.
Finding My Way Back (Tragedies & Lessons) Wow! I miss this! It’s so nice to be back blogging again after seven long months of hiatus from social media really, except in my Instagram.