My Musical Interests

26 • Life been fucking me through this playlist • Side Blog for @onceuponaweirdo, to share the fuckery of music I listen to.

[fknjokeman]

I've held your projections when you've felt so insecure

Tell me why is it this way

Why you so hate to see women endure?

Is it really my fault you all gave me your hearts of your own accord?

I don't really think so

[fknjokeman]

It could've been right but I was wrong

Only think 'bout you when I'm alone

Part of me that cared just know it's gone

And I know, that I can't, get caught up

We could've been and we tried to pretend

Every now and again

We don't dream about, don't think about what

We could've been, though I'm holding again

'Cause I know in the end

You dream about, I think about what

We could've been, we could've been, yeah

We could've, damn

[fknjokeman]

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

[fknjokeman]

No use looking out

It's within that brings that lonely feeling

Understand that when you leave here

You'll be clear among the better men

Alone again

Alone again

Alone again

Alone again

Alone

[fknjokeman]

You left when I forgot to speak So I text to speech, lesser speeds Texas speed, yes Basic takes its toll on me, Eventually, eventually, yes Ah, on me eventually, eventually, yes I care for you still and I will forever That was my part of the deal, honest We got so familiar Spending each day of the year, White Ferrari Good times In this life, life

[...]

I'm sure we're taller in another dimension You say we're small and not worth the mention You're tired of movin', your body's achin' We could vacay, there's places to go Clearly this isn't all that there is Can't take what's been given But we're so okay here, we're doing fine Primal and naked You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned It's just a skull, least that's what they call it And we're free to roam

[fknjokeman]

Sapat na sa'kin ang ganito Ang pagmasdan ka sa malayo Kapag kinausap, walang masagot Hininga'y lagot

[I am content like this, to watch you from afar When you talk to me I couldn’t answer My breathing stops]

Hindi ko naman yata ikamamatay Kung hindi ko mahawakan ang iyong kamay Handa 'kong mabuhay sa aking kalokohan Kung wala ka sa'king buhay, walang kalungkutan

[I guess it wouldn’t cause my death If I couldn’t hold your hands I’m prepared to live in my own stupid mistakes If you weren’t in my life, there wouldn’t be sadness]

[fknjokeman]

I somehow see what's beautiful in things that are ephemeral I'm my only friend of mine, love is just a piece of time In the world, in the world

[fknjokeman]

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late

[fknjokeman]

Will you stand above me

Look my way, never love me

Rain keeps falling

Rain keeps falling

Down, down, down

Will you recognize me

Call my name or walk on by

Rain keeps falling

Rain keeps falling

Down, down, down, down

[fknjokeman]

Man, I hate (affectionately) The Lumineers so much. Like what do you mean you write a song like this, that tears into my soul and leaves aching and bleeding and the go on your merry way writing something else!?! What about my feelings, huh? I'm still crying here, still crying over this!!!!

It's a lonely road full of tired men And you can see it in their faces You'll be home in spring I can wait 'til then I heard you're on the big train

And oh this too shall pass This loneliness won't last for long I wasn't there to take his place I was ten thousand miles away

So when you hear my voice And when you say my name May it never give you pain

'Cause I don't wanna go But it's time to leave You'll be on my mind and my destiny

And I won't fight in vain I'll love you just the same, ooh I couldn't know what's in your mind But I saw the pictures You're looking fine

And there was a time when I stood in line For love, for love, for love But I let you go, oh, I let you go

And he fell apart with his broken heart And this blood, this blood, this blood Oh, it drains from my skin, it does

[fknjokeman]

But it's over Then you're driving me home And it kinda comes out as I get up to go You kiss me in your car and it feels like the start Of a movie I've seen before

But it's not real And you don't exist And I can't recall the last time I was kissed It hits me in the car And it feels like the end Of a movie I've seen before

[fknjokeman]

Be my only one The name I want to call you by Let's hold hands and walk along

이렇게 부르고 싶은 이름 내 곁에 손을 잡고서 같이 걸어요

On rainy nights or on lonely days Please color me with your shiny light I'll do better when you promise me we will stay together

비가 오는 밤에도, 외로웠던 낮에도 그대 환한 빛깔을 내게 가득 칠해줘요 내가 더 잘할게요, 이렇게 같이 있어준다면

[fknjokeman]

Soft sadness

I listen to these songs when I have feelings I can't name, so I made this playlist...

[fknjokeman]

I miss New York and I miss the music

Me and my friends‚ we miss rock 'n' roll

I want shit to feel just like it used to

When‚ baby, I was doing nothin' the most of all

The culture is lit, and if this is it‚ I had a ball

I guess that I'm burned out after all

I'm wasted

Don't leave, I just need a wake-up call

I'm facing the greatest

The greatest loss of them all

The culture is lit and I had a ball

I guess that I'm burned out after all

If this is it, I'm signing off

Miss doing nothin' the most of all

[onceuponaweirdo]

What are three songs that have nothing to do with each other but pattern recognition makes me think they're the same!?! ⬇️

Chamber Of Reflection - Mac DeMarco

Men I Trust - Show Me How

Djo - End of Beginning

[fknjokeman]

Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better I wish I were Heather

[fknjokeman]

But I was late for this, late for that, late for the love of my life

And when I die alone, when I die alone, when I die I'll be on time