at around 2 pm today, monday, april 8th, 2019, i ended my relationship with my brother. i learned all of a sudden that he is not a good person and i feel fucked up about it, but i need to remember that i am deserving of positive relationships. dear diary, i want this initial period of having to justify my decision to the rest of the family to be over. it was emotionally draining enough to have what happened yesterday happen, and i do not wish to talk about it endlessly. i have been growing so much as a person this year and want to move forward.




















