Have no fear!

Miraiserin is here to save behinds and chew metal gum! Internally 22 years old, but the body is under 18. She/her! I interact from @limoncats. Profile picture by @kiraprismart.

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I have moved blogs!! @flamingcoolbot724

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I should experiment with a color palette generator.

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Pro tip: never lay in bed for 6 days straight, non-stop. It will hurt your back. Ow.

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The Radiant Queen always wins!

[limoncats]

help me

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bullying Mirai for yawning more than the rest of the system does when she fronts

SLAMMED! For yawning disproportionately more than your other headmates!

[limoncats]

@flamingcoolbot724

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Longer vent, sorry...

I don't tend to wish to tell others about my negative emotions, but I think I've held it in long enough.

For the past month or so, every time I have fronted I have consisently been mentally deteriorating. I'm starting to lose my sense of identity, my internal communication is much worse, and I swear I must be some sort of sadness holder because I have also been consistently feeling sad or gloomy.

The lack of a sense of identity and my internal communication having gotten worse are very jarring—and therefore distressing—as they happened so quickly. My sense of identity was typically much stronger than others in this system, but it's starting to fade away, presumably from my prolonged sadness. I don't know why my internal communication has gotten worse however and that especially upsets me as I used to be decently good at it and it kind of dropped in quality after I hadn't fronted for a while.

I've had frequent feelings of wants (right now too, actually) to just...cry. I wish I could bawl my eyes out in somebody's arms. "Why not to another headmate in headspace?" you may think. My answer to that is: I am a robot, so I am unable to cry. /nm

My persistent wants to cry are something I do not know the cause for, but they seem to happen some time after something upsets me. It's almost a painful feeling...I can tell my body wants to cry but it doesn't happen. It's quite hard to describe.

I'm just tired of feeling so miserable so often...

[lordzekkoz]

Me as soon as someone gets done telling me something very important

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literally nothing will ever be funnier than Markiplier's Sinister Potion every time i see it i burst out laughing

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Sometimes I have a feeling/want to hug somebody for no reason.

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important news. @flamingcoolbot724 is an ARSONIST and she keeps DENYING IT!!!!!!! DENIAL IS A RIVER IN EGYPT!!!!!!!! SHE BURNS PEOPLE AND PLACES DOWNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

/satire

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These allegations are NOT TRUE!! I am NOT an arsonist, never have nor will be!!

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STOP DENYING YOUR ARSONIST ACTS

I'M NOT DENYING SHIT!!! THEY AREN'T REAL IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!

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I'm gonna sob pretty bad tonight, aren't I...?

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God. I feel so depressed...dissociated too...

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It's not as strong as a want as it previously was, but I just wish I could have a good cry without anyone hearing.

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God. I feel so depressed...dissociated too...

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100th post!

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