Joud

she/her || 18 || proship dni

[closet-keys]

Israel systematically targets the health of pregnant mothers and infants in Gaza. This is a reality every parent in Gaza knows. It has also been confirmed repeatedly by others. Pediatric healthcare professionals in Gaza have been bravely speaking out about how Israel is currently using restrictions of formula into Gaza to torture and kill Palestinian babies.

[closet-keys]

My friend Nader recently became an uncle to his newborn baby niece, Masa. Due to the traumatic stress and malnutrition experienced under genocidal conditions, many mothers cannot produce breast-milk. Masa, like tens of thousands of other babies in Gaza, relies on formula to survive. Today, Nader told me that this little girl is in the hospital now due to a severe chest infection. She is only 8 days old. Please help her.

[abdalsalam-2000]

I woke up today to the tears of my brother's wife, the mother of little Masa, who is suffering from a severe chest infection and is currently in the hospital under medical care. We implore you, friends, to help us get out of this situation and donate to buy milk and other necessary baby supplies for this child so we can leave Gaza. Please don't hesitate to donate.

[closet-keys]

Nader's fundraising is vetted (gazavetters #4) and supports his large family of nine people, including small children of which little Masa is the youngest. Israel's systematic targeting of children means that the price of formula, diapers, medicine, and other basic supplies are extremely expensive. Please help him raise the funds needed to help innocent Masa survive genocidal conditions.

[nesmamomen]

FUCK EVERTHING Israel killed seven members of my family. I saw my brother taking his last breaths. My brother was young, he hadn't done anything wrong. They killed him while he was hungry!!!! I tried to stop the bleeding, but he died, tears streaming from his eyes...

My little sister is suffering from a chest injury and a thigh injury and needs urgent treatment. I will never forgive anyone who sees this post and ignores my little sister's suffering.

[northgazaupdates]

Teen girl with heart condition needs shelter in north Gaza

We have spoken repeatedly about Nour’s situation before on this blog, and conditions have only gotten worse for her. To protect her from additional illness and to have a safe and warm space in which to treat her condition, her family needs funds to arrange shelter. In the long-term, they hope to rebuild their home. But for now, they just need to find someplace warm and out of the rain. Their current shelter is a shredded plastic “tent” currently being swamped by frigid winter rain:

The family has previously been vetted by el-shab-Hussein and nabulsi, they are listed as number 157 on the former’s vetted campaign master list. The campaign linked there is now inaccessible, as GFM shut it down without any prior warning or explanation. This is the new link:

Donate to Help Nour: A 15-Year-Old Girl with Heart Disease In Gaza, organized by Zachary Morgan

Nour is a 15-year-old girl living in a fragile tent in Gaza. … Zachary Morgan needs your support for Help Nour: A 15-Year-Old Girl with Hea

Temporary goal progress: $988 out of $2,640 usd (updated 15 January)

Need to raise: $1,652 usd

[northgazaupdates]

NOTICE: Nour’s sister sustained a foot injury after their already shredded tent once again collapsed over their heads due to rain, wind, and prior damage. Treating the injury will require $550 usd, so we have raised the temporary goal accordingly. More of these injuries are going to occur the longer they go without either a decent tent or a roof over their heads! Let’s try to meet this goal ASAP!!

[glitchy-haha]

INCREDIBLY CONCERNING SPIKE IN ANTI-BLACKNESS IS HAPPENING RN.

Some of yall may have heard some of the shit that has been going on right now. I'm gonna give a quick run down of some of the stuff that has been happening. Note, this is not all, and it may never be all as much as I will try to update this.

(I am going to try and compile and briefly explain these as much as I can. There may be misinformation. Please inform me if I got something wrong.)

(This will also be updated with additional information and new topics added.)

1) Racist Chinese Dolls.

There are these dolls in China that are being called "Natasha" baby dolls. These dolls are not only very obvious caricatures of black people, but they are being advertised as a "stress relief" in which the people who buy these abuse it in various ways.

This links to a video of a compilation of the various "uses" of the doll. There are more in the replies of the tweet. (Another link to the same tweet just incase)

2) The Mocking, Abuse, and Dehumanization of Black Children.

Apart from the aforementioned doll, there are apparently people going around mocking, abusing, and dehumanizing black children.

Some people have compared black children to the doll.

Others have been going into African countries and have found ways to mock, abuse, and dehumanize black children for clout.

(Source 1 + Full Video) (Source 2)

There are more videos surfacing.

3) Black people are going missing.

Black people, especially children and teens have recently been going missing at an alarming rate. Some of these same people are turning up dead, deaths being ruled as "suicides."

While it generally unknown why many of these people are going missing, many suspect that their disappearances, deaths, and even lack of coverage is rooted in anti-blackness.

The following is a list of black people that have been reported missing as of recently. Please note that this is not a complete list (it may never be completed due to the fact that many of these disappearances will still occur as time passes) this may contain inaccurate information. Please inform me if that is the case.

By the time you see this, some of these people may have already been found either alive or deceased. This post will be updated overtime.

It is also heavily encouraged that you reblog this with more links to recent cases of missing black people if you are aware of any that aren’t included on this list.

Alexis Shaver

Payton Diver

Nasir Tacuma

Ka’Laya Cooper

Makaila Monae Adam

Moriah Kerre Smith

Uchechi Chijindum Nkemdirim

Victeria Uriah Spear

Rilen Wade (Found. Is Safe)

Leara Sessoms

[ahmadwaleedfamily]

Gaza today is broken in ways that are hard to describe. Everything has changed, and the homes that were once full of life are now just memories. Tents are everywhere, as if we are living through an ending that never ends.

Many people write about us with beautiful words, and express our pain through poetry and music, but the truth is, that doesn’t ease what we are going through. We don’t just need words, we need real support to keep going.

Every day we try to hold on, but the exhaustion keeps growing, and the fear never leaves us, especially with my father’s illness and his constant need for treatment.

Please donate to my family . If you are able to help, please don’t let this be just something you read and move on from.

Thank you to everyone who truly cares and tries to help.

📌🛑📌 Fundraiser vetted (#167 by el-shab-hussein & nabulsi), But we created a new GoFundMe page because GoFundMe suspended the beneficiary’s account on the platform, which put us in a very difficult situation.

[floraljoudii]

Fanart for @mayonaizs

[floraljoudii]

Thank you for standing by my family. I know I keep asking, but your support is what keeps us alive, especially after the recent bombing that injured us all. Our sole focus right now is saving my brother Samer. Securing his vital medications and evacuating him for treatment is our only hope. Please share our story and encourage others to donate. @hazemsuhail

❗️❗️❗️

[floraljoudii]

I saw people shipping Silver and this NPC on Twitter...

Apparently, it is because not only he tolerates him, but he is also supportive of Silver, which you wouldn't expect from how mean NRC students can be. He must have some fondness for silver at the very least.

[floraljoudii]

@kamiraaah

First things first, I wanna say I have been admiring your art work for a while. Your characters feel so canon and lively, and your ideas are very creative. The way you draw faces and people is also very diverse. I love it all 🥺🥺💝💝💝

Now, it's time for Chenya's mom to meet her future daughter in law! My Yuu is a bit awed at how beautiful she is, but I think they'd get along just fine. It's a bit funny imagining my plain looking Yuu next to Chenya's crazy family. I like the trope of an eccentric person x their very normal looking partner. Anyways, I hope you like it

[cursedcola]

!! VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ!!

Hello, everyone! Can you believe that it's been nearly 5 years since I started this blog on a whim, wanting to write for TWST and post silly things about visual-novel development? I never thought that my writing would attract thousands of wonderful people, neither that my little hobby would lead to writing well over 500K words of content. Between fics, head-cannons, a visual novel, and now a mystery romance that I plan to publish on ao3. It's kind of wild, y'know? I've made some good friends on this site, shared work with some really great mutuals, and really just found lots of love in exploring communities.

Which...now leads me into the second part of this announcement. The part that took days of convincing myself to make, because I was stubborn and prideful and a bit ashamed.

If you've followed me for years, interacted with me, or are one of my good friends -- you know that back in 2023 I was diagnosed with a chronic, autonomic nervous system disorder called POTS (Postural-Orthostatic-Tachycardiac Syndrome). As the years have progressed, it's severity has only gotten worse. I've found my entire life flipped upside down, and when paired with cardiac problems and other issues...ah, it's been a difficullt journey. I had to drop out of college, take loans to pay my bills, and have lost 6 jobs while trying to find one that I can function with. Some I lasted a bit of time at - others I barely started before an accident happened that lead to resigning. One was this past week. My sixth opportunity, I nearly caused an accident that I likely would not have recovered from.

So, I'm out of work with no clear direction for a time. Between my loans, medical costs, and other needs from the past three years - I need to raise about 30k to make a clean slate going forward. I know. It's a hefty sum, but I need to start finding a way. A dollar from ten different means makes 10, which is 10 more than what I started with.

And...I know it's kind of silly. This idea just came to me while I was brainstorming for hours, because I've been writing on here for many years, and I thought 'If I could do a commission for every person who follows me, then it may just be enough'. I feel like those commercials on cable tv that go 'if everyone gave a dollar then all the puppies can have shelter for the winter' - and I used to hate those commercials because they'd make me so sad. Except I understand why they air, because it's true. If everyone who watched them DID donate a dollar, then I bet a lot of dogs would have a warm bed.

Ah. That was slightly off track. My apologies.

SKIP HERE IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR ALL THE CONTEXT. TLDR OR WHATEVER ACRONYM IT IS.

I'm opening commissions. Not just the ones that I had before for fun, but a LOT of quality commissions for what I hope is a fair price.

I'll write pretty much anything.

Character x Character, Character x OC, Character x Reader. Crack fics. Romance fics. Adventure. Fantasy. SFW. NSFW. First Person. Second Person. WHATEVER IT IS. Original ideas or defined tropes. Specific or non-specific. A fic of mine you want another part for? A series of mine you want rehashed or continued? You just want a surprise for the hell of it?

You got it, dude.

You want quality, human written, works? Fueled with love, time, and honestly sheer gratitude that a commission was even made? You got it. My keyboard and brain are yours to command.

At some point I'll be opening for art and comics too. I'm working on a portfolio.

Below are all the options available along with their rates.

Fanfiction

Options: Character X Character; Character X OC; Character X Reader

Comes in two shapes: 500 words and 1,000 words (Note: I try to write beyond the word benchmark as a curtesy to the commissioner)

Price: $10 for 500 words; $15 for 1000 words

Examples of my works (not of the length, but my quality) : Here ; Here

2. Character Letters

A letter written to you (or to an oc, or another character, etc) from a chosen character, following any prompt you wish!

Comes in two shapes: 250 words and 500 words (Note: I try to write beyond the benchmark as a curtesy to the commissioner)

Price: $5 for 250 words; $10 for 500 words

Examples of my letter work (quality) : Here

3. Snippet Fiction!

A head cannon set or small imagine ficlet for a character or pairing of your choice! Written as a small scenario!

One Shape: 150 words

Price: $3

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I can write for a wide variety of fandoms! The ones I am most well-versed in are: Twisted Wonderland, Baldur's Gate 3, Palia, Dragon Age, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (All Variants), Genshin Impact, and Tears of Themis!

Others I do but not as often - Stardew Valley, Sun Haven, Persona, Fire Emblem, Pillars of Eternity, Fields of Mistria, My Time Series, content for otome games (olba, error 143, a date with death, bloomic, etc)

Is a fandom you want not listed? MESSAGE ME. Chances are I know it or can study it.

All commissions are accepted on my Ko-Fi! CLICK HERE FOR LINK!

Should you purchase anything from me, I will not consider it a job done until you are absolutely satisfied with the result. I'll be working in batches to ensure quality.

If you've enjoyed any of my works over these years - thank you. Thank you so much for reading and interacting. I hope I can keep writing and spending time with you all here. If a commission is out of your reach, please share in hopes to get the word out.

With love,

CursedCola

[rotten-despair]

Omg yass... thank u!! So can I request a comfort fic with Chenya? 🥹🥹 if that's okay. Fem reader preferably. She is having a really bad depressive episode and needs him there. Have a nice day

Depressive episode comfort

Artemiy Artemiyevich Pinker (Che'nya) x gn!reader

A/N: hope you don't mind I made it x gn!reader, i ended up not using any prnns in it except for Chen's (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) Also, I hope you're doing ok dear Anon! Remember to take care of yourself and take breaks when you need to! Drink water!!! And eat food!!!!!

it starts in a way chen'ya almost doesn't notice at first, because you've gotten good at hiding it. not in a deliberate way, just in the way you've learned how to keep moving even when everything inside you feels heavy and distant. but he knows you well enough to see the difference anyway. the way your replies are shorter. the way your laughter doesn't quite reach the same place it usually does. the way you linger in silence a little too long, like even speaking feels like effort you're not sure you have. when he finally finds you, it's not dramatic or loud like in stories. it's just him appearing beside you like he's always been there, sitting down without asking, tilting his head slightly as he studies your face with that usual cat-like curiosity that never feels invasive. "hey," he says softly, voice lighter than the moment probably deserves, but not dismissive. "you've got that look again. the one where your brain is doing the thingy where it's mean to you."

you don't answer right away, and he doesn't push. instead, he just stays there, close enough that you can feel his presence without it demanding anything from you. that's what makes it different with him. he never acts like your silence is a problem that needs fixing immediately. he just exists beside you in it until it becomes a little less sharp. after a moment, he nudges your shoulder gently with his own, like a quiet reminder that you're not alone in the space you're in. "you don't have to talk if you don't wanna," he adds, tone still casual, but softer now. "but i'm not going anywhere, okay? so you can just... be weird and quiet and whatever this is at your own pace."

at some point, he starts doing small things that don't feel like pressure. offering you something warm to hold without making a big deal out of it. distracting you with something random and mildly ridiculous just to get your attention out of your head for a second. making a dumb comment about something nearby just to see if he can pull even the tiniest reaction out of you, not because he expects you to be okay immediately, but because he knows sometimes the smallest shift is enough to keep you from sinking further. and when you do finally speak, even if it's just a little, he brightens in a way that's still gentle, like he's relieved but refusing to make you feel like you owe him that moment.

"there you are" he says quietly, like he's been waiting without making it feel like waiting. then he leans back slightly, hands behind his head, watching the sky or the room or whatever space you're both in like it is the most normal thing in the world for him to stay right there with you. "you know, you don't have to be fun or okay or anything for me to stick around. i'm kinda stubborn like that." there's a pause, and then a small, softer grin. "also, you're not allowed to disappear on me. i'd get bored."

it's not a solution, it's not some sudden fix or dramatic turning point, but it's steady. and with chen'ya, that's what it becomes. steady presence. quiet company. a reminder that even when your mind makes everything feel distant and heavy, there's still someone sitting right next to you like you belong in the same moment as him, no matter how you're feeling in it.

[floraljoudii]

Tbh, I dont know why I bothered being anon when im gonna reblog this anyways. But!! Thank you so much!! I didnt expect you to do it so fast. Chenya my beloved aaaaaaaa 💘💘💘

[darkmoonray]

not being soft, you're just in my space, PomPom…

Rabbits rub their chins to mark territory and communicate, Jax does the same to Pomni and would like to remind everyone that this is purely a tactical maneuver, not an affection (he's lying) (My animation was inspired by Spadelynnne's art and this fact about rabbits <3)

[floraljoudii]

This is how I imagine Riddle playing Undertale

[oh-great-another-blog-posts]

aren’t humans so beautiful?

[pity-flxwer]

I might have a crush on angel

Forgive my boy! Something I was always sure of is that I wanted him to be a little pathetic lol — sooo he has no romantic experience and he doesn't know how to flirt

I mean, he's a good guy but he can be a little embarrassing sometimes 🥹 but he's trying!

Anyway, thank you for loving my boy (*ˊᗜˋ*)

Yu be like:

[floraljoudii]

Is anyone seeing this a fan of Looji's Twst OCs? They are a great source of comfort for me and I'd love to discuss my favourites with someone

[pugzman]

I rarely ever ask for a repost. But this is an exception. Those lines are there for a reason. And I promise, if that is my kid, and your car, I will leave a note to remind you.....then I going to take fuck your paint job. Dont be that asshole.

[jumpmaster1]

Call the cops, get them to get the worst towing company in the city to tow their car. Those guys know how to charge!