Girl next door

Writer/Poet | @/_flowers.and.moon_ on IG | 💖

[flower-in-paradise]

when franz kafka said "i cannot make you understand.. i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. i cannot even explain it to myself."

[flower-in-paradise]

my love overflows. there's nothing i can do about it. i rarely love, but when i do, i give it my all. my love overflows, and there's no container big enough to store it all without losing drops of it. perhaps the world isnt big enough. the world isnt fair enough. my love overflows, and i dont know what it is like to be the one feeling my love. i dont know if my love feels like a gentle swish of the air in your hair, a cool splash of water on a hot summer day, the taste of melting chocolate on your tongue, and candies and sugar and everything soft, sweet, and good. or if it feels like a hand clutching your throat till you cant breathe anymore.. till all you want is to get freed from it, like shackles holding you behind, if it feels like it chases behind you every time you break into a run, like grey skies and clustered spaces.

my love overflows. there's nothing i can do about it. my love overflows, and i'm afraid that's where i'll drown.

[flower-in-paradise]

"Trace your fingers over the cracks and watch the ruins heal under your touch

[the ghosts leave and the frames are torn out to add new ones]"

— Moon (@/moon.lit.stars on IG), "Ruins Rebuilt"

[flower-in-paradise]

And now we've grown We're past the childhood phase

Watching you change, I realize That life, indeed, is a race.

— flower-in-paradise;

[flower-in-paradise]

"And what hurts the most is that I will never find someone like her" I cried to my mother

"No," my mother replied. "what should hurt the most is finding someone exactly like her and nothing about her being special anymore"

—My mother about my best friend; There's no one like her, that's why you die for her

[flower-in-paradise]

This world is a stranger; And the only one who's mine is you Who is true and is mine Is a dream, that is you

I'll see a way to you Just God forbid, nothing should happen to you God forbid God forbid

—Tubelight; mein agar

[flower-in-paradise]

"Long live your voice- no, Long live your mind, the emotions you understand."

— Andy Staroon (@/_starsandshinee on ig)

[flower-in-paradise]

"Because suffering is fun when I do it with you"

— E. (flower in paradise)

[flower-in-paradise]

“I was compelled to love you, not because you are the fairest, but because you are the deepest, for a lover of beauty is usually a fool”

— Mahmoud Darwish