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help me

[flthiy]

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chatting w leis devotees !!

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§һ posts from hyr !!

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normal posts from pyure unholiness !!

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yan posting about pommie's dove !!

© meistruan 4 layout I think..

[flthiy]

might as well die then.

[flthiy]

why'd I have to be born like this

[flthiy]

it's so funny.so funny so funny so funny

[flthiy]

I might kill myself tonight

[flthiy]

why does she even pretend to care

[flthiy]

she forgot about me so easily

how funny is that

hilarious

[flthiy]

everyone seems to forget I'm human

[flthiy]

i know I should save my money

but every month I keep this one subscription active

I rarely use the app anymore

but it's one of the few things I've been consistent in

I'm proud of it so I save money just so I can buy it again

it seems stupid to keep it now

but I don't think I can let go of it

[flthiy]

I could have a giant, flashing, neon sign pointing to my being saying: mental illness!

and youd suddenly need braille.

because it's all about your feelings isn't it? how you feel?

you can't confront your own feelings so you have to invalidate mine? how silly is that! laughable isn't it?

'its so easy!'

but what if it wasn't? have those words ever crossed your mind?

'but what if it wasn't?' no?

you clearly can't handle it

I'll die before you figure it out, or maybe you'll figure it out if I die sooner? maybe I should do something reckless?

do I have to write it on the walls with my own blood? or my own saliva?

what if I just never left my room? never eat when you tell me to? never clean, never bathe? what if you just never saw me breathing after tonight? after the way you spoke to me?

thats so fun to think about, right?

I want my life back.

I want apple juice 𐔌ᥩ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა

[flthiy]

i can't even n sleepo properlyy whoever stolen hert from me is Going to FUCKING DIE FOR IT

[flthiy]

ibe tried fucking everythingg g then drawing??? fuck that

stress toys? go toHELLELWJAJAHH

EATING? RELAPSING?? BRACELETS??? FUCKING DIE

I want t herr r bajxkkkkkk

[flthiy]

shee e fuckin gg left me e i have to diee e now fuck my liffesddd nxjsjsj

[flthiy]

god I want to fucking kill myself already

[flthiy]

look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me

[flthiy]

why cant I be pretty like everyone else

[flthiy]

I want to die I want to die I want to die iw ant to die I want to quit I want to die I let you down didnt I? I disappointed you don't I? and for that I should be dead shouldn't I? I'm so sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry